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its myee life.

Saturday, November 05, 2005

tears
it's indeed true that life's fragile
xixxi's granny left her
this is freaking sudden fer anione to accept
let alone xixxi
her granny was still alive kicking ytd morning
and by nightfall
she left this world
[death neva once made sense to mi]
the gal didnt get to see her granny fer the last time
to make it worse
her granny's cremation's jux next tuesday
yes.. the dae when we will all be sitting in the examination hall
taking our A level maths paper
i realli wish there's morre i could do fer xixxi
rubby was telling mi she felt the same way
it realli hurts
to see her hafing go thru" all these crap
esp at a point of time like this
anD we cant even be there fer her!
by her side.
i hate this.
it's realli awful.
laugh at my immaturity if u haf to
but i realli wish i could just scream into the ear
of whoever or wudever that stole xixxi granny from her
HAVE "YOU" GOT ANY COMMON SENSE??!!
THIS AINT FAIR.
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO HER?
OF ALL PEOPLE?
U ARE SO BLIND
SHE DOESNT DESERVE THIS!!
she asked mi a question
that left mi dumbfounded fer a second
why did it all happen
when she least expected it
it took mi a while
to gather my thoughts
and gave a decent ans
it triggered my thoughts
at that very moment,
many thoughts were running across
at the back of myee mind
we all noe tat it's excruciating to part wif ur loved ones
ever since when was letting go ever easy rite?
yes.. true that there comes a fateful dae
when we all haf to part
that it's part and parcel of life
that it's just a harsh reality we have to cum to recognise with
as we grow
but i'm sorry
i guess that's smthg i neva will be able to learn
like wud i said
call mi childish if u haf to
i would rather not grow up that way
looking on the brighter side
her granny would be in a better place
perhaps the heaven
more empowered than ever
to bless her loved ones
her granny chose to bid a silent goodbye
i thought that was great of her
that it was just a way of loving the ones ard her
that she didnt want to see the ones she loved tear fer her
stay strong fer ya loved ones
when they are at their weakest point.
smthg i learned ytd
i dunnoe wud's this doing here
but it jux came to myee mind
pardon mi if this post's distorted
i aint thinkin straight
i wish that i can see myee smiling xixxi again
i realli do
but i haf no idea
how long that will take.

[x] i lovee myself ((://*
11/05/2005 03:02:00 PM

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