
![]() ![]()
*_the gEr _*
its myee life.
Tuesday, August 30, 2005 [x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/30/2005 11:34:00 PM
![]() guess wuD? aCtualli i tink it wld be niCee to haf a twin. ha3. somehow. then agn.. tt will haf it's implications as well. ![]() [x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/30/2005 10:58:00 PM
in case u ppl aRe wOnderin.. yeps. i haf gOt this whOle new obsession fOr curl permed hair. yeppie yeppie yeppie~ i wanna kip mYee hair long so tt i can haf tt fOr pRom- well.. i HOPE. though it seems kinda impOssible. @ the rate mYee hair's gRowing. *pRaying haRd fOr miRacle. anw. did smthg hOrrible. went shopp!ng tOdae aFter gp pRelim. ha3. BUT yes like wud i alwix said..there's alwix a BUT .. before u pOint ya fingers @ mi.. hear mi out. i went wiF mummy! ha3. yeps. niCee niCee. bought hEr this damn classy puRse fOr hEr b'dae. ha3. yeppie~ feelin gReat. went tO visit gRanny after tt. she toked to mi! ha3. yeps. she's tokin! her condition is slightly beta. though she's still leavin us in a matter oF months.. ha3. anw.. tt pRecious moment jay imitation guy... he was damn farni anD kinda silly tOdae. he came wiF a bandage on his head. makin mi wOnder wuD he did over the wkend. anD i figuRed it was soccer. then halfway thRough the paper, when i took a seCond look @ him, he was without e bandage! anD guess wuD? he bandaged his head cus he had this hairstyle wiF star shape. mYee language isnt exactly sTrong. kinda hard to describe in detail.. dO spot him aRd the sCh anD haf a good look iF u wan. i tot tt kinda look dumb though. anw. had a good laugh. oOps! tt's mean oF mi. ____________________________________________________________ ha3.. lookin @ this neva fails to cheer mi up somehOw. it juX means tt we aRe a step clOser tO the finishing line. hOpe i will be able tO finish the raCe wiF glory though. ha3. so tt i wun be letting mYself dOwn. oR gRanny. oR daddy. oR mummy. oR even YTSS. ha3.pRelim 2005 12 sept _ biOlogy p2 12sept _ maths p1 13sept _ chemistry p3 14 sept _maths p2 16sept _ chemistry p2 anD 1 20sept _ biology p3 21 sept _ biology p1 ___________________________________________________________________ tO mYee rubby! if u R readin this.. i dun care. i am dRagging you along on fri! u R nOt mugging! lala~ ha3. [x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/30/2005 07:40:00 PM
[x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/30/2005 07:36:00 PM
[x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/30/2005 07:32:00 PM
[x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/30/2005 07:32:00 PM
[x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/30/2005 07:31:00 PM
[x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/30/2005 07:30:00 PM
[x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/30/2005 07:29:00 PM
[x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/30/2005 07:29:00 PM
[x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/30/2005 07:28:00 PM
[x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/30/2005 07:28:00 PM
[x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/30/2005 07:27:00 PM
[x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/30/2005 07:26:00 PM
[x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/30/2005 07:25:00 PM
[x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/30/2005 07:24:00 PM
[x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/30/2005 07:21:00 PM
[x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/30/2005 07:21:00 PM
Sunday, August 28, 2005 [x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/28/2005 11:56:00 PM
