theinnocEntdeviL

2005-12-10T16:33:00.000+08:00

moved

2005-12-09T00:21:00.000+08:00

depp!e deppie yeppie~
a new bloggie
a fresh start
a new beginnning..
see ya there (:

2005-11-30T23:03:00.000+08:00

omg. i actualli run into him...
after [let mi see..] 4 years?
a feeling unknown..
oh well.. wudever.
running into mYee darz is niCee though ['',]

promises

2005-11-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

a promise is not meant to be broken.
promises are not called promises
if they are meant to be broken
hate it when ppl bReak their promise
anD i swear i hate it even morre
when i am the one who break it
grr..
i havent thought of how
but i have to make up fer it
somehow
i am anD i will.

mug!

2005-11-19T20:04:00.000+08:00

evidence that miss chong chun ying has been her mummy's good girl and mugging on this lovely saturday when she could haf gone shopping.

hahaa! convinced?

*sob

2005-11-18T23:48:00.000+08:00

alrights.
am finally done with chem.
aint feeling exactly great though
felt as though the world just collapsed on mi
AGAIN
to my dear five: thx gals. fer trying so hard to "bleach" mi. love u all (:
anw, was on my way to school
and i came to realise how couples dun tok to each other.
i mean
not even a single word throughout the journey?
and they aint on cold wars alrights.
kinda sad
i mean
is that marriage 20 years down the road?
pardon mi fer being cynical
but if that is
i guess i would rather not haf one
wud made it worse
i can even feel this drifting apart thingy btw myee parents
they aint as loving as before
somehow.
oh well, i neva wanted a marriage in the first place.
i tink it spoils everything
it makes everithing that was once perfect imperfect.
the furthest i will go is engagement i guess
yeps. that's all.
thanks.
and myee daddy
why does he feels like a complete stranger to mi all the sudden?
i used to lurf him
more than i lurf myee mummy
but why issit that i no longer bother to communicate wif him these daes?
alrights.
i noe i am one big problematic kid.
but something's wrong.
with someone.
mi? him? whoever.
omg.
the world is realli not round.
[wudever this means to you]
eugh.
this is freaking irritating
3/4 of the world is done wif their As
anD da la~
i'm still here
trapped.
thank you very much.
biodiversity.
grr...
and sweetie xixxi is going Genting.
gonna miss the gal.
went out wif her daes ago
am so glad i got myee " auntie " back(:
depp!e deppie yeppie~
she sure make a great company.
hahaa! in the midst of doing chem mcQs,
i came to realise morre weird habits of mine.
aint realli tough actualli
since stella sis alwix saes that i am such a weirdo
here goes.
1. i neva touch any part of the lift wif myee bare hand [this inc. pressing of the buttons] or lean against it. i tink it's ~~gross~~ VERY gross.
2. i lurf buying barbie doll series stuff. [this is better known as childish i guess]
3. i brush myee eyelashes upwards while mugging [this is a mere desperate attempt to haf nicee curl eyelashes]
4. eating onli the biscuit part of oreo
5. i dun take vanilla milk etc etc etc
6. i dun like doing work by the table
7. i seldom carry ntuc carrrier. i would rather stuff it all inside myee bag.
......
...
..
shall update when i am done wif this whole thing known as the A LEVELs.
right now
back to myee annelida mollusca arthropoda echinodermata fish ... YAWN.
if you are done wif ya As.. kindly DO NOT LAUGH!

mug mug mug

2005-11-15T18:24:00.000+08:00

it hit mi realli hard this time round
after my sleep
i still cant get over it
and i am still thinking about it now!
this is so not mi can.
i am usually not like this
wonder wud got over mi.
anw
believe it anot
i started on my chemistry paper 1 revision earlier on
surprised?
well..
people like mi just have to learn the hard way i guess.
alrights.
let mi try to be a source of positive peer influence here.
darlings.
start mugging fer paper 1 right now!
kiex.
i tink i am crazy.
neh~

2005-11-15T10:41:00.000+08:00

oh my.
there goes mYee pretty A
B i mean.
this is bad bad bad bad and still bad
bad beyond description it was
bad enough to rob mi of all my emotions
well.. except anger and disappointment perhaps
YES.
i'm whining again
despite the fact that i have promised to stop all these nonsense
i dunch care
i just cant help it
like hello?
wud's cambridge's problem LAH?
i thought acidity basicity or stability of organic compounds and their conjugate bases or wudever has been ur all-time favourite?
why wasnt a single Qn set this year?!!
this was like the first time i even bother to mug fer it LAH
fuck.
anD organic chem.. something's not right.
very wrong in fact.
how could a hydroxyl anD carboxyl group co-exist?
not that it cant
but it's not supposed to
when unknown compounds are given
this aint making any sense.
this clearly went beyond what was meant to be application
it's sheer guesswork
and so it's mere luck and no big deal if one got that right
that ONE question. 20minutes spent?
not figuring out the answer
but figuring out what's wrong with myee answer
since i neva knew that the two functional groups could coexist like that.
and it's simply demoralising
when u noe u got your most confident Qn wrong as well
the feeling simply sucks alrights.
grrr..
wudever
i dunch wish to continue animorre
this is so pissifying
or rather irrtating
when things i haf studied chose not to appear in my script
and strange Qns smile vilely at mi anD go
"hi there. u aint gonna get ur A. hahaa! "
the onli marks that i could perhaps score. the last resort.
sympathetic marks
then again
i tink it's gone too
since in an attempt to be rebellious
i chose not to write neatly.
oh wudever.
perhaps it's just mi who's just not smart enough
since i dun see a problem wif people ard mi
awful!
i nearly died today. neh!

