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its myee life.

Saturday, December 10, 2005

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12/10/2005 04:33:00 PM

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Friday, December 09, 2005

depp!e deppie yeppie~
a new bloggie
a fresh start
a new beginnning..
see ya there (:

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12/09/2005 12:21:00 AM

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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

omg. i actualli run into him...
after [let mi see..] 4 years?
a feeling unknown..
oh well.. wudever.
running into mYee darz is niCee though ['',]

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11/30/2005 11:03:00 PM

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Friday, November 25, 2005

a promise is not meant to be broken.
promises are not called promises
if they are meant to be broken
hate it when ppl bReak their promise
anD i swear i hate it even morre
when i am the one who break it
grr..
i havent thought of how
but i have to make up fer it
somehow
i am anD i will.

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11/25/2005 11:16:00 PM

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Saturday, November 19, 2005

evidence that miss chong chun ying has been her mummy's good girl and mugging on this lovely saturday

when she could haf gone shopping.

hahaa! convinced?

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11/19/2005 08:04:00 PM

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Friday, November 18, 2005

alrights.
am finally done with chem.
aint feeling exactly great though
felt as though the world just collapsed on mi
AGAIN
to my dear five: thx gals. fer trying so hard to "bleach" mi. love u all (:
anw, was on my way to school
and i came to realise how couples dun tok to each other.
i mean
not even a single word throughout the journey?
and they aint on cold wars alrights.
kinda sad
i mean
is that marriage 20 years down the road?
pardon mi fer being cynical
but if that is
i guess i would rather not haf one
wud made it worse
i can even feel this drifting apart thingy btw myee parents
they aint as loving as before
somehow.
oh well, i neva wanted a marriage in the first place.
i tink it spoils everything
it makes everithing that was once perfect imperfect.
the furthest i will go is engagement i guess
yeps. that's all.
thanks.
and myee daddy
why does he feels like a complete stranger to mi all the sudden?
i used to lurf him
more than i lurf myee mummy
but why issit that i no longer bother to communicate wif him these daes?
alrights.
i noe i am one big problematic kid.
but something's wrong.
with someone.
mi? him? whoever.
omg.
the world is realli not round.
[wudever this means to you]
eugh.
this is freaking irritating
3/4 of the world is done wif their As
anD da la~
i'm still here
trapped.
thank you very much.
biodiversity.
grr...
and sweetie xixxi is going Genting.
gonna miss the gal.
went out wif her daes ago
am so glad i got myee " auntie " back(:
depp!e deppie yeppie~
she sure make a great company.
hahaa! in the midst of doing chem mcQs,
i came to realise morre weird habits of mine.
aint realli tough actualli
since stella sis alwix saes that i am such a weirdo
here goes.
1. i neva touch any part of the lift wif myee bare hand [this inc. pressing of the buttons] or lean against it. i tink it's ~~gross~~ VERY gross.
2. i lurf buying barbie doll series stuff. [this is better known as childish i guess]
3. i brush myee eyelashes upwards while mugging [this is a mere desperate attempt to haf nicee curl eyelashes]
4. eating onli the biscuit part of oreo
5. i dun take vanilla milk etc etc etc
6. i dun like doing work by the table
7. i seldom carry ntuc carrrier. i would rather stuff it all inside myee bag.
......
...
..
shall update when i am done wif this whole thing known as the A LEVELs.
right now
back to myee annelida mollusca arthropoda echinodermata fish ... YAWN.
if you are done wif ya As.. kindly DO NOT LAUGH!

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11/18/2005 11:48:00 PM

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

it hit mi realli hard this time round
after my sleep
i still cant get over it
and i am still thinking about it now!
this is so not mi can.
i am usually not like this
wonder wud got over mi.
anw
believe it anot
i started on my chemistry paper 1 revision earlier on
surprised?
well..
people like mi just have to learn the hard way i guess.
alrights.
let mi try to be a source of positive peer influence here.
darlings.
start mugging fer paper 1 right now!
kiex.
i tink i am crazy.
neh~

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11/15/2005 06:24:00 PM

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oh my.
there goes mYee pretty A
B i mean.
this is bad bad bad bad and still bad
bad beyond description it was
bad enough to rob mi of all my emotions
well.. except anger and disappointment perhaps
YES.
i'm whining again
despite the fact that i have promised to stop all these nonsense
i dunch care
i just cant help it
like hello?
wud's cambridge's problem LAH?
i thought acidity basicity or stability of organic compounds and their conjugate bases or wudever has been ur all-time favourite?
why wasnt a single Qn set this year?!!
this was like the first time i even bother to mug fer it LAH
fuck.
anD organic chem.. something's not right.
very wrong in fact.
how could a hydroxyl anD carboxyl group co-exist?
not that it cant
but it's not supposed to
when unknown compounds are given
this aint making any sense.
this clearly went beyond what was meant to be application
it's sheer guesswork
and so it's mere luck and no big deal if one got that right
that ONE question. 20minutes spent?
not figuring out the answer
but figuring out what's wrong with myee answer
since i neva knew that the two functional groups could coexist like that.
and it's simply demoralising
when u noe u got your most confident Qn wrong as well
the feeling simply sucks alrights.
grrr..
wudever
i dunch wish to continue animorre
this is so pissifying
or rather irrtating
when things i haf studied chose not to appear in my script
and strange Qns smile vilely at mi anD go
"hi there. u aint gonna get ur A. hahaa! "
the onli marks that i could perhaps score. the last resort.
sympathetic marks
then again
i tink it's gone too
since in an attempt to be rebellious
i chose not to write neatly.
oh wudever.
perhaps it's just mi who's just not smart enough
since i dun see a problem wif people ard mi
awful!
i nearly died today. neh!

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11/15/2005 10:41:00 AM

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