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its myee life.

Friday, September 30, 2005

ha3. juX back from dinner w/ terence. man. he's making mi feel ashamed of myself!! omg. he's working damn freakin hard fer his N'level lah. he's even forgo-ing stuff like the com. and teevee. which is a realli rare sight if u understand myee brother well enuff.
the irony: i'm alwiX the one asking him to mug hard anD stuff. *guilt. reminds mi of his conversation wif mummy the night before. mummy was like askin how's school and stuff. and he was telling mummy bt the night study sessions he's hafing with his friends. omg! since when is terence ever tt hardworking?
bottomline: I OUGHT TO GET DOWN TO MUGGING ~~SOON~~ NOW!!!
anw. went cold storage and and NTUC fairprice [eeks!] to shop around and replenish the supply of food fer our mugging sessions. ha3. i juX lurf cold storage! anw, terence was speechless @ the way i tried to stuff the things we bought from **** into myee bag. lol. no way am i gonna carry the carriers and announce to the whole world i went to NTUC alrights. unless under realli special circumstances when i'm left wif no chOice. blehx. it's juX so damn embarassing and auntie alrights. mummy has given up on asking mi to carry those auntie plastic bags. she nOes i'm veri particular wiF the kinda of carrier i carry. [but i do help her wif those stuff at times kie. and these are the special circumstances i'm toking bt. filial mi ['',] wud to do? ha3. ]
was reading CLEO magazine earlier on. anD founD this intEresting yet nOt quite tRue seCtion on "simple things he dOes that says he loves u"
-he sits besides you when you eat out-
the rationale: a guy who's seriously in love would prefer to sit side by side because body contact reinforces his link wif u.
hello? if a r/s were to exist on mere basis of body contacts, isnt tt sad? it would be more of a satisfaction of guys's needs. sick. eugh.
and shouldnt he be sitting in front of the ger instead so tt it's easier to strike a conversation? oh well. wudever. nvm bt tt.
alrights. enough of myee nonsense. i'm gOnna mug!! depp!e deppie yeppie~ bYee ppl ['',]

The things you did, the things you said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again

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9/30/2005 07:06:00 PM

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ha3. was surfing the net. rEading bt weight loss.. slimming... fast food facts.. calories and stuff. ha3. kinda cool. http://www.weightlossforall.com/ anD yeps! was so happY to hear tt the ny PE dept is dOing smthg bt the diet of the sChool population. measures such as poultry skin removed.. morre veggie provided... taken. haha! deppie depp!e yeppie~ i dunnoe hOw on earth ppl managed to swallow thOse gross stuff dOwn their throat. eugh eeewwiiiee. sheer disgust. awful.
speaking oF canteen food. haha! 04s1a/2 guys neva fail to brighten up our dull daes w/ their jokes. was hafin our two- hours long bReak. and guess wud? the guys went to order a pot of "yong tau fu" [haf no idea whether i got the term rite. neva mind bt that. ] anw. sO the guys paid 3 bucks each and got their BIG pot.. act. it's a rice pot full oF yong tau fu soup! it even came wiF a ladle. and there they were. happily eating their stuff. ha3. i thought that was the most hilarious thing ever. lol... the usual 04s1a/2 guys.. tsk tsk ['',] i think even celine lim was amazed by tt. anD that wasnt the end. after that was carrots. RAW carrots! so happily each of them began munching one whole carrot like rabbits!
anD darz! here's the list i promised u =P
TOP TEN MOST SILLY WAYS TO WAKE A PERSON UP DURING LESSONS
1. to hit your own head against that person's head
2. to slap tt person
3. to splash h2o @ the person
4. shall fill this up ltr
5. shall fill this up ltr
6. shall fill this up ltr
7.shall fill this up ltr
8. shall fill this in ltr
9. shall fill this in ltr
10. shall fill this in ltr
anD guess wuD? the top three in the list is wuD darz did to mi todae. haha.

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9/30/2005 04:30:00 PM

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Thursday, September 29, 2005

Tonight I saw an eclipse of your smile
Within my own reflection on you look
So beautiful then
A tear ran down my face
And all my memories erase
Now everyday the pain I feel
Slowly fades away
And all the memories of you and me
Are always here to stay

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9/29/2005 11:59:00 PM

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a fear that wouldnt stop growing w/t mi.
hate to admit this. but i'm scared.. realli scared this time round.

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9/29/2005 07:48:00 PM

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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

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9/28/2005 08:23:00 PM

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

OOF. alrights. it might seem as though there's a slight improvement from FFF. but wud's the fuCkin big deal?? like wud @T was saying. juX dO a hypothesis testing anD u will find tt it is not even SIGNIFICANT!traumatised. pissed. lost. disappointment. awful feelings they were.

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9/27/2005 11:55:00 PM

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saw this on the sCh's TV bulletin tOdae. kinda cOol.
success is gOing fRom failure to failure without losing its enthusiasm.
this is good isnt it?
ha3. gEt mOtivated anD sTart mugging tOdae!! 33 mOrre daEs tO As [tOtally fReaked out when i saw this.. tOt it saw 45 daEs tt i saw yTd :/ ]

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9/27/2005 02:18:00 PM

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Sunday, September 25, 2005

18 degree celsius room.. blasting music.. and mYee dear com in frt of mi. havent realli got the mood to go out aCt. wanted to gEt mYee shaDes thOugh. didnt even aCc mYee granny tOdae. figuRed tt i shldnt be making hEr already bad enuff dae wOrse wiF mYee sulken look. she would be worried. or maybe not. she nO longer bother bt us these daes. depression it was.. the doctor said.

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

No, I don't cry on the outside

Anymore...

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9/25/2005 05:49:00 PM

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ha3. finalli gOt 2 oF mYee 4 long pOsts done =)) shall paCk mYee rOom anD stuff.. maYbe clear mYee wardrobe to make way fer mOrre clOthes aFter As... mummy's gOnna luRf mi ['',] deppie depp!e yeppie~

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9/25/2005 09:29:00 AM

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Friday, September 23, 2005

sentOsa tOdae!! deppie depp!e yeppie~ blOggin this ltr. i haf gOt FOUR long pOsts tO go! eugh.