weirdo

2005-11-14T20:27:00.000+08:00

miss chong chun ying is feeling bored.
she saw this on some blogsite
and decided to come up wif a list herself.

Type 5 weird habits in your blog.
1. i drink 3/4 of a sachet of milo and eat [yes darling. i mean eat] 1/4 of it
2. using every reflective surface i see as myee makeshift mirror [and that includes noticeboard along the school corridors]
3. i sleep with my lights and music on.
[speaking bt that. myee zZzping position is weird too. hahaa! i shant elaborate on that]
4. not using myee data booklet or formula booklet
5. leaving my phone on wif no vibration or tone.
anD a last one. that's not realli weird but part of mi. i.e. laughing like nobody's buz. hahaa!

2005-11-13T23:39:00.000+08:00

look wud i haf got from sijia todae.
aim high , expect low
made sense?
hahaa.
smart way to make oneself happy (:
and here's another one from the ger
never allow oneself to fall into the trap
of thinking we haf got lotsa time ['',]
anw. speaking of traps.
realised how people kip repeating their mistakes and stuff?
falling into the same trap time and again
is this part of wud we call human nature?

anw.
saw this heading on the front cover of CLEO
"how to eat to lose those extra kgs"
that caught myee attention as usual
kinda expected though
it's amazing
how i can neva get bored wif articles like this
how these headings neva fail to grab myee attention
it's not as though i dunch noe the proper ways
i could easily name a few off the list
typical ones that one alwix read in magazines on net or wudever
this is simply wud desperation's all about
mere desperation
to shed off those extra pounds
oh well
in any case
it's with people like mi around
that these industries are earning big bucks alrights.
neh~

oh my.

2005-11-13T18:49:00.000+08:00

omg. u wldnt wanna noe wud i juX read. i cant believe[neither do i want to] that this is happening to myee favourite brand. eewwwiiee. how uncool. awful LAH. whines~

Adidas plans 3 solution to Olympic stripe ban
by Drew Barrand Marketing 8 Nov 2005 LONDON

Adidas is to replace its iconic three-stripe design with the number 3 across its product portfolio.

The sportswear brand's three-stripe design was banned by the International Olympic Committee earlier this year, following complaints from rivals that it gave Adidas an unfair advantage over other kit suppliers.

Herbert Hainer, the company's chief executive, told senior executives at an internal meeting last week that it plans "to come up with a creative solution using the number 3". This marks the first time Hainer has publicly accepted the IOC's decision.

The German firm will be restricted to a 20cm2 space for its logo on Olympic athletes' apparel, in line with limits imposed on other companies.

It is unlikely that the '3' design will attempt to circumvent these guidelines, given the close attention the IOC will be paying to Adidas apparel at the Turin Winter Olympics next February.

Hainer would not provide any further details on the overhauled identity, which is likely to be rolled out across the brand's future product lines in the professional athlete and consumer lifestyle markets next year. However, Adidas confirmed that it was exploring the concept.

Following the IOC's decision to limit the use of Adidas' 40-year old three-stripe design, tennis' four governing bodies, including the ATP and WTA, have followed suit; they are enforcing similar branding controls on Adidas apparel at all official tournaments next year.

Other major sports governing bodies are now under pressure to fall into line over the coming months, especially sports that hold Olympic status.

