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Friday, July 08, 2005

went TM wiF mwachz tOdae.. was niCee.. cRaze anD puRe fun.. took mYee minD off lOtsa stuff.. whiCh i dun wanna tink abOut.. *overloaDed
went minibiTs.. bought this wOohOo~~ super AA earrings.. haha.. luRf it! went on shOpping aRd fOr mYee puRple tOp.. oh ya! tRied on this supEr niCee shOrts [that dOesnt look like one] omg.. it's juX plainly NICEE alrights... but i juX dun look niCee in it.. arrgh! tt's sO sad.. it feels so.. *wuDever.. if empty's the wOrd.. tO nOt be able tO buy something tt was love @ 1st sight..
hahaX.. went tO Gelare. haD iCe cReam waffle.. miRaculously,mwaChz managEd tO convinCe mi.. to forget bt calOries.. [i was so upset tt i did juX tt anD went ahead wiF it].. hah.. mwaChz juX haf hEr ways wiF mi...
yummiliCious [iF there's suCh tErm.. haha] deliCious sCrumptious.. *wuDever... the feelin's simply gReat.. *thumbs up well.. tt kinDa maDe mYee dae bEta anD cheered mi up somehOw..
oh ya! was fighting wiF mwaChz over the seats.. the niCee cushioned seats... childish? did tt wOrd juX cRossed ya mind? ha.. tt's a 18 anD a 19 yRs old KID fOr ya.. it was sO damn embarassin okie.. hahaX!
yup.. then sLacked aRd @ LJS.. cus mwaChz insist on gettin hEr ICE LEMON TEA .. blehX.. yup.. she was lookin @ mYee sCripts anD everithin.. then she was like listin out the different cases oF gRade jumpin tt shwe saw..
trip Fs-> CCD etC.. anD for her case.. to a trip As in A'level.. when i told hEr i dun c hOw a tri Fs can jump gRades lo~~ anD guEss wuD!~! mwaChz will be givin mi tuition fRom nXt wk.. haha! was kinda lazy fOr the 1anD a half year.. but deCided i seriously niD to get wOrkin frm now on..
tt reminDs mi.. was feelin sO damn depRessed duRing biO.. nOt tt MG saiD anithin to mi in paRticular.. but i juX kinda feel tt i fell intO a pit tt's tOo deep fOr anione tO reach out fOr mi...yup.. all the sudden.. the lost feelin haunt mi again.. anD was sad.. hOw one.. whO used to be sCorin her As anD everithing enDed up in suCh a sorri state.. neva in mYee life had i done tt badly .. this is e wOrst result i ever gOt in mYee 18 years oF education.. oR 14 to be eXact.. i m sCared.. tt everithin wld enD up like P6.. when i juX sCored a 229 anD ended up nOt gettin a sChool oF mYee chOice.. anD there.. i almost enDed up in teArs.. but was telling mYself tO be sTrong.. was feelin beta tOwards the enD oF the class... dar was like tellin mi.. Xiyue told her tt tong yee onCe said.. miDs would either dRive one to impRove anD make one depRessed.. anD i deCided i shldnt sulk over mYee results.. in faCt.. i should feel thankful this isnt mYee As... wang was like using hEr cal tO cheer mi up too.. realli thankful i haf a gReat bunCh oF frenx... thX fOr everithing.. sweeties ['',]
anw.. saw lotsa guys fRom hEr school.. anD i can sae flatly.. they aRe all cmi.. oOps! hahaX.. so mwaChz was like saying she was kinDa suRpRised.. when i said the other time tt her school guys aRe veri gOod-lookin.. well.. tt makes mi wOnder where haf tt paRticular bunCh oF good=-lookin guys fRom hEr sCh tt i spotteD gone... so i will neva link MJC guYs = good-lookin now.. ha3
oh mY.. i sounDed sO damn shallow.. kie.. sO looks aRent everithing [this is suCh a cliche] but sad to sae.. in reality.. one dOes juDge someone bY looks lo~~ nvm.. shall nOt go further into this.. haf got so muCh to blog bt todae..
went BUM.. omg.. there's this denim skiRt on sale.. it's onli like wuD... 23 buCks? arrrgh!! was damn tempteD to buy.. though it was kinda typical anD common lah.. juX a plain design.. but u noe..the bRand anD everithin.. juX makes mi sO tempted to buy.. was sO damn pRoud oF mYself! ha! deCided i should sTop bEing sO bRand-conscious.. anD this is where i shall start fRom.. though i am tRyin reeaal haRd tO convinCe mYself nOt to gO baCk there anD buy.. i am aCtualli kinda regrettin now lo~
wenT Missha.. tt's shop's damn cool la~ they got all the niCee stuff there!! luRf it! mwaChz was showing mi this ypghurt thingy tt she used.. btw.. mwaChz's skin is reeal smOOth... then tot oF wuD mummy tOld mi.. tt a ger shoulD learn to take good caRe oF her skin sinCe young.. tt's whY she was like askin mi tO gO fOr faCial wash oR smthg regularly.. hahax.. tot oF her words.. sO deCided i shld invest in some gOod facial pdts=D cus.. seriously.. i think mYee skin suX.. on mYee way tO good smooth radiant clear skin ['',] kie.. vain u may call mi.. cant be bOthered.. i m gOing Missha again fOr suRe!! i luRf it there!
oh ya.. kip bumpin into this SRJC guy.. anD mwachz was started this chi saying cRap abt meeting onCe is coicidental.. twiCe.. fate etc. cant remb.. argggh! mYee chi suX.. bOo!
was saying i wan to get home @ siX anD stuff... but enDed up slaCkin wiF mwachz till nione plus... anD she wldnt stop callin mi a bitCh.. bimbo... anD saying mi vain... blehX.. anw.. went fOx.. hahaX.. bought a green top [yes.. again.. i fell in love wiF them..] anD a shOrt... hahax.. in mYee spluRgin mooD again... juX feels awful.. to go shoppin anD nOt bUy anithin.. hai.. honestly.. i shld start savin.. anD stOP spluRgin like nobodi's buz.. kie kie.. shall kip mYee cash anD atm @ home frm now on.. hahax.. aCtualli splurging is mOre like investment to mi though.. oOps!

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was tOkin tO van earlier on.. alrights.. five's sOo segregated now tt even pk could tell.. i dunnO..to her.. i chOose nOt tO sae oR do anithin.. seriously.. i tink it will be better off tt way.. some things aRe better left unsaid.. i dunno.. maYbe i m saying all these out oF pique.. but i juX dun feel like dOin smthg against mYee wishes.. it would seem so hypocritical of mi.. if i were to tok to someone when i m obviously pissede wiF tt someone.. van haf a pOint there.. its kinda of special n hard to come by that i have friends like five .. in jc its hard to form friendships like i have with the four of them.. yes.. we used to haf it.. but somehow.. i feel tt it's lost along the way.. there's juX this distanCe thingy tt sets in.. btw mi anD her.. i dunnoe.. van was like saying she could tell tt ... is feelin hurt when i didnt look @ her when i speak.. anD tt she could tell tt she's feelin negleCted.. hurt.. so she feels it.. then again.. y is she dOin it to others? [ i apologise on mY part.. if she feels huRt by mi.. ] this has been gOin on for five daes.. stil i dunnoe wuD i want wiF her.. i guess.. like wud van said.. now is not the best time to solve these pRobs.. it's best to focus on studies anD leave all these emOtional baggage aFter A's..
then again.. it might be beyond repair then..
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7/08/2005 11:24:00 PM

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