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Sunday, June 19, 2005

went tO granny's plaCe in da mOrning... she fell dOwn last week anD is now ill again.. haTe it when smthg happens to hEr.. she's sO weak nOw tt she dOesnt even haF da eneRgy tO walk on hEr own.. mYee unCle haF tO like carry hEr all da waY tO da kitchen to haf hEr lunCh... she saiD tt hEr bones aRe like aChin all over.. hEard fRom uncle tt hEr spine is swollen.. daddy was like sayin cus she's skinny anD tt's y when she fell dOwn.. her bOnes aRe injuRed sO badly.. anw.. daddy bought lunCh.. anD i gave gRanny some oF mine though she haD hers earlier on.. she didnt want to haf it initially... think she's afraid tt i might nOt haf enuff.. but anw.. managed to convinCe her and everithin.. was sittin bEsiDe hEr eatin.. in mYee mind i was like thinkin hOw muCh longEr will i haF e luxuRy oF sittin bEsiDe mYee dear granny.. dOing little things like eatin.. chattin w/ hEr.. i looked at granny anD realised tt she's reeeeeaali old.. even older than da last time i saw hEr.. she's sQuintin hEr eYes and everithin.. i m sCared... tRuly sCared tt i will lose hEr.. a gRanny whO realli dOtes on mi.. e gRanny dearest tO mi.. i kinda oF this feelin tt she's leavin us anD everithin [touchwood... iF onli this helps].. i haf no idea why mYself.. but i realli hOpe tt she will live long enuff to @ least see mi gRaduate fRom uni? oR even longer than tt.. +kipin mYee fingers cRossed+
haF mYee hair cut latEr in da dae.. omg.. it's sO damn layered.. i have yet to finD ways to manage mYee new hairstyle anD i haf gOt wOrk ltr.. gOOd luCk tO mi.. but i kinda like da "flagella" enDs.. oR wuD [five] called the "spErm tails"
hmm... was kinDa runnin laTe fOr wOrk aFter i reached home.. met rub.. anD took a cab dOwn to OCC... haha.. da la~~ we gOt htere on time.. saw bRyan.. goodness!! he's takin attendanCe anD tot he was sO BIG deal.. like some kinda authorithy..blehX.. mYee foot.. he's aLwiX actin big anD everithin.. likes to tok so much tt i wish i could stuff his mouth wiF a tomato anD shut it up... am tellin u.. he luRfs it when he's asked to carry da fiRe swoRd duRin 1st couRse pResentation cus he thinks he look cool and everithin.. but obviously.. HE DOESNT .. feel like pukin when i saw him.. miCahel anD salem looks sO muCh better with da fiResword la.. bryan+fireswoRd= NO LINK to mi.. blehX.. hates da waY he dOes things.. i neva onCe bothered to show him gooD attituDe.. he was like markin attendanCe anD callin up mYee name.. i saiD " here" [which was a pretty clear anD louD one] anD gOd nOes why he dint hear it.. anD asked again.. "chunying.. whO's chunying? where?" anD i gOt so feD-up wiF him tt i pRactically shoutEd across da room.. he was sO shocked anD stunned fOr a few seCond.. gReat .. i shut him up.. anD when he was assignin da tables.. was askin da young girls to stand in frt.. mi anD rub simply refused to move.. juX tO irritate him.. anD he saw tt anD think he's awaRe tt we dun like him.. tt loathsome figuRe.. he's suCh an eyesore.. anw he asked us kindly to stand in fRont again.. [smiling insiDe: sErve u rite fOr irritain mi] anD he gave us da fRont tables.. but i dint even thank him fOr tt.. though i wld nOrmalli say a thanks @ least to others.. i simply shOt him a diRty look anD walked off.. +gRinx i won...
hahaX.. e fxn was pRetty cool.. bRide anD groom looks compatible.. anD mYee table ppl aRe niCee anD humOrous.. makin mYee gReat joB even gReater.. haD fun sErvin them.. anD of cus.. da thing tt kips mi gg is the tOt oF da calOries buRned!~!~ +gRinX.. happi happi~~
kie.. was pRetty tiRed when job endEd.. saw "auntie" anD went home tgt.. she gave mi and ruB choColates... w/ i felt sO sinned eatin while chattin wif mummy nad catchin some .. i mean chocolates are okie but not after 8pm... to be exact in e middle oF da nite .. mYee god.. anD over da past few daes.. i haF accumulatEd sO much FATS yes.. THIS MUCH from da chocolate feast i haD.. there aRe so manY chocolatEs @ home anD they aRe kinda hard to sae no to['',] anwwww.... tOkin bt chocolate feast.. the [five] is gOin to some hOtel [cant remember whiCh] tO haf chocolate buffet after ouR dinner anD danCe!! whee~~ can u imagine?? bein buRied wiF a mountain oF choColates?? wahaha.. kie.. this is a little tOo imaginative.. i m lookin forward to it!~!~ whiCh is like a few months fRom now?? after ouR A's.. +gRinX.. BUT of cus.. we wld haF tO gO thru' ouR mids 1st.. w/ is like a week fRom now? the thought itself is sO sCary la.. i haF nOt even completEd a single subjeCt anD i am sTill hafin fun over heRe.. i still haF got a long long way to go lo~~ i m aLwiX thinkin oF givin up anD eveRythin fOr e upcomin eXam anD pRomise mYself tt i would work haRder fOr da nExt.. w/ neva onCe happen..sO i think i haD beTa stop tRystin mYee evil inner soul tt's askin mi to stop muggin.. anD MUG HARD from tmR onwaRds anD even fOrgo mYee zZz.. @ e expense oF gettin eYe bags anD dark ciRcles... shall sTop enjOyin life 4 a wk.. anD i can haF a whOle wk oF fun after da miDs ['',]
i hereby announCe that CHONG CHUN YING shall haf no life fOr this coming week... +evil laughter+ [kie kie.. all these are gettin kinda cRanky.. bEta sTop it]
something fRom Chad Michael Murray tt's gOnna kip mi mOtivatated fOr this week.. hEre he says..

Passion and drive! I study with my teacher every day.He would coach me and I'd go to class every Wednesday night. I'd read plays and Stanislavski's theories.I would read up on Adler and Meisner. I do as much studying as I can. If you have the passion and drive, you're going to do it.'

sO let mi haf one mOre night oF zZz tOnite... maybe i will dReam oF him.. the one anD onli chad michael murray.. niTes ppl['',]

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6/19/2005 11:55:00 PM

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