heex~

2005-11-13T11:57:00.000+08:00

15 nov: _______________
18 nov: _______________
21 nov: _______________
24 nov: _______________
saw the dates?
YES. four papers two subjects over a span of 2 weeks
and that means As will not be over fer mi
until 24 nov
2 weeks!
neh~
omg. neva seen a worse timetable
grr...
and mummy is already asking mi out fer shopping
hahaa.
i dun mind going though (:
since she dun really shop at auntie places
[need i further eleborate on wud auntie places are? hahaa]
speaking of that
mummy was like telling mi some auntie behaviours she saw on train that dae
and she ended off telling mi this
'aunties are ultimately still aunties'
hahaa.
wud an irony rite?
i tot so ['',]
kiex. this is btw u and mi kie kie =)
she is so gonna strangle mi if she noes wud i told u people. ha3.
anD mummy wldnt stop telling mi bt Gerald!
this is kinda pissifying actually.
i hope i dunch see him next week
blehx~
wuDever.
anw, now that the horrendous hectic week is over
i am not gonna worry about the papers animore
i dunch tink i ever want to think bt it till nxt year
so dun even remind mi
if i were to worry about it
i would haf an endless list of complaints insecurities and worries
let mi try.
- not a single Qn set on kidney fer biology
after mugging so much fer it
i could haf at least given a decent answer lah
if they are kind enuff to set at least ONE Qn on that.
-i got mitosis anD meiosis mixed up
-i left the whole section on option COMPLETELY blank fer chemistry
there goes myee possible pretty A.
-i happily wrote a GP essay on an intangible topic. luck.
when tong yee told us time and again neverr to touch it .
-i wrote a summary that was hopelessly long and didnt haf time to edit that
-i havent got any idea wud a statement is
are they asking fer a complete sentence or just a mere phrase?
-maths paper 1 was horrid
-i spent a damn hell lot of time on a simple Mathematical Induction Qn
which is worth like 6marks?
stuck yet refused to go on to other Qns
insisting that i can solve it
since a similar one came out fer our J1 mids last year.
-paper 2 was worse
-i still cant do a proper complex qn
not that i did not put in efforts to make sense out of it.
-i didnt get to do hypothesis testing question
after doing so many Qns on that
fuck.
-DRV was tedious
working all over the place
and still like a 100 miles away from the answer
dumb
thanks i feel so smart AGAIN. boo!
see wud i meant?
hahaa.
i beta stop complaining before i start swearing again.
and before u ppl fall asleep
hahaa.
anw.
had a list of post As activities in mind ald
am so excited
i just cant wait
_______________________________________________________________
kickboxing
driving license
work
chalets
gatherings
prom
reading a book
[@t wldnt let mi read til after As! hrmph~]
......
...
..
and not forgetting SHOPPING!
ha!
i juX cant live without that.
all awaiting mi!
depp!e deppie yeppie~
oh yeps.
whang:
happy sweet eighteen darling(:
u are finally 18!! hahaa!
the b!rthdae ger cutting the pseudo cake wif her pseudo knife (:

and the heavenly Strawberry Bonanza. Slurp!

fate?

2005-11-11T23:53:00.000+08:00

was at SOT ytd
doing gp paper 2 and stuff
and heard this ger asking tong yee
"why are you so surprisd that the world's so small?"
makes mi wonder
so wud is it exactly
that brings two people to know each other?
to become siblings friends couple or wudever
fate?
nah
i dun believe in that
i think it's mere crap
i think it's smthg more amazing
i have yet to haf any idea wud it is though
alrigths
i mux be damn free
to think bt such stuff
well perhaps i realli am
pseudo post As
hahaa!
anw. perfect date wif the five todae
depp!e deppie yeppie~

am lovin this(:

life.

2005-11-05T15:02:00.000+08:00

tears
it's indeed true that life's fragile
xixxi's granny left her
this is freaking sudden fer anione to accept
let alone xixxi
her granny was still alive kicking ytd morning
and by nightfall
she left this world
[death neva once made sense to mi]
the gal didnt get to see her granny fer the last time
to make it worse
her granny's cremation's jux next tuesday
yes.. the dae when we will all be sitting in the examination hall
taking our A level maths paper
i realli wish there's morre i could do fer xixxi
rubby was telling mi she felt the same way
it realli hurts
to see her hafing go thru" all these crap
esp at a point of time like this
anD we cant even be there fer her!
by her side.
i hate this.
it's realli awful.
laugh at my immaturity if u haf to
but i realli wish i could just scream into the ear
of whoever or wudever that stole xixxi granny from her
HAVE "YOU" GOT ANY COMMON SENSE??!!
THIS AINT FAIR.
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO HER?
OF ALL PEOPLE?
U ARE SO BLIND
SHE DOESNT DESERVE THIS!!
she asked mi a question
that left mi dumbfounded fer a second
why did it all happen
when she least expected it
it took mi a while
to gather my thoughts
and gave a decent ans
it triggered my thoughts
at that very moment,
many thoughts were running across
at the back of myee mind
we all noe tat it's excruciating to part wif ur loved ones
ever since when was letting go ever easy rite?
yes.. true that there comes a fateful dae
when we all haf to part
that it's part and parcel of life
that it's just a harsh reality we have to cum to recognise with
as we grow
but i'm sorry
i guess that's smthg i neva will be able to learn
like wud i said
call mi childish if u haf to
i would rather not grow up that way
looking on the brighter side
her granny would be in a better place
perhaps the heaven
more empowered than ever
to bless her loved ones
her granny chose to bid a silent goodbye
i thought that was great of her
that it was just a way of loving the ones ard her
that she didnt want to see the ones she loved tear fer her
stay strong fer ya loved ones
when they are at their weakest point.
smthg i learned ytd
i dunnoe wud's this doing here
but it jux came to myee mind
pardon mi if this post's distorted
i aint thinkin straight
i wish that i can see myee smiling xixxi again
i realli do
but i haf no idea
how long that will take.