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9/23/2005 10:02:00 PM

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

whee~~ haD a gReat daE hanging ouT wiF wei wei.. nOthin bEats that! i juX luRf the gEr =) lol.
tOok 858 tO changi aiRport. *shRiek. anD i lost bt 30% oF mYee msgs on ouR way thEre!!! hur hur. was kinda sad. thanks tO dEar wei. wldnt sTop tOking tO mi lah=P hrmph. was using the phOne. anD da la~ thEre goEs. i pRessed the "delete all" iCon in mYee fone again. yes. AGAIN [jia.. iF u aRe readin this, dun laugh!! ] was sO desperately pRessin the cancel button. anD it dOesnt help!! dumb fOne. sO ha3. i juX had tO remove the whOle batt.. manged tO save 70% oF mYee msgs. BUT still thOse pRecious 30% were gOne. his msg was THAT close tO being deletEd away wiF the 30%. phew. i cant imagine if i were tO lose that msg. i nEarly went bOnkErs. anD accOrding tO wei, everyone on the bus was looking @ us. thX hur. i felt sO smaRt =( twO insane gErs on bus 858. tt's us. hOpe there isnt anione i nOe on the bus.
anw. was taking the escalator when we ran into this GL ah pek. oR rather ti go pek. damn it. wantEd sO muCh tO gorge his eYes out. sTare sTare anD sTare. shOt him a diRty lOok anD gave him a hard sTare tt reads " sTop sTaring.. i swEar i'm gOnna kiCk ya ass!! anD send u flying into the tOilet bOwl." sEriously. i think the whOle ah-pek population aRe damn gRoss lah. nOt that i'm tRying tO stereotype. i'm juX statin a faCt kie. alwiX make suRe i'm at least a metre away fRom them. eekS!
oh well, shall nOt let tt dumb ass spOil the pErfect dae wiF mYee sweetie. baCk tO mYee sTory. ha3. we were like stuCked fer half an hOur [@ least] in the tOilet takin" piCtuRes. anD the tOilet's kinda niCee [bEta than eXpeCted] hmm.. it shall bE the 3rd on mYee "tOp 5 niCest tOilets in SingapOre" list. 1st is the one @ isetan [oh mYee.. tt's way bEyond nOrmal standard] seCond aRe thOse in j8.. TM bla bla bla.. 4th aRe clubfit gyms tOilet.. esp the one @ hOugang. cheCk it out=P [kie.. this is kinDa bOliao thO]. anw.. tt gEr tOok like 10000 yEars tO figuRe ouT hOw tO off hEr flashlight [hahaX.. sOmeone's gOnna sTrangle mi! ]
then wenT on tO eXplore tErminal 2 [sEriously.. i tink t2 is sO muCh niCer than T1].. tOok lotsa silly shOts.. haha. it's puRe fun. all thOse farni shOts.
hmm... standing at the viewing gallery anD tOkin bt everithing unDer the sun =)) guYs.. sChool.. r/s.. i juX luRf tt. oh yep! there's this qn wei shOt mi tt i still didnt haf an ans fer. [anD wei.. it's still bOtherin mi!!] nvm... i shall zZz thRu" the Qn tOnite.
anw. shOpping @ tampinEs mall anD centuRy sQuare was nExt. ha3. was lOoking fer mYee haiR cOlor sPray. da la~ finalli fOund it siTting on one oF the shelves oF watsOn =) suBway was fer dinnEr. classiC tuna wasnt tOo bad. i still think subway melt taste bEta thOugh. was kinDa suRpRised tt wei dOesnt take tOmatOes. after dinnEr was mOrre shOppin fer us. bOught mYee dark bRown [near-tO-blaCk] nail pOlish finalli. whee~~ depp!e deppie yeppie! but dint gEt tO buy a new shades. haf been thinkin oF gEttin a new one fer quiTe sOme time. *pRaying haRd tt i wld bE able tO gEt them on the nExt shOpping tRip.
ha3. saw xixxi on ouR way tO nOrthpOint. ha3. gOt kinDa eXcitEd ['',] wenT espirit. wanting tO gEt mYee niCee bRown tOp... onli tO find the ouTlet there hafin sOme sales. sO no no... no bRown tOp fer mi =( guEss i shldnt haf waited fer pRelims tO end bEfore getting them . eugh. sO aCc wei tO giordanO. lol. stuCk in the fitting rOom fer half an hr oR sO i guEss.. Yes.. again! ha3. ended up buYing the same tank tOp. kinda cOol.
i haD a tiRed but happY dae. [ha3.. this is hOw i ended mYee pRimary three essays. cum tO think oF it nOw.. it sOunds realli dumb:/ ]
anw.. hEre aRe sOme oF the piX=)

this was the fiRst tOilet we went tO. kinDa niCee ['',]

ha3. tt's the reCycle bins anD mi!! lol. thEy aRe pRetty speCial i tot.

omg. wei!! wuD u tRying tO do? lol.

us =)

wei- the spidEr wOman oF the neww cEntuRy. ha3.

ha3. she saw this gigantiC cuTe pink sushi.

pRoblem is.. she aint tall enuff tO reaCh fer tt =P

she still wouldnt give up on gEtting hEr
sushi.

this cheena gEr juX reCeived a call from
hEr bf in CHINA.

thOse ppl @ the baCk muX haf tOt we aRe insane anD almOst called the IMH. lol.

the seCond tOilet's niCee too ['',]

ha3. niCee shOt! it took mi a wjiLe tO gEt the angle right=) ha3. i'm a pOtential phOtogRapher after all ['',]

mi anD mYee three pathetiC sTrands oF long hair =P

us anD our common tanktop. kinda cool huR.

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9/22/2005 10:07:00 PM

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fer the nth time. i fell asleep in fRont oF the com. leavin all mYee convErsations on.. ha3. wOke up onli tO find all mYee frens tOkin tO themselves. hur hur. they muX be thinking : thx hur. i felt sO clever. lol. sOrri peeps! fOrgive mi kie kie['',]

anD i haf tO cOmpliment them.. theY juX knew mi sOoOo well.. all oF them knew wuD eXactly happened tO mi! kie. 3/4 oF them i mean. ha3. sO touChed tO haf suCh a gReat bunCh oF fRens. wuD mOrre could one ask fer rite?

ha3. cOpied anD paste frOm some oF the conversations. this is wuD i meant.

9/22/2005
1:16:31 AM
tataatalalaalala.
--YinGz-- angels aint perfecT['',] +winkX
slping
9/22/2005
1:16:36 AM
tataatalalaalala.
--YinGz-- angels aint perfecT['',] +winkX
tsktsk

9/22/2005
1:08:12 AM
*ChOo* looking for the exit sign.
--YinGz-- angels aint perfecT['',] +winkX
i think god has made u sleep again..
9/22/2005
1:08:15 AM
*ChOo* looking for the exit sign.
--YinGz-- angels aint perfecT['',] +winkX
wahaha

oOooOoh mY.. lOok @ the time nOw. i bEta gEt baCk to mYee zZz. bEfore mummi wakes up anD knOck mi ouT tO make suRe i gO tO bEd. haha.. niTes ppl. oR shld i sae mOrning ppl? lol.

anw. hEre's smthg i disCovered @ sek's blOg. was laughin damn haRd. gOnna shOw tErenCe tmr. he's gOnna luRf it sOooO muCh. aftEr seeing all the vidEos anD stuff.. hE thinks we aRe realli MAD. as in 04s1a/2. lol.