Saturday, August 27, 2005 alrights... am makin it clear here.. i HATE yes.. let mi repeat mYself.. i HATE LOATHE oR wuDever.. the feeling oF being made used of .anD ppl, tho mYee level oF intelligenCe aint veRi high..neither am i left wiF lotsa common sense. as pRoven in mYee reCent stat test, i CAN tell.. when ppl aRe dOing tt tO mi, alrights. i am still left wiF tt teeny weeny bits oF intelligenCe. *pissed. dun ask mi why. anw. i juX pRoven mYee pOint again. i haD pRoblems spelling the wOrd "alright". yeps. maDe a mess in xixi's tagbOard few daes agO. haD to make sO mani cOrrections bEfore i get it right. omg! this is juX sO damn irritating. [x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/27/2005 01:00:00 AM
i thought baCk oF wuD friendster saiD bt mi some time baCk.. anD it maDe pRetty muCh sense to mi.. [kie kie.. this is kinda slow] Mulling things over might just hold you back -- every 'what if?' you come up with could just spark a hundred more questions. So stop chasing your tail -- it just wastes time and leaves you feeling dizzy. Get comfortable, get calm and listen to what your heart is telling you in this matter. Follow your instincts and make a choice. You can't go wrong if you really pay attention to what your subtler senses are telling you. ha3... ethiCal issues.. it's still gOing on in mYee head. anD yes.. tOdae's officially the last dae oFsCh.. anD tt impliEs something. dun even remind mi oF tt. [x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/27/2005 12:33:00 AM
Friday, August 26, 2005 At The Beginning _ Richard Marx & Donna Lewis We were strangers, starting out on a journey Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through Now here we are, I'm suddenly standing At the beginning with you No one told me, I was going to find you Unexpected, what you did to my heart When I lost hope You were there to remind me This is the start And life is a road and I wanna keep goin' Love is a river I wanna keep flowin' Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey I'll be there when the world stops turning I'll be there when the storm is through In the end I want to be standing At the beginning with you We were strangers, on a crazy adventure Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true Now here we stand, unafraid of the future At the beginning with you And life is a road and I wanna keep goin' Love is a river I wanna keep flowin' Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey I'll be there when the world stops turning I'll be there when the storm is through In the end I want to be standing At the beginning with you Knew there was somebody somewhere I need love in the dark Now I know my dream will live on I've been waiting so long Nothing is going to tear us apart And life is a road and I wanna keep goin' Love is a river I wanna keep flowin' Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey I'll be there when the world stops turning I'll be there when the storm is through In the end I want to be standing At the beginning with you Life is a road and I wanna keep goin' Love is a river I wanna keep goin' on Starting out on a journey Life is a road and I want to keep goin Love is a river I want to keep flowin In the end I want to be standing At the beginningWith you [x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/26/2005 12:29:00 AM
omg. darz's juX sO damn sweet ['',] ha3.. lOvin" hEr!! [x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/26/2005 12:00:00 AM
Thursday, August 25, 2005 bRoke.. but i figuRed i need tO get a new paiR oF shaDes.. aFter pRelims pErhaps. yeps. shall bE gOod. no shOpping fOr mi ['',] [x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/25/2005 10:07:00 PM