*hugX

2005-11-04T18:56:00.000+08:00

myee darling xixxi's right now in hospital
her granny's in e emergency room
that poor ger
she mux be panicking right now
*praying hard that her granny will be alright.
i haf experienced it.
anD i am positive
i dun wan anione around mi
to go through wud i went thru"
it's a tough time to get by
to not even haf the basic security and assurance
that ya loved ones will remain by ya side
the feeling simply sucks.
when you can no longer can be sure of anithing
when u simply lost the courage
to take things fer granted
[not that i took myee granny fer granted anw]
when u neva noe when is the last time u get to see the one u loved
a m!racle happened to myee granny
i managed to keep her by my side
we were that close to giving her up
myee urge to put an end to all her sufferings
was so strong back then
after all that happened
i aint sure i'm that approving of euthanasia animorre
imagine if we all had agreed
to let the doctors take remove all the tubes on her
*shivers
to whoever wanted to take myee granny away from mi back then
purleese allow xixxi's granny
to stay by her side too
i wish
that the same m!racle
that happened to myee dear granny
would happen to xixxi's too.
dear gal:
if mine can pull through after so many ordeals
i'm sure your granny can too
trust mi
they all haf strong will (:
she will be alright.
stay strong ['',]
*hugX

whee~

2005-11-03T22:04:00.000+08:00

smthg interesting i came across todae
the world would be a dull one
if we all agreed on everything.
hahaa. it came to dawn upon mi
that it's alwix a thin line btw things.
anw, a great session wif tong yee todae (:
deppie depp!e yeppie~
ha3.
anw, i tink i shld seriously consider
to stop being so vain.
neh~
i said consider if u dint realise.
heeX.

anw. got this from tong yee todae.
whee~
niCee =)
anD it's pink!!
am lovin" it to bits!
hahaa. tra-lala~

2005-11-03T11:33:00.000+08:00

*shriek.
damn screwed up.
wud on earth am i doing?
time and again i told myself a miracle is gonna happen
somehow.
that i'm gonna make it
and that i will.
yet
time and again
it juX seems nothing more than a mere illusion to mi.
grr...
wudever.
these may well be of no significance to mi 50 years down the road.
so why shld i bother?
yet
the harsh reality hit mi
hard
smack mi in the face or wudever
the As still matters
at least 10 years down the road.
so it jux meant i have to stop whining
and get back to myee books.
boo!
and this aint fun.
obviously.

freak

2005-11-03T04:08:00.000+08:00

omg. freak! however hard i pray that i wun hear Ryan Cabrera's [ true] again , i heard it! i cant believe this is happening to mi! this is damn freaking irritating. i dun ~~wanna~~ have to be reminded of the mistake i made, alrigths. or maybe i am just scared. in whichever case, purleese spare mi of all these crap. thank you very much. ur kindness is very much appreciated.

YTSS ['',]

2005-10-28T19:03:00.000+08:00

quite a couple of thoughts running across the back of my mind at the present moment.
came home and terence was showing mi the pictures he took wif mr tan. YTSS juX had a farewell parade fer mr tan todae. yes he's going australia fer a master. kinda sad tt he's leaving.
irony: the current principal of mine is retiring ad i DUNCH feel a single thing bt it. kieX. she's a kind lady. perhaps jux not that remarkable as a principal. the way she managed the school. i shant go into details.
anw. back to mr tan. he's realli a great principal. hahaa. can still remember entering his office, writing appeal letter wif rubby - juX to get out of the CCA band. lol. still think it's kinda farni. the way we tried to convince him that guides is a better CCA. ha3. kinda crap. imagine two sec 1 girls entering ya office telling u all these stuff bt their passion fer guides and how much they hate band.. and mr tan still remember it! kinda cool hur. tt' why i can realli feel this unique principal-student bond w/ him. i tink it's amazing and i dun tink it's smthg i wld ever forget in my life =) he doesnt merely remember or care bt students with all As in their report card. and the way he cultivate the school culture and manage the school. splendid! nothing like ny's pseudo cheena culture. or should i jux sae it's cultureless. yes. a culture that doesnt even exist. grr..
he's was one of my greatest motivation back then [other than 5566 anD *ahem u-noe-who] i realli lurf this principal of mine. terence was saying that he went from class to class speaking to them. see wud i meant? u can realli feel his sincerity anD concern fer the student population anD school.
got into melancholy when it suddenly occurred to mi that the building that i spent my secondary school years in will no longer be around in a few years time. a new building will jux spring up. one which i dun haf any memories of. one thing fer sure. i'm gonna miss the school.
was lookin through the school annual anw. saw the new prinicipal. thought he look pretty crappy. hahaa! and jensen ho is still gross as ever. omg. he shoulnt be in this school. i think the school anD my YT memories would haf been perfect, yes PERFECT! w/o him.

here are some of e piX..

here's mr tan wif terence and his friends. he claims that he's tall. i told him it's his hair that makes him look misleadingly [if there's such a word] tall. so much so that he haf to bent. hahaa! and he looks as though he wanna strangle mi
alive.
special note to rubby: u still remember that BB guy? ha3. yes. carrot cake we used to call him. i onli noe it todae tt he's my bro's classmate! like wud a coicidence rite ['',] a small world indeed.

