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Friday, September 16, 2005

oh well. thEre gOes again. anOther failed attempt tO behave nOrmally in frt oF him. cant believe hOw sCrewed up i was when i saw him. like EARLY IN DA MORNING? BEFORE chem paper. like oF all time kinda thing. juX that this time round he was ~~nearer~~ muCh nearer.theRe gOes mYee heart. thumping like it's gOnna jump ouT anitime. omg. i tink my adRenaline lvl shoot all da way up tO *wheRever it is. anD as tho it's gOnna tuRn into ~~hEart attaCk~~ mYocardiaC infarCtion [i should bE using pRopEr tErms iF i am hOping tO even pass biO]
darz tOok hEr fiRst step finalli. anD i tOt it was a pretty niCee start. @ least like way bEta than mi.
omg. i dun even nOe why he matters so much to mi. like THIS muCh? i mean. he's juX a mere cRush lah. omg. hOw bad can this get? i was so damn desperate to get outta there tt i ran to darz the moment i saw her. like my saviour of the dae. so duRing the 5-min bReak, it was even niCer. darz anD i weRe like caught right in da middle. anD we haf tO wait fOr the coast to clear befOre we can gO into the examination hall. dingalingalinggwas like on the RHS anD taladaladalada was on the LHS. anD where were we? right in the middle. thanks hur.
sometimes i juX feel so damn childish immatured shallow. ppl oF mYee age aRe wOrrying bt stuFf gOing on btw thEir parents anD stuff. mi? over a cRush. omg. i feel so dumd. right nOw. i was like standing there. anD there he gOes.. " ytd, bla bla bla called mi at twelve anD bla bla bla stayed over @ bla bla bla's place. anD mYee pOint is. i aCtualli found mYself listening! omg. eavesdrop to be exaCt.
eugh. *haTe to admit. buT i'm sEriously nat alright.. i hOpe i gEt chilleD mYself tO death in mYee room. iF onli 18 degRee celsius was enuff. fuCk.
alrights. jiE's calling mi ltr. she's feeling tRoubled. but i can be almost suRe it's gOnna bE smthg matuRed.

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9/16/2005 02:24:00 PM

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