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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

like it anot. tomorrow will be here. in less than 3 hrs. the last day of school. i hate to be reminded. then again.. it will still be here ultimately. obviously.
yes. months ago i cant wait fer tomorrow to come. weeks ago we were still toking bt it. now that it's gonna be here soon, i'm actualli hafing mixed feelings bt it.

yes. no doubt. i still cant wait to leave this school. i still dislike it. i dislike it's cheena yet cultureless envt. i detest the way the whole damn system works. it's juX so nat flexible. damn freaking rigid. i hate the fact that the whole school's juX so segregated. it juX feels not bonded at all.

but then again. i aint sure it's everithing tt i hate. or am ready to let go.

it jux came to dawn upon mi tt tmr will be the end to everything. a gigantic fullstop .

"last day" alwix seems to haf its significance. then again, we ask ourselves. a few years down the road, is it still gonna be the case? will we even bother to walk up to some long lost claasmates or even friends to say a hi?

i dunnoe. but i find that realli disturbing. worse still. when the two of you are already meeting each other in the eyes. and one of you jux decided to look away or tok to the person besides you, pretending that you dint actualli noe that the person walked past you. sad. but such things do happen.

i simply lurf that great feeling of running into ppl u havent seen fer ages on streets. catching up wif them and knowing tt they are doing fine. isnt that great? and its' not tt hard to achieve that either right?
it's never easy to part.
We had something to learn
Now it's time for the wheel to turn
Grains of sand, one by one
Before you know it, all gone
We awoke from our dream
Things are not always what they seem
Memories linger on

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dun cry cus it's over
smile cus it happened

[x] i lovee myself ((://*
10/11/2005 09:36:00 PM

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