mr tan wif his class. kinda resembles the one 4e6 took wif him 2 years ago. anD mr tan's wearing that pink shirt! depp!e deppie yeppie!~

the parade =)

now u see them.

now u dont ['',] hahaa!

spot the difference! ha3. tt's wud terence got mi to do. kinda boliao = /

a school where i learned to believe in miracles cus they do exist.

where i got my motivation of the dae =) ________________________________________________________________________

you turned away
do u haf any idea how much that hurts?
it slashed across my heart
leaving a cut
a deep one
mercilessly
oh well.. perhaps i shouldnt comment much on that. since i was the one who started this whole crap of avoiding you. mc said u were shy. i think it's otherwise. in any case, i'm quitting. i dun wish to continue animorre.

bad flu. eugh

2005-10-26T00:29:00.000+08:00

omg. fer a second i tot my nose is gonna fall off. bad weather. bad bad bad bad bad. two daes of flu =( ewwiiieee. awfully awful.
anw. smthg to cheer mi up. guess wud? i finalli managed to convince terence to switch room wif mi till the end of As @ least! hahaa! depp!e deppie yeappie~ da la~ kinda cool hur. fer some reason, i jux find it niCer to actualli mug in his room. and it's damn freaking hard fer mi to sit still in myee room to mug cus there's way too much distractions. i will most prob end up going online, getting vain, making my hair anD stuff..
lol. kinda weird fer a guy to use such a pinky room though. then again, i didnt compel him. he was the one who agreed. i merely talked him into it. and wud more can he ask fer? he got such a lovely room fer a month! *evil chuckle
alrights. this is a actualli redundant entry. jux feel like blogging since i havent been blogging here these few daes =P nites ppl ['',]

...

2005-10-23T21:10:00.000+08:00

i'm so dead. havent been mugging todae. went out wiF mummy. "omg. wud kinda mum is this?" did that cross ya mind? hahaa! so i can read minds! hur hur['',] tt's one potential field fer mi in case i didnt make it fer the As. okie *touch wood. i am juX saying IN CASE. so i suppose it doesnt realli matter =P
anw. went to cut myee fringe damn short. deppie deppie yeappie~ juX another sudden urge of mine to do smthg farni again. =) whee~ had wanted to cut it even shorter. like extremely extremely short. but figured i shouldnt since school's still on fer mi.
oh yes. saw this ger on street todae. was hafing a fierce argument wif her boyfriend over the fone. think he ps her or smthg. anD she reacted as though the world juX collapsed on her. she was practically shouting LAH! like screaming anD announcing to the whole world "oOooo i am hafing an argument wif mYee boyfriend"
"dun bother about mi LAH. dun u tink u really went too far? nvm. i dun nid ya company now. i will go shopping on my own.you can go study all you want.. bla bla bla"
wud's the fucking big deal lah? bitch. yes. her bf shldnt haf ps her or smthg. but did she haf to behave in that manner? obviously he has got morre impt stuff to do lah.. Gers, in whichever case.. dun ever cling onto ya bf like some parasites. it's freaking irritating. juX leave him some room to do wudever he likes lah. he's ya boyfriend, not ya shadow. he doesnt have the obligation to stay by ya side every second! oh god. i wish i could knock some sense into her. i dun like the way she took things fer granted. i dun get it. how could someone actualli be so unreasonable? grr...
oh well, wudever. she can do wudever she likes. *roll eyes* i juX pity hEr boi.
alrights. getting back to myee mugging business. my top priority at the present moment. oOooo i jux luRf mYee lecture notes tys so much!

promise.

2005-10-22T20:38:00.000+08:00

mpoeisr.. if u are cracking ya brain figuring out this word. DUN even BOTHER . it's juX smthg that has lost it's significance perhaps. smthg whiCh i am still holding on to foolishly. hahaa! wudever. am getting out of here. grrr....

hahaa! WUDEVER.

2005-10-15T11:33:00.000+08:00

It would appear that you are experiencing one problem after another. When one problem is resolved, another seems to immediately take its place. It could well be that you are trying too desperately to evade or to escape from your present situation and it is 'you' that is causing the problems to manifest themselves. You need to slow down a little.
oh god. this is bad bad bad bad bad! this had better not be true. *praying hard

You are a leader and possibly at this time in a position of authority, but you are experiencing problems. You are not quite sure how to handle the present situation.

hahaa! ARE YOU SURE? the last thing i'm going to be now is a leader. cant even cope w/ myee life now! nuts.

You are a demanding egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. This attitude makes people feel somewhat inadequate when in your company and so it is no wonder that at times you feel alone and unwanted.
hmm.. smthg fer mi to ponder over fer the dae. perhaps i realli am. but oh well..