darz~ nOe you aRe pRetty wOrriEd bt mi.. dun wOrri kie.. am pRetti fine.. yeps. juX let it bE a lesson learnt oR wakin up session fOr mi.. yep! nOthing's gOnna gEt us dOwn! we shall all gEt ouR tRiple A's on ouR niCee cErt! YES! nOthing less than tt.. hang in there! luRf ya tO bits~~ *hugX [x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/25/2005 06:53:00 PM
the wOrds aRe right nOw diffusing anD sinking in to mYee bRain.. alrights.. so i aint movin" fast enuff.. i jOlly well buCk up nOw anD wOrk damn bloodY haRd fOr the upComing pRelims.. to be @ least on par wiF the rest. i haf gOt twO weeks.. yep.. juX niCee tO make a diffErenCe tO mYee gRades.. i shldnt let mR tan oR YTSS dOwn... thinking baCk.. i haf been suCh a letdOwn anD disgRace tO YT.. omg.. aCt. wuD miss choong was saYing pRetty muCh made sense.. yes.. the faCt tt we are wearin tt bRown unifOrm.. sTanding in the LT in fRont oF miss choong juX gOes tO shOw tt we too haF pOtential.. juX remembered a quoTe i onCe read: AttituDe.. a small thing tt makes a BIG differenCe hmm.. i shall apply it to effOrts as well.. EffoRt.. the little thing tt will gEt you ya Triple A's hello? MISS CHONG CHUN YING.. puRleese fOr goodness' sake.. wake up!! like wuD miss choong said.. it's nOt gonna bE easy.. it's gOnna be real tough.. bUt aRe u juX gOnna give it all up aFter 1.5 yEars anD sae "juX fOrget it, i will neva get there"? i tot it thRough anD decided it's a NOPIE! [x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/25/2005 06:36:00 PM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005 alrights.. a fuCkin" 19.5 fOr statistiCs.. thanks. i dint even managed to cRoss the minimum 20m line.. oh my.. it's like wuD fuCk lah.. highly pOssible tt i am eitheR laCkin in common sense [w/ i think i m].. oR it has gOt smthg to do wiF mYee level oF intellgenCe.. guEss i wld neva find baCk the chunying whO used to be sCoring fOr hEr tests.. the haRder i try.. the further it juX seems to get away from mi. this is one oF the few tests tt i aCtualli bOthered.. anD i m sCoring this lOw.. anD the paper isnt realli a tough one.. to be fair. eugh. the feeling juX suCks alrights. anw.. xixi was like tellin mi tt dae tt when guYs bRoke up wiF thEir ex.. they wld still bE thinking bt them.hmm.. still wondering hOw tRue is tt. cus iF it's realli tt case, then y sTart a new r/s then? xixi was like saying it's aCtualli nOt a bad thing iF u aRe tgt wiF a guy tt he has tOtalli fOrgotten bt his ex. i beg to differ. iF he can dO tt to his ex.. the same thing can happen to you as well.. make sense doesnt it? bEing his gf nOw dOesnt pRevent you fRom bEing the next viCtim. smthg's wRong wiF guYs these daes. anD smthg hOrrendous i found ouT bt mYee skin in thie toilet todae.. i took a closer look @ mYee face in the mirror.. anD oh gOsh.. it's in such a hOrrible state.. anD fOr a second i thought i touched a sandpaer. YES! sadly, it's tt rough kie.. mYee god. shall tRy to convinCe mummY to sponsor mi fOr a faCial soon.. ha3.. nOt an easy task thOugh. hmm.. maybe half the sum. iF nOt.. i shall juX stiCk to usin masks. oR maybe shall go missha soon.. the yoghurT facial sEries is real good! *thumbs up. but then agn.. i am really bRoke nOw kie.. anD peOple.. pls bE kind. dun tempt mi to buY stuff. ha3.wait til mYee financial cRisis is over @ least. this is like one oF mYee pOorest pEriod oF time. went to sChool wiF nOtes oF tens anD ended up wiF less than 5 buCks in mYee puRse @ the enD oF the dae. ha3.. shall gEt $$ fRom daddy.. iF i see him ltR. yup. *enD oF sTory. niTes ppl.. anD esp 04s1a/2.. cont" to mug hRd kie kie.. ha3.. nOthin can be mOre fun cRappy anD cRazi than sTudying wiF 04s1a/2 ['',] i juX luRf them to biTs! haha. [x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/24/2005 12:29:00 AM