http://media.putfile.com/bangla47

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9/22/2005 04:15:00 AM

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

juX seen the latEst class vidEo. it's damn cOol =) *thumBs up i juX luRf 04s1a/2 tO bits! ha3. lifE woulD bE sOoOooo dead w/o them.. spEaking oF tt.. thE guyS wEre carrying thEir latErns tO tOwn tOdae.. suppOsedly tO uphOld the nanyang tRadition [pRetty lame huR] sO there theY gO.. happily walking wiF latErns on thEir hand.. using their penCil as the makeshift stiCk fer their latErns. lol.
okie. anw, hEre gOes mYee ~~gOod yet nOt-too-gOod~~ rOller-cOaster riDe dae..
wOke up @ nEar siX this mOrning. nEarly jumpEd ouT oF mYee bed when mummY was waking mi up. kie. lOokin on the bRight siDe oF life.. this aint realli THAT bad. it juX meant i haf tO take a muCh longEr route to sChool anD entEr bY the front gate. saw adeline on the bus. ha3. sO was kinDa cOol. cRapping all the way tO schOol. ha3. enTer the school anD i knEw smthg was wRong.. sEriously wRong.. saw like this gRoup oF biO sTudents running fRantically aRd the sChool. oh my! it was onli then tt i remebEred it was WEDNESDAY! wondering wud's sO magical bt wed? college rule apply.. ie. wEarin ouR school tie. hai. obviously i haf tOtally fOrgotten bt tt [w/o rubby's reminder ]. anD thOse w/o tiEs cant enterrrrr! sO da la~ jOined the big gRoup in loOkin fer a tie.. saviour oF the dae: miss poh. managed tO gEt us a couple oF tiEs. raCed all the way tO the hall. eugh. everithing's nOt in place. mark gOh gOt mi [anD this other guy:/] tO put on ouR tie anD stuff bEfore entering. sO was like tRying tO gEt mYee tie dOne. then mYee badge chOse tO fell off mYee collar. grrrr... anD some dumb ass [that guy] juX buRst out laughing. thanks alot! i haf neva felt sO smart bEfore. i swear i wld give him a hard stare iF i can remb his lOok. anD attemptin tO walk fast tO mYee seat on the hall gRound wiF mYee twO-size bigger shOes... that was even smarter :/
eugh. still gOt caught fer mYee ~~untuCked~~ dRawstring [pseudo tucked-in] blouse. eugh. sO all the way ouT oF the hall.. tO get it tuCked in. eugh. neva felt sO retarded in mYee entiRe life bEfOre. tO save the tRouble oF gOin all the way to the back of the hall anD tuCkin in agn.. i realli tuCked it in this time round. nOt juX 1/4 tuCked in anD tRying tO get away wiF it like i did during biO leCtures. was kinda relieved she didnt cOnfiscate mYee sTring. yeps. the one tt mummi sewed fer mi frm the snipped-off remains oF mYee sChool skiRt. iF she did, i swear i will sTrangle hEr in mYee dReams. eugh. attending bio lessons anD sittin fer biO papers is suCh a hassle =( was trying sO damn haRd tO hidE mYee dyed haiR fRom chOon thRoughout the papEr [sinCe i was running late anD dint haf time tO hide it in the mOrning].. *sigh. still enDed up hafing tO see hEr bt it. omg. sO there gOes. shE asked fer a reason anD i deCided nOt tokin was the best way out. buT nah! it wasnt! when she asked fer a reason, she was realli lookin fer one.. [tsk. i should haf expeCted hEr tO bE different frOm other tutOrs.] anw, sO vain was it. out oF the mani reasons she suggested, i picked this. hOw dumb. i cant pOssibly tell hEr "cus i feel like it". i haf enuff cOmmon sense tO realise tt it eQuates tO the entiRe sChool [oR pErhaps the whOle wOrld] knowing bt it. anD hEr yelling expErienCe is the last in the list i ever want to haf a taste oF.
i realli dun, anD i guEss i neva will, understand the mindset oF sChools. dOes dyed hair equate tO a rebellious student tO them? dOes nOt hafin ouR hair dyed means we will sCores As in ouR subjEcts? iF tt's the casE, i am willing tO haf mYee hair nOt dYed. but apparently tt wasnt the case! sO ouT oF qn tO gEt mi tO dYe it baCk. blaCk anD shOrt hair [like that oF mYee length] is juX nOt smthg i wld gO fer. enD oF sTory.
wenT darz's plaCe after tt. ha3. was fun anD all.. shOpping in supermkts [i juX luRf tt! ]. the ONLI bad thing: it was NTUC tt we patronised. eugh. all the auntiEs. hahas! we met this pRetty cool lady thOugh =)) makin pizzas cOcktail.. playin bRidge anD jigsaw [fer whang anD chOo].. danCin tO the sOngs.. cuming ouR wiF the five's veri own dance move.. jie's 1970s danCehafing ouR "mtv".. chatting.. ha3. i'm ald cOntented wiF all thEse=) OooO.. anD was still feelin kinda bad. nat helpin five wif the gRocery. but haha! i did offer stuffing sOme stuff into mYee bag=P NTUC carriers.. lol.
anw.. i went ahead wiF the shOuld. anD gOt jia tO do it wiF mi. hEr FS wasnt wOrkin tho =(

oh ya! before the start of bio paper, hEard tt vannIe gOt dengue. five's thinkin of paying hEr a visit. hOpe tt everything will be okie.
If it's over, let it go

Come tomorrow it will seem so yesterday

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9/21/2005 10:26:00 PM

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eugh. mYee head's spinning. hur hur. whinEs~~ i HATE headaChes. i cant mOve muCh cus wiF every mOve cums the pain. hur~ wOnder iF ouR bRain shRinks when we suffer from headachEs. sinCe it feels sO hOllow.. oR rather empty nOw. there seems tO be a lot oF free spaCe fer the bRain [oR issit smthg else in da bRain?] tO move aRd in mYee head cavity. anD panadOl aint a way out either. sinCe i haf sTop takin it a zillion yEars agO.. aftEr knOwing tt it takes 500 yEars tO diGest one tablet oF tt. sO nono..

felt it cuming @ darz's place. wuD a right time hur. spOiler =( blehX. depRivin mi oF da fun i could pOssibly haf. life aint fair! it's pOst pRelims and i shld bE hafin fun!! alrights. enuff oF mYee complaints.i juX haf tO bEar wiF the pain i guEss.kinda sad huR.

gOnna zZz nOw anD i hOpe i wun bE tOo ill tO meet up w/ wei wei tmr. thO feeling a little feverish nOw. *shRiek. hOw niCee hur. imagine feelin siCk whiLe shOpping. arghhhh.

anD i'm sTill caught in the should anD should-not situation. darz juX reminded mi i'm left wiF a couple oF hOurs. alrites. haf madec up mYee mind anD let gOd dEcides it all. iF i wake up ltr in the nite anD it's still bEfOre twelve.. i will dO it ['',] nOw off tO bed. bYee ppl.

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9/21/2005 07:12:00 PM

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pRelim 2005

~~30 aug _ general paper p1 anD 2~~

~~12 sept _ biOlogy p2~~

~~12sept _ maths p1~~

~~13sept _ chemistry p3~~

~~14 sept _maths p2~~

~~16sept _ chemistry p1 anD 2~~

~~20sept _ biology p3~~

~~21 sept _ biology p1~~

wiF that i hEreby annOunCe that PRELIMS ARE OVER!! deppiE depp!e yeppie~ ha3. yayEs! time tO party ['',]

ha3. right nOw @ darz's plaCe. shall blog bt mYee gOod yEt nOt so gOod dae.. [okie.. exCiting it shall be.. ] when i'm hOme.. bYee ppl. off i gO. miss mi nOt=P i dun wanna gEt flu. lol. kieX. i'm insane.