As of late, you have been experiencing untold stress and this is a result of continuous frustration. You haven't been taking care of all your physical needs and it's beginning to show. It would seem that you have a need to find someone to whom you can really relate - someone perhaps whose standards are as high as your own. You want to be different - to be individualistic - to stand out from the common herd. Your inherent control of your sensual instincts is restricting your ability to give yourself to open up freely but this being on your own, being lonely, often makes you feel the need to give up some of your strict standards to surrender to the general flow - to be like everyone else; a part of the herd. Deep down you regard such instincts as weaknesses to be overcome. You would like to be loved or admired for yourself alone. You demand recognition and tender loving care.

hahaa! stressed. tt's true. but who's not?

Being afraid that you may be prevented from achieving your hopes and dreams is making you anxious and nervous. As a dreamer your ideas can at times move into the realm of fantasy and you could be following that so called illusive dream.

omg! this is the last thing that i need to hear at the present moment! *shriek

btw. this was the order i chose the colors of myee cube.

yellow black blue green red pink brown grey.

http://www.colorgenics.com/sps/index.cfm

because of you.

2005-10-14T15:18:00.000+08:00

because of you.

perfect!

2005-10-13T23:17:00.000+08:00

MEIXI!! alrights. i meant meryl. here's wuD i promised i will do.

fer the (n+10) time, purleese do nat cough as though u haf got some lung disease=P haha!

deppie depp!e yeppie~ haagen dazs Fondue was good ['',] heavenly. satisfaction. *thumbs up. [ha! was telling the gErs that fondue's supposed to be pronounced wiF a seductive tone. juX that the waiters there aint realli those that one wld wanna seduce exactly. haa! kie. getting crappy agn =P] in any way, was a perfect date wif the gErs=) whee~ ha3. speaking of waiters, i havent seen myee cuTe waiter around @ Terra fer ages!! hmm..

graduation

2005-10-11T21:36:00.000+08:00

like it anot. tomorrow will be here. in less than 3 hrs. the last day of school. i hate to be reminded. then again.. it will still be here ultimately. obviously.
yes. months ago i cant wait fer tomorrow to come. weeks ago we were still toking bt it. now that it's gonna be here soon, i'm actualli hafing mixed feelings bt it.

yes. no doubt. i still cant wait to leave this school. i still dislike it. i dislike it's cheena yet cultureless envt. i detest the way the whole damn system works. it's juX so nat flexible. damn freaking rigid. i hate the fact that the whole school's juX so segregated. it juX feels not bonded at all.

but then again. i aint sure it's everithing tt i hate. or am ready to let go.

it jux came to dawn upon mi tt tmr will be the end to everything. a gigantic fullstop .

"last day" alwix seems to haf its significance. then again, we ask ourselves. a few years down the road, is it still gonna be the case? will we even bother to walk up to some long lost claasmates or even friends to say a hi?

i dunnoe. but i find that realli disturbing. worse still. when the two of you are already meeting each other in the eyes. and one of you jux decided to look away or tok to the person besides you, pretending that you dint actualli noe that the person walked past you. sad. but such things do happen.

i simply lurf that great feeling of running into ppl u havent seen fer ages on streets. catching up wif them and knowing tt they are doing fine. isnt that great? and its' not tt hard to achieve that either right?
it's never easy to part.
We had something to learn
Now it's time for the wheel to turn
Grains of sand, one by one
Before you know it, all gone
We awoke from our dream
Things are not always what they seem
Memories linger on

_____________________________________________________________
dun cry cus it's over
smile cus it happened

2005-09-30T19:06:00.000+08:00

ha3. juX back from dinner w/ terence. man. he's making mi feel ashamed of myself!! omg. he's working damn freakin hard fer his N'level lah. he's even forgo-ing stuff like the com. and teevee. which is a realli rare sight if u understand myee brother well enuff.
the irony: i'm alwiX the one asking him to mug hard anD stuff. *guilt. reminds mi of his conversation wif mummy the night before. mummy was like askin how's school and stuff. and he was telling mummy bt the night study sessions he's hafing with his friends. omg! since when is terence ever tt hardworking?
bottomline: I OUGHT TO GET DOWN TO MUGGING ~~SOON~~ NOW!!!
anw. went cold storage and and NTUC fairprice [eeks!] to shop around and replenish the supply of food fer our mugging sessions. ha3. i juX lurf cold storage! anw, terence was speechless @ the way i tried to stuff the things we bought from **** into myee bag. lol. no way am i gonna carry the carriers and announce to the whole world i went to NTUC alrights. unless under realli special circumstances when i'm left wif no chOice. blehx. it's juX so damn embarassing and auntie alrights. mummy has given up on asking mi to carry those auntie plastic bags. she nOes i'm veri particular wiF the kinda of carrier i carry. [but i do help her wif those stuff at times kie. and these are the special circumstances i'm toking bt. filial mi ['',] wud to do? ha3. ]
was reading CLEO magazine earlier on. anD founD this intEresting yet nOt quite tRue seCtion on "simple things he dOes that says he loves u"
-he sits besides you when you eat out-
the rationale: a guy who's seriously in love would prefer to sit side by side because body contact reinforces his link wif u.
hello? if a r/s were to exist on mere basis of body contacts, isnt tt sad? it would be more of a satisfaction of guys's needs. sick. eugh.
and shouldnt he be sitting in front of the ger instead so tt it's easier to strike a conversation? oh well. wudever. nvm bt tt.
alrights. enough of myee nonsense. i'm gOnna mug!! depp!e deppie yeppie~ bYee ppl ['',]