Sunday, August 21, 2005 oh my! i cant believe this! C&K arent selling mYee heels animOre fOr god -nOes-what reason.. it's juX so damn cuTe lah.. eugh~ high in demand i guess.. thEre gOes mYee puRple poker-dots heels.. puRleese..iF anione so happen to see it on display @ anY C&K ouTlets.. let mi nOe! mummY is like askin mi to get the gReen one lah.. sinCe they arent sellin the puRple one animore.. omg.. tt's auntie p/s.. nOt tt green is awful but it's kinda auntie lo~ gReen poker dots.. oh wuDever.. hur hur~ i haTe this.. [x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/21/2005 02:00:00 PM
Friday, August 12, 2005 alrights.. darz!! ha3.. da la~~ i'm blogging again=D hmm.. let mi see.. i haf so mach to blog bt tt i haf no idea where to start.. see see.. da conseQuenCes oF bein lazy.. ha3 hmm.. saw him @ the bus-stop ytD.. yes.. goD deCides to let mi run into him juX bEfore i gO home...hOw niCee huh.. i lurf runnig into him anD stuff.. then again i knOw myself.. i think and stone alot each time i run into him.. i juX dun wan to find mYself sinking deeper.. i could haf simplified things bY juX saying a hi.. juX a simple hi.. sO wuD's stopping mi? Y do i haf to sCrew things up? h3llo? wuD's da pRoblem wiF mi? Y cant i juX bRin mYself to behave nOrmalli.. juX like the way i wld sae hi tO others? clearly the misunderstanding is juX gonna deepen lah~ for heaven sake.. miss chong chun ying.. would u stop rolling ya eyes anD giving him tt dumb " omg.. why run into you oF all ppl" look when u so happen to run into him? stop all ya nOnsense lo~ mC was like tellin mi he did wave mi goodbYe on the bus.. but then again.. i still think it was kinda impossible lo~~ as in yup.. juX nOt his style oF dOing things.. i still believe tt he's mOst pRob wavin to his fren who's behind mi oR smthg.. oh well.. Y am i thinkin bt this? does it even concern mi? okie.. enuff oF him.. nOw mYee greatest conern..gRanny.. things arent lookin tOo good aCtualli.. her daes aRe numbEred.. yep.. i hate to be alone these daes.. it juX makes mi think mOre.. i can nO longer sTay optimistiC.. i juX cant bear the tot oF nOt hafin gRanny bY mY siDe.. eaCh time i visit hEr.. hEr condition juX seems to wORsen.. i juX haf to fight mYee tears.. i nOe she's wOrried bt us anD all.. yet she cant express hErself.. she dOesnt even haf the energy tO tok.. can u imagine hOw bad things aRe? went tO CGH on weD to visit hEr.. she was hafin so muCh difficultiEs bReathing then.. hEr kidneys aRe failing.. i called her.. all tt she could do was to half open her puny eyes anD look @ mi.. she's so swelled up tt her wRinkles seems to "disappeaR".. it juX huRt terribly to see hEr in tt sTate.. euthanasia came to miee mind time anD again.. tO whOever's gOnna take gRanny away fRom mi.. dun do this to hEr.. she dOesnt even deserve this alright.. she's old.. please do nOt tortuRe her like this.. either u end hEr life wiF nO pain.. oR let hEr enjOy hEr remaining daes @ least.. well.. we all knew granny's waiting fOr him aCtualli.. yep.. unCle.. i dunnOe wuD on earth is stopping him fRom cumin.. though granny did nOt sae anithing bt him.. i knew she's hanging on fOr the sake of him.. despite being realli veri ill.. perhaps tt slutty biTchy wiFe oF his [unfOrtunately.. but yes i do haf a BRAINLESS HEARTLESS EVIL aunt liddat.. though we dun haf any blood relation] is threatening him oR