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9/21/2005 01:04:00 PM

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

this thing bt neva sae neva... kinDa tRue. darz's rite.. it's a cuRse =(

but i tink it's mOrre fer r/s..

as in never sae I WILL NEVER get mYself a bla bla bla boyfriend.. yeps.

sO I WILL get mYself a bf whO smokes.. ha3.

anw.. xixxi thinks i'm a weiRdo... hur hur..

—-o°cHarlOttE-o° says:
funny ger!
—-o°cHarlOttE-o° says:
funny lar
—-o°cHarlOttE-o° says:
funny
—-o°cHarlOttE-o° says:
weirdo!

she's the nth person saying this.. eugh.. i'm nat kie. it's juX tt mYee views tends tO deviate a little fRom the nOrmal tRends alrights.. it's juX this set oF lOgiCs i haf lah.. ha3.

anw.. was tuning into jamie yeO ytd [ oR was it carrie chong? cant remb. i tink i niD mOre iRon ferr memOry retention. lol.] she was tOkin bt this sexist thing in some country.. think it's US oR smthg. anw. yeps. they aRe calling ladies fingers peOple fingErs nOw.. anD smthg else tO smthg else [shall fill this up when i recall=p] ha3. tOt that was kinda redundant thOugh.

anw. saw this advErtisement like ytd.. was sO amazeD bY it. a slimming ad. u tinking oF? nah~ it's a weight gaining centre advertising. yes. may i repeat.. a WEIGHT-GAINING centrE!! oh mYee. while i'm sO despErately tRying tO shed off eXtra pOunds hEre.. ppl ouT thEre aRE tRying tO puT on weights!! hello? omg. thEse ppl aRe gettin on mYee nErve.. anD fReak.. this inCludEs youu =P

ha3. anw. hEre's aRe sOme weight-gaining tips [i'm damn pRo @ this kie]

was telling jie tt 1 whOle mooncake is eQuivalent tO 3 bOwls oF riCeeeeee!!! sO.. sTart munChing on ya mooncakes nOw! ha3. pReferably in @ midnight. anD so happie munching =P an alt will bE to mOve in wiF mi ferr a wk. yeps. aCt 5 daes would suffiCe. ha3. anD guEss wuD? jiE was like saying she ald fin. 5 whole mooncakes all by hErself! omg. FIVE BIG MOONCAKES. iF i were to consume tt... i will gRow way bEyong recognition. tt's ferr sure =/ sO nono. nO morre mooncakes oR wuDsover junks fer mi..

anw.. xx anD vanniE dint cum for papEr tOdae.. yeps. hOpe they aRe recOvering well =)

anD xixxi. u juX gave mi a shock. ha3. had a gReat time guEssing tho. sO it was jErk. ha3. [liddat can? dint make it too obv lah.. well i hOpe so!]

OoOOoOoo.. it's 1204hrs nOw. eugh. sO it's all should against one should-not [tt's mi]. nopie no no. i figuRed i shldnt. it's time tO sTop all mYee nOnsense...

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9/20/2005 10:26:00 PM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-

pRelim 2005
~~30 aug _ general paper p1 anD 2~~
~~12 sept _ biOlogy p2~~
~~12sept _ maths p1~~
~~13sept _ chemistry p3~~
~~14 sept _maths p2~~
~~16sept _ chemistry p1 anD 2~~
~~20sept _ biology p3~~
21 sept _ biology p1
depp!e deppiE yEppiE~~ 1 morrrre dae! anD i'm aCting as thOugh it's e enD oF pRelims=P ha3. was in faCt in mYee hOlidaY mOod long agO.. like last wk? aftEr chem paper. ha3. dun lOok @ mi w/ thOse " you aRe mad" eXpRession kie. juX cheCked wiF darz anD i confirmed tt i'm nOrmal. ah-ha. she's feeling the same! ha3. guEss we arE both equally mad=P
ha3. juX baCk fRom gYm-ming wiF darz. almOst went cRazi while walkin tO interchange juX nOw. oF all things, shE chOse tO reminD mi oF mYee jOke when we saw a dRumstiCk anD a sCattered paCket oF riCe in da middle oF nOwhere. yeps. the jOke i tOt oF on ouR wayy tO j8 last fRi.. i still think it's damn faRni.. sEriously. tt conseQuenCes- oF- running-after-a- bus jOke.. [the five will nOe =) ha3] anw. baCk tO the sTory. i tink i niD to leave mOoncakEs alOne sEriously. theY aRe making mi fat. eeewwwiiieee. yeps. fat.anD as thOugh this wasnt bad enuff... sOme weiRd fReak haf tO reminD oF this awwwwful faCt. oF all things. blehX. that 41-kg..tsk tsk. *shake hEad.

sO hOw was mYee biOdivErsity option papEr todae? ha3. guEss i juX luRf the biO depaRtmenT sO muCh.. like THIS muCh... flipped tO the last page. lOcOmotion wasnt thEre. sO da la~ thEre gOes mYee essays.. 20 maRks gOne. flippEd thRough the othEr pagEs. it wasnt thEre either. ha3. hEart sank.. it was the onli thing i bOthered tO memorise anD it didnt appEar at all. sO da la~ gOod luCk to miii.. was crapping all da way thRu".. wRote dOwn everithing i could recall fRom the mEre- reading-thRoughs tt i haf dOne ytD. anD spared 1/4 oF mYee time replenishing mYee energy.. oh my.. muX i sae.. bio papErs aRe suRe gOod sleeping pills. the papEr's sO damn dRaggy. Yes. anD tt's why i tOok a tour aRd the dReamland ['',]

sO damn cool. haD all mYee pOst-pRelims aCtivitiEs all planned out ald. tmR's wiF the five. sTill haf yEt tO deCide whether tO continue wiF the oRiginal plan oF a cliQue outing oR tO jOin ~~the class~~ o4s1a/2 i mean fer kbOx. ha3. anD whee~~ finalli mEeting up wiF wei wei after a zillion yEars [kie. this is kinda exaggErating... pseudo pOst-exam euphOria iF u cld remb..] we havent meet up sinCe the june hOl anD i'm missing her sO muCh! ha3. biCkering wiF hEr anD stuff... i juX luRf that =) anD weiQi [ha3. had suCh a gReat time w/ hEr online tt dae. she's sO cuTe as evEr] xixxi anD RUBBY! ha3. plus YT cliQue outing nxt mOn. cool ['',] i cant wait fer pRelims to enD!! ha3. in less than 20 hRs. it will bE ovErr!!
anw. darz anD i were like on ouR way hOme. thEre's this pOor lady. tink she didnt had enuff cOins oR smthg. she came over anD gOt mOney fRom us. i realli feel fer hEr. she was pRacticalli limping. she lOoks sad anD lonely tO mi anw. i tOt oF gRanny. was gRanny mOre fOrtunate than hEr oR otherwise? gRanny dOesnt haf a gOod health but she has the company oF hEr sons daughters son-in-laws daugter-in-laws gRandchildRen gReat- grandchildrEn... this lady's lonely buT hEr health is in a bEta cOndition than gRanny. hmm.. i haf nO answer ferr tt as well. the Qn juX pOpped up in mYee mind when i saw tt old lady.

juX realised earliEr on tt it's 21 sept tmR.. shld i oR shld i nOt. darz saes it's a shld. i tink it's a shld-nOt.

pErservere.. you will finD it all the efforts wOrthwhile when you lOok baCk @ ya wOrk ['',]

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9/20/2005 03:50:00 PM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-

hur hur~ xixxi wenT offline bEfOre i could cliCk on hEr!!
bOohOo. wanted sO muCh tO catCh up wif u.. hOw cld u..xixxi.. *shake hEad.
ha3. kie. i'm cRanky. ~~pOst-exam~~ pseudo pOst-exam happinEss. lol. tt muX bE it =)) it's making miiii feeling sO damn highhhhh!