The things you did, the things you said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again

2005-09-30T16:30:00.000+08:00

ha3. was surfing the net. rEading bt weight loss.. slimming... fast food facts.. calories and stuff. ha3. kinda cool. http://www.weightlossforall.com/ anD yeps! was so happY to hear tt the ny PE dept is dOing smthg bt the diet of the sChool population. measures such as poultry skin removed.. morre veggie provided... taken. haha! deppie depp!e yeppie~ i dunnoe hOw on earth ppl managed to swallow thOse gross stuff dOwn their throat. eugh eeewwiiiee. sheer disgust. awful.
speaking oF canteen food. haha! 04s1a/2 guys neva fail to brighten up our dull daes w/ their jokes. was hafin our two- hours long bReak. and guess wud? the guys went to order a pot of "yong tau fu" [haf no idea whether i got the term rite. neva mind bt that. ] anw. sO the guys paid 3 bucks each and got their BIG pot.. act. it's a rice pot full oF yong tau fu soup! it even came wiF a ladle. and there they were. happily eating their stuff. ha3. i thought that was the most hilarious thing ever. lol... the usual 04s1a/2 guys.. tsk tsk ['',] i think even celine lim was amazed by tt. anD that wasnt the end. after that was carrots. RAW carrots! so happily each of them began munching one whole carrot like rabbits!
anD darz! here's the list i promised u =P
TOP TEN MOST SILLY WAYS TO WAKE A PERSON UP DURING LESSONS
1. to hit your own head against that person's head
2. to slap tt person
3. to splash h2o @ the person
4. shall fill this up ltr
5. shall fill this up ltr
6. shall fill this up ltr
7.shall fill this up ltr
8. shall fill this in ltr
9. shall fill this in ltr
10. shall fill this in ltr
anD guess wuD? the top three in the list is wuD darz did to mi todae. haha.

2005-09-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

Tonight I saw an eclipse of your smile
Within my own reflection on you look
So beautiful then
A tear ran down my face
And all my memories erase
Now everyday the pain I feel
Slowly fades away
And all the memories of you and me
Are always here to stay

2005-09-29T19:48:00.000+08:00

a fear that wouldnt stop growing w/t mi.
hate to admit this. but i'm scared.. realli scared this time round.

2005-09-28T20:23:00.000+08:00

So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark
I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
Seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams

2005-09-27T23:55:00.000+08:00

OOF. alrights. it might seem as though there's a slight improvement from FFF. but wud's the fuCkin big deal?? like wud @T was saying. juX dO a hypothesis testing anD u will find tt it is not even SIGNIFICANT!traumatised. pissed. lost. disappointment. awful feelings they were.

33 morre daes!

2005-09-27T14:18:00.000+08:00

saw this on the sCh's TV bulletin tOdae. kinda cOol.
success is gOing fRom failure to failure without losing its enthusiasm.
this is good isnt it?
ha3. gEt mOtivated anD sTart mugging tOdae!! 33 mOrre daEs tO As [tOtally fReaked out when i saw this.. tOt it saw 45 daEs tt i saw yTd :/ ]

*sigh

2005-09-25T17:49:00.000+08:00

18 degree celsius room.. blasting music.. and mYee dear com in frt of mi. havent realli got the mood to go out aCt. wanted to gEt mYee shaDes thOugh. didnt even aCc mYee granny tOdae. figuRed tt i shldnt be making hEr already bad enuff dae wOrse wiF mYee sulken look. she would be worried. or maybe not. she nO longer bother bt us these daes. depression it was.. the doctor said.

Broken up, deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

No, I don't cry on the outside

Anymore...

ha3.

2005-09-25T09:29:00.000+08:00

ha3. finalli gOt 2 oF mYee 4 long pOsts done =)) shall paCk mYee rOom anD stuff.. maYbe clear mYee wardrobe to make way fer mOrre clOthes aFter As... mummy's gOnna luRf mi ['',] deppie depp!e yeppie~

2005-09-23T22:02:00.000+08:00

sentOsa tOdae!! deppie depp!e yeppie~ blOggin this ltr. i haf gOt FOUR long pOsts tO go! eugh.

wei anD mi =)