smthg.. tt she will commit suicide wiF their childRen iF he ever visit gRanny? i dunnOe.. anD i dun wish tO nOe.. cant even be bothered.. iF it wasnt gRanny's last infulfiled dReam to see him.. ^%$&#$&^. wuD a fuCkin ass.. alrights.. family matters.. adult affairs over heRe... dunnOe muCh detail either.. jux knew tt granny hasnt been on gooD terms wiF tt slut all along.. anD nOw tt slut is stopping mYee unCle fRom visiting granny oR smthg. bitCh. i mean.. h3llo? cant she juX forget bt the whOle thing? GRANNY IS ALREADY ON THE VERGE OF HER DEATH LAH.. wtf... i wish i could stRangle her anD knOck some sense into hEr la.. i mean.. %#&^%*$&.. oh well.. i jux cant contRol mYself.. but i wld neva forgive her for wuD she did to gRanny.. i juX dun wanna see gRanny leave this wOrld wiF reGrets.. eugh~ wuDever.. cant be bOthered wiF childish adults like hEr..m juX gonna do wuD it takes to make myee gRanny happy fOr hEr remaining daes... tt's the veri least i cld do.. i juX wanna spend all the time i can spare wiF mYeee gRanny.. fOr the sake oF gRanny.. i shall stay happy anD all.. shall take good caRe oF mYself.. so tt she has one thing less to worri bt.. i cant change the faCt she's leaving.. but i can make hEr leave wiF a smile on hEr faCe @ least.. i shall study haRd fOr mYee As anD make hEr pRoud oF mi.. i shall bE gRanny's achievement.. anD i will make suRe i reach there.. *sigh.. let mi blog bt some farni oR happy stuff now... realised mYee enTry sounded sad so far.. hmm.. *thinkin haRd ha3.. yep.. there's this intertwining jOke vanniE tOld mi anD jiE few daes ago.. ha3.. intEresting language some ppl haF.. i was laughing sO haRd.. intertwine twine twine twineeeeeee.. lol... spEaking bt mYee laughter.. i tink it's gEtting wOrse.. omg.. tink i gOt hit bY some bug again.. the same one tt attaCked mi baCk in YTSS.. ha3.. when i juX wldnt sTop laughing @ everithing.. i juX cant help thinkin far anD laugh.. oh! anw, did i mention tt i lost mYee correCtion fluid? yes.. again.. this is like the nth time i m losing it.. it's a big thing esp fOr ppl like mi.. the pRobability oF mi wRiting a wRong charaCter oR smthg is way to high.. anD i hate cancellation.. ha3.. beta get it replaCed soon.. bEfore i go bonkers.. i sEriously cant stand cancelling.. it's way too untidy.. i juX cldnt stand the sight of a line cRossing over mYee faulty sentenCe oh yep!! mummy's gReat! *cheeriOs ha3.. she bought sTrawberries fOr mi.. BIG NICE JUICY SWEET ones.. ha3.. luRf hEr.. aLwiX buYing stuff tO kip mi gOing.. mugging w/o food is haRd anD terrible+hOrrible+incOrrigible+vegetable+etc-ble.. ha3.. alrights.. this isnt farni.. went mugging wiF xixi on sun.. had loads oF fun wiF hEr.. juX luRf miee cuTe lil sweetie.. ha3.. was sitting on this ledge.. hafing ouR dinner anD chatting.. simple anD niCee.. away fRom all the compliCations in life.. can realli tok bt almOst everithing under the sun wiF this ger.. she's simply gReat! but she did smthg terrible tOdae [lol.. pOinting finger @ xixi] she went to sms him " i love you" wiF mYee fone.. omg. i was almOst shoCked to death.. didnt expect hEr to realli msg him.. ha3.. but wasnt mad wiF her lah.. as in she did tt onli cus i said he wldnt believe.. and wuD's mOre i was the one whO started playing wiF hEr fone anD msging "hEr guy" nonsense.. ha3.. and yes! we were playing catching in mac.. was chasing after her all the way out oF mac.. juX to snatch her fone fRom her.. ha3.. childish.. tt wOrd muX haf cRossed ya mind.. ha3.. guEss it's all the mugging tt made us loSe ouR sanity.. cant realli blame us rith.. lol.. wahaha.. suddenly remb smthg tt happened