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9/20/2005 02:07:00 PM

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Sunday, September 18, 2005

was online w/ desmond. anD he was like tellin mi this..
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i was like 0mg. then wuD's the whOle pOint oF blOckin sOmeone rite. anD fOr heaven sake, i blOcked a damn hell lOt oF ppl lah. omg. this is sO dumb. bla bla bla bla aRe all gOnna find ouT tt i blOcked them. eugh. da whOle thing's dumb=(

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9/18/2005 06:35:00 PM

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omg. i'm sO in love wiF wayne lin jun jie's jiang nan. omg. it's sOoooo niCee. sTill remb hOw haRd meryl [MEIXI!!!] was tRying mi tO convinCe mi tt it's a niCee song. anD i insisted tt it's awwwful even bEfore listening tO it. lol.

he's a real talent! kiex. i'm kinda slOw tO realise this nOw. i used tO be quiTe against him.. ha3. sO muCh sO that i onli came tO realise hOw niCee jiangnan was nOw. anD nOw i nOe why he like it sOoOo muCh. =)

alrights. baCk to biOdiversity!! depp!e depp!e yeppie~

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9/18/2005 03:15:00 PM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-

ha3.. da zO- caRds tt sweetiE rubbY gOt fer mi anD xixxi. sO damn sweeet oF hEr ['',]

swensen's iCe cReam mOoncake. tt's the b!rthdae cake" we gOt fOr kelz! kinda cuTe huR ['',]

swensen's mOoncake lOoks bEta on its own. w/O e biRthdae bOi. lol. dun you agRee?

it usEd to be dark.. w/ onli one light on. cus rubbY onli paiD fOr half hEr eleCtriC bill. shE fOrgot bt the oTher half :p

nOw we haF all the lights on! cus i paid the other half oF the eleCtriC bill. ha3 ['',]

the gErs's wOrld. i simply adOre this!! deppiE
depp!e yeppie~

leavin" the poor guY tO take piX on his own... in hiS isolatEd world. we fOrgOt all abt him=P hahaX.

imagine the carbon diOxide carbon mOnOxide etC level tOnight. ha3.

sO she was the one i'm tOking abouT...

anD i juX luRf this. cus sOmeone lOoks ugly! ha3. sweetiEs! quiCk! put these on ouR fRiendster anD blOgs kie kie. lol.

anD da la~ we finally haD ouR gRoup piX ['',]

*bEsties fOr life ['',]
whee~ anD we aRe wearin da same cOlor
combi! kinda cOol=)

ha3. tt's jOanne wiF mi!! anD look! jOanne's weaRing a GREEN top=) niCee.
depp!e deppie yeppiE~

lEt mi tRy ya mEmOry.. tt's xixxi anD ??? lol.

anD da last piX oF the dae.. bEfOre i'm off tO bed.. *yawn.

deppie depp!e yepppie~ am so happy tOnite ['',] everithing's simple anD niCee. sweet~ alrights. i shall start mugging tmR=) pRomise.

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9/18/2005 02:52:00 AM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-

Saturday, September 17, 2005

ha3, wOke up @ 2 pluS in da aFternOon todae. ha3. yeps. it was suCh a lonnnnnng niCee zZz. yeps. paCked mYeee stuff.. whee~~ sO muCh niCer nOw... look @ this! ~~pOst-war room~~ depp!e deppie yeppie~ pRouD oF mYself. i bEt mummy luRfs mi nOw. ha3.

lol. i'm a bad gEr. ms choon's juX so gOnna luRf mi. i dint touCh mYee option @ all. wenT online all da way till like 1830hRs.. then da la~ went tO celebRate miD autumm festival wiF mYee sweeties! ha3. anD as eXpeCted. was late agn. sO dint jOin them fOr dinnEr. [w/ is kinda phew. u wld nOe y iF u nOe wuD they had fOr dinnEr. smthg tt i wld pRobably nOt touCh in mYee entiRe life agn.]

anw, we bOught kelz this moOncake fRom swensens fOr hiS b!rthdae!! ha3. kinda cool rith. mOoncake fOr biRthdae. then wenT rubby's pLace. fOr a mini celebRation. ha3. xixxi rubby anD jOanne ended up waTching some auntie drama sEriEs oF theiRs. omg. can anibOdi tell mi whiCh paRt oF tt wuD ji [the male lead i mean.. cant remb hiss name in the shOw] is niCee? haha. xixxi anD rubby's gOnna sTrangle mi.

omg. u wldnt bElieve hOw zilian guys aRe these daes. juX lOok @ kelz.a tYpiCal eXample. omg. he toOk like THIS lot of piCtuRes oF himself. half oF the piX in jOanne's cam aRe his!! tsk tsk. hiss cOndition's even worse than mine lah. ha3.

anw, went tO the usual paRk that we gO every yEar. ha3. niCee niCee ['',] lOvin" it~ ha3. was tRying sO haRd tO take piX wiF ouR sparklers. then oh mY! there's this ~~little~~ gEr playing catching. omg. cant believe she juX ran past liddat whiLe we werre takin piX. hellO? did she nat haf ani common sense oR smthg. eugh. [kie. this is kinda mean]. anD da la~ thEre gOes ouR piX. ha3. wanTeD tO take mOre piX buT jOanne's cam batt was flat. *ahem. nEedless tO sae.. we all knew whOse fault it is =P blehX.

was reading joanne's blOg anD sweetiE, i tink it's pOssible. it juX takEs a little effOrt oF eaCh anD everione oF us tO make it happen =) yeps. i juX luRf it this way. amidst oF everyone's busy schedule, we fOrk out time anD meet up ['',] let's kip it gOin!

oh yep! this thing bt friendster. sEriously, i tink it's nOt alright fOr a guY tO like look fOr a giRlfriend on fRiendster lah. it made nO sense @ all! like sending a gEr msg tO ask iF they can be fRens anD stuff. omg. tt's sO damn fuCkin lame. shallow peeps. wuD's thEir pRoblem? it kinda pissed mi off, sEriously. puRleese. fOr heaven sake. dun ever make uRself reek oF despEration alrights. tt's the wOrse thing tt can ever happen. iF u wanna lOok fOr a gErfriend oR smthg, hEad dOwn sOme pRoper agenCiEs oR juX gEt ya mummY tO arrange a matCh-making session fOr you. fRiendster's nOt the pLa ce fOr youuuuuuuu. oR pErhaps u can tRy the maid agenCiEs. cus u aRe pRobably nOt good-lookin enuff oR smthg that u niD tO resOrt to getting a gErfren through fRiendster.. buT bEfOre hEading dOwn tO one, be reminded that even @ e maid agenCy, thEre's a high pOssiblity oF you being rejeCted cus u simply stink... oF despEration. like eugh eeewwwieeeee. anD so i shall bE kind enuff tO suggest that u dRop the whOle idea oF lOokin fOr a gErfriend. cus there's pRobably smthg wRong wiF ya pErsonality.dO youRself a favOur.

