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Saturday, July 23, 2005

CCY HON, dont let this start again! i know you read, please get this into your head, there's no much time for you to be affected anymore.. we have only 6 weeks and three full subjects of crap to get into our brains. so stop thinking about you-know-who and get down to studying. just for these 6 weeks can? after these 6 weeks, everything's going to be okay, this time will heal all your wounds. moreover, A A A is what we want from this two years, not just a mere infactuation! so focus and concentrate on studing first can? finish off this long war with our well deserved As, we're going to do it!

was reading daRz's bloggie..she has been tRying reeaal haRd tO get mi ouT oF the pit.. she sTretched ouT her hanDs anD pulled realli haRd.. tO get mi out.. heR wOrds aRe right nOw chuRning in mYee head..

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perhaps it's time to look @ things fRom a new pErspeCtive.. it's gOnna huRt.. yes.. but i cant carry on like this..
dar's right.. he's nOt gonna cRy fOr mi oR wuDever iF i were tO sCrew up mYee A's.. i will be juX left all aone tO faCe the A's nXt yeaR..anD retaking the papers.. needless tO sae.. it's gOnna be a long painful pRocess.. dO i realli want tO enD up in suCh pathetiC state? tt's an absolute NO .. being stuCk @ somewhere when everyone else R movin" on to the neXt chapter oF their life.. anD wOrse still... hafin tO faCe the disappOinted look on mummy.. daddy anD everyone else's faCe... i haf cum this faR.. gone thru" mYee O's anD stuff.. am i gonna give it up @ this cRitical moment?
a few years dOwn the rOad.. i may nOt even remb him.. sO y am i gettin sO *wuDever over him nOw? cRushes aRe meant tO be smthg happy.. smthg tO enjOy ..sO iF it huRts sO muCh... wuD's the pOint oF carrying on? aFter all.. i knOw myself the best.. isnt it sO? i aint sOmeone whO's realli intO r/s.. nOt someone whO can realli commit.. sO aint things beta off this way?

Wake up!! faCe it!! it's time tO start peaking!! anD stop dReaming!! mug mug mug!! u pRomised mummy.. anD u aint suppOsed tO bReak this pRomise!! nO way is she gonna fOrgive you fOr sCrewing up ya A's!!

[x] i lovee myself ((://*
7/23/2005 09:30:00 PM

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