to darz.. a hOrrendous experience fOr her.. it muX haf been.. we were makin fun oF hEr cup siZe.. ha3.. darz!! look @ this!! a niCe B fOr ya! ha3... oOps! she's gOnna sTrangle mi anitime nOw.. ha3.. mYee cuTe darz.. was like annOuncing tO the whOle canteen hEr boobs siZe.. haha.. cant realli remb the details.. of hOw we gOt to tt tOpic.. but aniway.. we had a good time laughing.. all the way till biO lessons.. darz was blushing.. ha3.. anD yep.. darz haf gOt a pOint there.... let mi QUOTE her again.. ha3.. we do it fOr ouRselves, nOt others.. let mi see wud i missed out.. hmm.. aCtualli nOthing muCh bt mYee mundane life.. [actualli.. i'm juX way too lazy to recall.. oOps..] argh~ anw.. tOkin bt life.. i realli hate this kinda routine.. i cant wait fOr 24 nOv to cum.. sO tt i can biD farewell to this sChool.. yes this SCHOOL.. and yes.. let mi emphasize again.. it's puRely the sChool.. nOt anithing else kie.. aCtualli.. i think i wld miss all the mugging times.. w/ mYee sweeties.. tt's smthg we pRobably wld neva haf a chanCe to do tgt agn.. yup yup.. suddenly remember.. siming smsed mi tt dae! anD guEss wuD? she was telling mi tt kelly.. as in kelly fRom Project Superstar.. [lol... i haf nO idea who she is aCt. cus i dun catch tt show..] was fRom YT!! ha3.. nOt tt i am happy cus i came from the same sChool as some celebrity.. oR rather celeb-to-be.. [we were fRom the same pri sch too anw] but mOre impOrtantly.. cus she's fRom YT.. yep.. juX luRf tt sChool to bits.. a mEre neighbOurhOod sChool yet it's a miRacle to mi.. yep... everithing bt tt sChool.. i simply luRf it! ha3.. am gOing baCk wiF siming joanne etC.. whee~~ lookin fOrward to it.. fOnd memOries it bRought.. sometimes i juX cant help reminiscing the past.. it's nOt a bad thing aCtualli.. to stop @ times anD look baCk @ ya life.. sometimes ppl aRe moving @ suCh gReat speed.. they negleCt little yet significanCe details.. tt's hOw families todae becum so disintegrated isnt it? oh my.. y am i getting into gp stuff? anw.. i dun mind ppl being AA.. in faCt i luRf attention seeking ppl.. cus @ least they aRe being themselves.. in their mOst comfy sTae.. nOt aCting demuRe oR smthg.. but then it's all abt limits.. some ppl aRe juX overdOing it.. puRleeesssee.. fOr goodness sake.. dun tuRn uRself intO a chRistams tRee.. it nOt veri niCee u nOe.. anw.. watched cRush pRoduCtion.. niCee.. a gReat refleCtion oF ppl wif alternative lifesTyles.. *thumbs up it neva occured to mi tt way.. wuD jonathan said neva cRossed mYee mind.. think i m juX bEing plain selfish @ times.. anD it's tt bad tt i dun even realise it @ times.. anw.. baCk to the issue bt kelly.. here's her pRofile.. http://superstar.channelu.com.sg/project/female08.htm ppl out there! vOte fOr hEr kie kie... she juX haf gOtta win.. she's YT's gem!! =D niTes ppl.. hitting mYee pillow soon.. sweetie dReams to all~ bE suRe to miss mi=P [x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/12/2005 11:46:00 PM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005 it wldn't be surprising.. iF i weRe to die of caffeine overdOse one dae.. ha3 [x] i lovee myself ((://* 8/09/2005 12:33:00 AM
* mYee sweetiEs * LINKS darz Vannie jeff sEk threesome['',] charlene Ellis puan kelvin Xin_xin Yit Hann jErry AaRon mg Zhi Cai Joanne muachZ Gayna Janet Lijie huiting wah liYan jing huiping mOt van* Kelvin* Kel* kelz* *Zhi Cai guiDes friendsTer p3rfeCt 10 roxy ripcuRl quiksilveR zara tOpshop kokoro superdollfie nv open-minded moviEs imagecave fliCkr badge doll makers i-web azlyrics music videos shuttlefly downloaDs mYee pRevious bloggie ['',] DESIGN ![]()
*____ taggiee |