wORse off fOr thOse wif dubiOus b/g. tRying tO bluff ya way thRu". like this: oOoO.. i'm sO anD sO fRom HCJC anD NJC. dumb ass. u might as well sae this. "OoOOo aCtualli u nOe wuD? i'm sO anD sO fRom HCJC, NJC, RJC, ACJC... basicalli all the tOp 5 jCs in spore. fuCk. allOw mi tO teach u. this is smthg that exist in this wOrld sadly anD it's wuD i called LIES. damn it. wuD's the wOrld cumin tO? i hOpe ppl like this gEt tOyed wiF thEir feelings. sErve them right fOr being sO damn despo. ha3. *evil chuCkle gErs aRe juX nat an item tO possess fOr the sake oF hafin one lah. fuCk.

alrigth. enuff oF the ONE thing tt pissed mi off anD spoils mYee dae. gOnna hiT mYee pillow soon. ha3. buT bEfOrre that, i shall bE niCee anD wish KELVIN TAN aka self pRoclaimed weilian *happY 18th b!rthdae.. lol. this is juX tO add on tO ya pEthetiC record oF 15 biRthdae wishEs okie. tO make it 18. sO tt paikia will *ahem ahem sOmeone. ha3. oh yep! rubby's sOooo damn sweet. she gOt mi zO- pOstcaRds. ha3. thX loads, sweetiEs! luRf ya~

deppie deppie yeppie~ TRA-LALA~~ [whang.. saw this? ha3]

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9/17/2005 11:39:00 PM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-

alrights [eugh. i still cant get this wOrd rite w/t a min oR so]. am nOw in a mOre deCent mooD tO blog bt mYee dae.
hmm.. let mi see.. okie! shall blog bt the happy sTuff f!rst. went mini shOpping wiF mummY earliEr on. ha3. anD she's kinda faRni lah. want mi tO tRavel all da way tO nOvena tO buY mooncake wiF hEr. i was like "hello? aRe u sCared oF bEing rObbed oF the mooncakEs that u needed mi tO esCort oR smthg?" anD i didnt nOe nOvena sQuare was the onli plaCe that sells mooncake. ha3! then i figuRed it muX bE mYee pRecious opinion that she needed. make pRetty muCh sense riTe. ha3. kie..shall spaRe u ppl w/ mYee nOnsense.
anw, was kinDa rewarding tO aCc muimmY gO shOpping lah. cus cus cus.... guEss wuD?? i saw this damn niCee bRown tOp fRom Esprit!! hahaX.. tt's like the fiRst niCee thing that happened to mi for the dae. whee~~ depp!e deppie yeppie~

it was loVe @ fiRst sight!! ha3. shall gEt it on mYee shOpping spRee aFter pRelims. aFter all it's in a mattEr oF daes. ha3. nOw tO tink oF it. kinda fast. like bEfOre i knew it, it's all over!!

ha3. shOpping's gEtting mi sO exCited anD stuff. was supp. tO buY mooncake w/ mummY. buT dint jOin hEr fOr tt. ha3. juX couldnt resist. @ the sight oF so niCee shOps.lol. mummY came tO jOin mi instEad!! ha3. kinda cool. we enDed up buYing mooncake elsewherre. oh yeps! i saw mYee puRple heels @ the C&K outlet there! sTill deCiding iF i shld gEt it nOw. anw.. xixxxi! i dint see the heels that we saw da last time. u nOe tt damn classy one.. lol. i tink we bEta tRain ouRselves tO wear thOse veri high ones.. bEfore C&K's sTock's gOne! ha3. oh god. i'm juX sO in luRf wiF thEir shOes. pRetty pRetty pRetty ['',] depp!e deppie yeppie!

oh! anD i saw TANG POH LOONG for the nth time oF the wk. ha3. kip running intO him these daes. neva knew we live sO near eaCh othEr until like a few daEs agO. he was sO suRpRisEd tO nOe tt i live juX a road anD a couple oF blocks away fRom him. ha3. nOt bad. found out onli like 10mths aFter i movEd hEre. kinda "FAST" hur. then he was like askin mi bt pRelims anD stuff. oh mY. sO niCee hur. i haf aLwiX gOt him tO remind mi bt pRelims.. As anD stuff..eeewwwwiiiieee. he's aiwix askin mi bt them!! eugh. spaRe mi wiF it. dun even remind mi. ha3.

went j8 w/ darz chOo anD WHANG [tra-lala] tO gEt chOo's clOthEs fOr hEr cousin's wedding this cumin" sun. jeff sek anD dan was thEre tOo. ha3. was suppOsed tO haf lunCh anD caTch movie tgt. buT the poooooor guYs enDed up waitin fOr hours. ha3. gErs' wOrld! shopping shOpping anD mOrrrre shOpping! anD so we dint catch anithing in the enD =P oOps!

alrights. gOnna clear up mYee pOst-war lookin rOom. yeps. anD gather nOtes fOr biO option. oh gOd. t's suCh a THICK stack can? haha. nOw cum to think oF it. we've haD sO mani tests fOrr biO optiOn anD this is da fiRst time i ever tOt oF tOuching it. lol. mYee nOtes's pRetty new still. ha3. gOnna mug this time rOund. reeeeeaaaaal haRd!! read this off somewhere some time agO.. when one looks baCk aFter wOrkin fOrr it, one will find everithing worth it ['',] yeps. this shall kip mi gOing fOr the last 2 papErs!

lookk.. haf gOt this off darz's blOg.

okay i'm just gonna shove everything to the back of my mind for now. ccy i still think you're so wrong! its not its not its not! ohwell i told you so.. *SIGHHHHHHHHHH. anw you dont dingalingalingaling too much lah its not good for health. eat more tomatoes. (: take care for now~ carrot <3

she still wldnt believe mi!! bOohOo~

anw. was feeling kinda sad fOr ppl aRd mi. jie ting chOo bla bla bla. ppl whO haF to gO thRu" muCh mOre in life than mi. sweetiEs! hang in dere kie kie. nOe things haf been haRd on u ppl.. but sTay sTrong ['',] juX wanna let u ppl nOe that i'm aLwiX aRd!! [*ahem. esp jiE, make suRe u see this arh. cannOt sad animOrre le kie. a fRowning faCe's sooooOOo awwwful. oh yep. anD to darz tOo! u bEta sTop hai-ing soon!!!]

right nOw. the onli twO songs tt aRe pLaying on mYee realplayEr's hilary duff's sO ytD anD the moffatts's i missss you like cRazi. for some rEasons, juX didnt feel like listening to othEr songs. anD darz!! i still cant remb wuD's tt song! ha3. think i need mOre milO [w/O milk.. lol] sinCe iRon helps in memOry retention.

anw.. tOdae's chem was like raCing thRough. wOohOo~ gReat. somehOw luRf tt kinda feeling [i'm nOt a fReak] @ least it's beta than some draggy long papEr tt makes mi fall azZz.. juX hOping tt i wldnt make ani caReless mistake. thO chanCes oF it aRe pRetty high. ha3.

kie kie. gOnna gEt mYself ready fOr a loooonnnng niCeee zZz. havent had a decent one sinCe god nOes when. depRived! ha3. anD i cant believe i'm celebRating some cheena festival tmr. the mid autumm festival!! but dun realli mind. mind. it's gOnna bE fun anD craze! sinCe all mYee sweeties aRe gOnna bE there! depp!e deppie yeppiE~

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9/17/2005 01:55:00 AM

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Friday, September 16, 2005

it's sO damn awfully awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwful can? gOt kinDa emOtional earliEr on. cant believe i nearly cRiEd in fRont oF mummY. was THAT near tO deleting that msg. yEs. THAT close. buT i dismiss da thought.

___________________________________________________________________

darz: we will gEt thRu" this. hmm.. shall sTop hai-ing bEfOre we aged anD gEt eeewwie ugly skin. misssssss you [plus dingalingalinggg] !! sO hOw's da suRpRise?

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9/16/2005 08:30:00 PM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-

MOFFATTS _ Miss You Like Crazy

I used to call you my girl

I used to call you my friend

I used to call you the love

The love that I never had

When I think of you

I don't know what to do

When will I see you again

[Chorus:]

I miss you like crazy

Even More than words can say

I miss you like crazy

Every minute of every day

Girl I'm so down when your love's not around

I miss you, miss you, miss you

I miss you like crazy

You are all that I want

You are all that I need

Can't you see how I feel

Can't you see that my pain's so real

When I think of you

I don't know what to do

When will I see you again

[Chorus]

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9/16/2005 07:58:00 PM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-

iF onli life was THIS simple anD happy =)

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9/16/2005 03:41:00 PM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-

pRelim 2005

~~30 aug _ general paper p1 anD 2~~

~~12 sept _ biOlogy p2~~

~~12sept _ maths p1~~

~~13sept _ chemistry p3~~

~~14 sept _maths p2~~

~~16sept _ chemistry p1 anD 2~~

20sept _ biology p3

21 sept _ biology p1

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9/16/2005 03:21:00 PM

``like miee for miee -- // * -nobody's perfectt-

oh well. thEre gOes again. anOther failed attempt tO behave nOrmally in frt oF him. cant believe hOw sCrewed up i was when i saw him. like EARLY IN DA MORNING? BEFORE chem paper. like oF all time kinda thing. juX that this time round he was ~~nearer~~ muCh nearer.theRe gOes mYee heart. thumping like it's gOnna jump ouT anitime. omg. i tink my adRenaline lvl shoot all da way up tO *wheRever it is. anD as tho it's gOnna tuRn into ~~hEart attaCk~~ mYocardiaC infarCtion [i should bE using pRopEr tErms iF i am hOping tO even pass biO]
darz tOok hEr fiRst step finalli. anD i tOt it was a pretty niCee start. @ least like way bEta than mi.
omg. i dun even nOe why he matters so much to mi. like THIS muCh? i mean. he's juX a mere cRush lah. omg. hOw bad can this get? i was so damn desperate to get outta there tt i ran to darz the moment i saw her. like my saviour of the dae. so duRing the 5-min bReak, it was even niCer. darz anD i weRe like caught right in da middle. anD we haf tO wait fOr the coast to clear befOre we can gO into the examination hall. dingalingalinggwas like on the RHS anD taladaladalada was on the LHS. anD where were we? right in the middle. thanks hur.
sometimes i juX feel so damn childish immatured shallow. ppl oF mYee age aRe wOrrying bt stuFf gOing on btw thEir parents anD stuff. mi? over a cRush. omg. i feel so dumd. right nOw. i was like standing there. anD there he gOes.. " ytd, bla bla bla called mi at twelve anD bla bla bla stayed over @ bla bla bla's place. anD mYee pOint is. i aCtualli found mYself listening! omg. eavesdrop to be exaCt.
eugh. *haTe to admit. buT i'm sEriously nat alright.. i hOpe i gEt chilleD mYself tO death in mYee room. iF onli 18 degRee celsius was enuff. fuCk.
alrights. jiE's calling mi ltr. she's feeling tRoubled. but i can be almost suRe it's gOnna bE smthg matuRed.

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9/16/2005 02:24:00 PM

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Thursday, September 15, 2005

ha3. i tOt this was pRetty faRni. lol. kieX. it's dumb aCtualli.
bOttomline: i'm bOred!!!!!!!!

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9/15/2005 05:56:00 PM

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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

iF onli i had a perfect dae..

___________________________________________________________

hoku_Perfect Day

Sun's up

A little after twelve

Make breakfast for myself

Leave the work for someone else

People say

They say that it's just a phase

They tell me to act my age,

Well I am

On this perfect day,

Nothing's standing in my way

On this perfect day,

When nothing can go wrong

It's the perfect day,

Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

I could stay, forever as I am

On this perfect day

Sun's down

A little after ten

I pick up all my friends

In my Mercedes-Benz

Wake up

Don't tell me it's just a dream

'Cause when I've had enough

You'll hear me say,

Now don't you try to rain on my

Perfect day,

Nothing's standing in my way

On this perfect day,

Nothing can go wrong

It's the perfect day,

Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

I could stay, forever as I am

On this perfect day

La la la

La la la,

Oh, oh

I'm in the race

But I've already won

(La la la)

And getting there can

Be half the fun

(La la la)

So don't stop me

Till I'm good and done,

Don't you try to rain on my

Perfect day

It's the perfect day

Nothing's gonna bring me down

I could stay, forever as I am

On this perfect day

Nothing's standing in my way,

On this perfect day,

Nothing can go wrong

I'm in the race

But I've already won

And getting there can

Be half the fun,

So don't stop me

Till I'm good and done,

Don't you try to rain on my

Perfect, day

On this perfect day

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9/14/2005 11:11:00 PM

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tsk tsk. haD a real bad dae. hur hur. all along i tOt i could depenD on papEr II. but see wuD happen? well.. guEss one can neva bE suRe in life. oh mY. wud's happening? da mOre smthg matters to mi.. the further it juX seems to gEt away fRom mi. oh well, guEss life's neva fair? anD it wun bE.

anD sEriously. i tink mOst bus dRivers haf gOt GL pErsonality. sO muCh so fOr pRoviding gooD seRviCe anD serving us wiF pRide hur. BULLSHIT! crap lah~

oh mY.. am gEttin mOre vulgar these daes. i juX sweared in fRont oF mummY [nat to hEr tho] . anD thO she didnt mention anithing, she staRed @ mi wiF thOse BIG eYes anD gave mi this hOrrendous shockin look. ha3. think i beta stop dOin tt in fRont oF hEr. else she's gOnna sTrangle mi, i can fOresee that. i shall dO it mentally. lol.

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9/14/2005 10:10:00 PM

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coldplay_ Fix You

When you try your best, but you don't succeed

When you get what you want, but not what you need

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone, but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below

When you too in love to let it go

If you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down your face

And I...

Tears stream down on your face

I promise you I will learn from the mistakes

Tears stream down your face

And I...

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face,

When you lose something you can't replace,

Tears stream down your face,

And I

Tears stream down your face

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down your face

And I

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

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9/14/2005 12:43:00 PM

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pRelim 2005
~~30 aug _ general paper p1 anD 2~~
~~12 sept _ biOlogy p2~~
~~12sept _ maths p1~~
~~13sept _ chemistry p3~~
~~14 sept _maths p2~~
16sept _ chemistry p1 anD 2
20sept _ biology p3
21 sept _ biology p1

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9/14/2005 12:37:00 PM

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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

pRelim 2005
~~30 aug _ general paper p1 anD 2~~
~~12 sept _ biOlogy p2~~
~~12sept _ maths p1~~
~~13sept _ chemistry p3~~
14 sept _maths p2

16sept _ chemistry p1 anD 2
20sept _ biology p3
21 sept _ biology p1

soon.. it will be this -- > ~~pRelims 05~~

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9/13/2005 01:31:00 PM

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smthg's wrong. da whOle world's feeling sad. eugh. i hate this. knOwing that ppl ard you aRe nOt alright. this feelin juX suX, alrights.

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9/13/2005 12:55:00 PM

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oh my. gOodness gRacious mi. look at da time nOw. anD i cant pOssibly go to bed nOw!! i will mOst likely end up overzZzping anD stuff. had this sudden urge to mug reeeal haRd fOr chem ytd. eugh. anD nOw i feel like a walking zOmbie. sErious laCk in oxygen in mYee bRain right nOw. kinda pOintless rite. gReat. shall see hOw i suRvive thRu the paper ltr. i could hardly survive thru ytd's maths paper. sO i conclude there's nOthing so special bt tOdae tt a miRacle shld happen oR smthg. there's nO way i can dO the paper ltr w/o fallin asleep lah. thX hur.

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9/13/2005 04:39:00 AM

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Monday, September 12, 2005

CLICK FIVE _Just The Girl
She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
She pushed me in the pool
At our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams
But I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems
She's the one I'm after

[Chorus:]
Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

She can't keep a secret
For more than an hour
She runs on 100 proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me
The more I adore her
What can I do?
I'd do anything for her

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

The way she sees it's me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's ever said
Is still ringin' in my head
Still ringin' in my headS

he's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
Knows just what to say
So my whole day is ruined

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
Oh, I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

I'm lookin' forI'm lookin' for
I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

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9/12/2005 08:33:00 PM

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if you aRe wonderin" wuD's getting mi so high anD excited; kiping mi gOing all this while.. this is.

pRelim 2005

~~30 aug _ general paper p1 anD 2~~

~~12 sept _ biOlogy p2~~

~~12sept _ maths p1~~

13sept _ chemistry p3

14 sept _maths p2

16sept _ chemistry p1 anD 2

20sept _ biology p3

21 sept _ biology p1

depp!e deppie yeppie~ anOther twO papers cRossed out. this's juX getting mi sO exCited anD all. ha3. thO it spells tRouble fOr ppl aRd mi when i gEt THIS high. haha. think tt's reflective oF mYee hOrOscope lah. yeps. as stella sis was telling us that dae. aQuarius ppl haf veri weird personality. ha3.

alrights.in case you aRe wondering hOw's mYee paper tOdae anD stuff.. shall blog a little abt it. biO was ATROCIOUS. wud's the fuCkin use oF mugging sO damn hard.. memOrising da neva ending list oF pRocesses, tErms anD stuff when u dun even haf time to attempt the qns? oh mY. nOw to think baCk. i'm pRetty ~~silly~~ dumb tO start wiF essays. i goT so carried away wiF it that i'm left wiF like 30 minutes to finish up 6 qns oF structured. omg. thX hur. i feel so dumb nOw.

oh well.. like wuD i alwix said. this's juX a pRelim. so this aint gOnna get mi dOwn oR pRevent mi fRom mugginh even haRder da nXt time round. i should bE glad that this is nat A's. ha3. shall tReat this as a lesson learnt. it pRobably reflect on da faCt that i dunnO mYee facts that well yet. that i take suCh a long time to finish up the essays. anD clearly there's smthg wRong w/ mYee time management. but then agn.. i tink 2hrs's juX nat enuff. it's way too demanding lo. they set the paper expecting us to think anD nat give some cRappy ans rite? sO far.. i onli knew oF one person - shunyi who finished it lah. omg. this juX suX lah.

maths. hmm.. i should sae it went pRetty well anD stuff? [bY this.. i dun mean i can pass. i was happi enuff nat to leave it mOre than 50% blank like i did fOr mids] considerin the faCt that all that i did was last min wOrk fOr it? i hardly touch it lah. was mugging hard fOr bio all this while. eugh. injustice. oh. anD at was like walkin ard wiF that dumb arrogant smug look lah. esp when he sees ppl getting stuCk at the damn fReakin hard qns he set. oh mY. he's juX so damn pRoud of da faCt that he set a tough paper [or rather.. half oF it] that even the maths trC. gOt triCked made mistakes when they attempt it. he even called ting anD cheryl BEFORE the paper.. telling them they arent gonna make it. anD fOr thOse who are wondering.. cheryl anD ting aRe one oF the few top students in our class. kinda cRap rite. i mean. wud's his pRoblem lah? omg. anD he stopped ny anD asked mi iF the paper was easy anD stuff. eugh.

ha3. pRelims aRe not even near the end yet anD i'm already thinkin bt gRaduation.. after A's ... pRom... shOpping.. tanning anD stuff ald. i juX cant wait!! deppie depp!e yepppie.

anD i simply love darz's wig!! haha. speaking oF that. i think we bOth haf a loooong post nat yet completed. lol.

oh! did i mention? i saw him todae!! ha3. while walkin hOme. anD that make mYee nat-that-bad dae instantaneously good! kelz's one luCky soul i muX sae. i mean. same examination venue. wuD can be better than tht rite? ha3. hmm.. i figured i might run into him tmr. ha3. time to do smthg bt mYee FOUR ~~big~~ GIGANTIC pimples. ha3. foundation wld do the tRick i suppOse.

hmm.. it suddenly occur to mi ytd tt we aRe left wiF nOt muCh time. it's fOr real this time. 48 daes. A's is in a matter oF a month after ouR pRelim!! kinda fReakin mi out. tt's like damn short lah. ha3. so i might jolly well mug damn bloody hard fOr it [like wud ms choon alwix said]. anD after that i can haf a long niCee guilt-free holidae. i dun wanna leave regrets in mYee life. they're juX way too awwwwfully awful. anD nO way am i gOnna see disappointed faces on daddy mummy gRanny etc. yeps. anD i dun tink i wanna see that kinda "oh my.. wuD haf u been doing all this while? u are e worst student we ever accepted." kinda faCe on cheena ho since i haf pRomised her i am gOnna wOrk haRd fOr wuD i want in life. aCt, nOw to think oF it, she's pRetty niCee anD all lah. perhaps it's juX the way she manage the sChool that nids impRovement.

oh yes!! anD five's planning an outin aft. pRelims ald. ha3.cool rite. darz anD mi wanted tanning. but strong objection from the three. eugh. so nopie no no tannig. this is bad. ha3.

okie okie. baCk to mugging bEfore it gets too late. bYee ppl. mug haRd! *hugX

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9/12/2005 07:01:00 PM

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