2005-09-22T22:07:00.000+08:00

whee~~ haD a gReat daE hanging ouT wiF wei wei.. nOthin bEats that! i juX luRf the gEr =) lol.
tOok 858 tO changi aiRport. *shRiek. anD i lost bt 30% oF mYee msgs on ouR way thEre!!! hur hur. was kinda sad. thanks tO dEar wei. wldnt sTop tOking tO mi lah=P hrmph. was using the phOne. anD da la~ thEre goEs. i pRessed the "delete all" iCon in mYee fone again. yes. AGAIN [jia.. iF u aRe readin this, dun laugh!! ] was sO desperately pRessin the cancel button. anD it dOesnt help!! dumb fOne. sO ha3. i juX had tO remove the whOle batt.. manged tO save 70% oF mYee msgs. BUT still thOse pRecious 30% were gOne. his msg was THAT close tO being deletEd away wiF the 30%. phew. i cant imagine if i were tO lose that msg. i nEarly went bOnkErs. anD accOrding tO wei, everyone on the bus was looking @ us. thX hur. i felt sO smaRt =( twO insane gErs on bus 858. tt's us. hOpe there isnt anione i nOe on the bus.
anw. was taking the escalator when we ran into this GL ah pek. oR rather ti go pek. damn it. wantEd sO muCh tO gorge his eYes out. sTare sTare anD sTare. shOt him a diRty lOok anD gave him a hard sTare tt reads " sTop sTaring.. i swEar i'm gOnna kiCk ya ass!! anD send u flying into the tOilet bOwl." sEriously. i think the whOle ah-pek population aRe damn gRoss lah. nOt that i'm tRying tO stereotype. i'm juX statin a faCt kie. alwiX make suRe i'm at least a metre away fRom them. eekS!
oh well, shall nOt let tt dumb ass spOil the pErfect dae wiF mYee sweetie. baCk tO mYee sTory. ha3. we were like stuCked fer half an hOur [@ least] in the tOilet takin" piCtuRes. anD the tOilet's kinda niCee [bEta than eXpeCted] hmm.. it shall bE the 3rd on mYee "tOp 5 niCest tOilets in SingapOre" list. 1st is the one @ isetan [oh mYee.. tt's way bEyond nOrmal standard] seCond aRe thOse in j8.. TM bla bla bla.. 4th aRe clubfit gyms tOilet.. esp the one @ hOugang. cheCk it out=P [kie.. this is kinDa bOliao thO]. anw.. tt gEr tOok like 10000 yEars tO figuRe ouT hOw tO off hEr flashlight [hahaX.. sOmeone's gOnna sTrangle mi! ]
then wenT on tO eXplore tErminal 2 [sEriously.. i tink t2 is sO muCh niCer than T1].. tOok lotsa silly shOts.. haha. it's puRe fun. all thOse farni shOts.
hmm... standing at the viewing gallery anD tOkin bt everithing unDer the sun =)) guYs.. sChool.. r/s.. i juX luRf tt. oh yep! there's this qn wei shOt mi tt i still didnt haf an ans fer. [anD wei.. it's still bOtherin mi!!] nvm... i shall zZz thRu" the Qn tOnite.
anw. shOpping @ tampinEs mall anD centuRy sQuare was nExt. ha3. was lOoking fer mYee haiR cOlor sPray. da la~ finalli fOund it siTting on one oF the shelves oF watsOn =) suBway was fer dinnEr. classiC tuna wasnt tOo bad. i still think subway melt taste bEta thOugh. was kinDa suRpRised tt wei dOesnt take tOmatOes. after dinnEr was mOrre shOppin fer us. bOught mYee dark bRown [near-tO-blaCk] nail pOlish finalli. whee~~ depp!e deppie yeppie! but dint gEt tO buy a new shades. haf been thinkin oF gEttin a new one fer quiTe sOme time. *pRaying haRd tt i wld bE able tO gEt them on the nExt shOpping tRip.
ha3. saw xixxi on ouR way tO nOrthpOint. ha3. gOt kinDa eXcitEd ['',] wenT espirit. wanting tO gEt mYee niCee bRown tOp... onli tO find the ouTlet there hafin sOme sales. sO no no... no bRown tOp fer mi =( guEss i shldnt haf waited fer pRelims tO end bEfore getting them . eugh. sO aCc wei tO giordanO. lol. stuCk in the fitting rOom fer half an hr oR sO i guEss.. Yes.. again! ha3. ended up buYing the same tank tOp. kinda cOol.
i haD a tiRed but happY dae. [ha3.. this is hOw i ended mYee pRimary three essays. cum tO think oF it nOw.. it sOunds realli dumb:/ ]
anw.. hEre aRe sOme oF the piX=)

this was the fiRst tOilet we went tO. kinDa niCee ['',]

ha3. tt's the reCycle bins anD mi!! lol. thEy aRe pRetty speCial i tot.

omg. wei!! wuD u tRying tO do? lol.

us =)

wei- the spidEr wOman oF the neww cEntuRy. ha3.

ha3. she saw this gigantiC cuTe pink sushi.

pRoblem is.. she aint tall enuff tO reaCh fer tt =P

she still wouldnt give up on gEtting hEr
sushi.

this cheena gEr juX reCeived a call from
hEr bf in CHINA.

thOse ppl @ the baCk muX haf tOt we aRe insane anD almOst called the IMH. lol.

the seCond tOilet's niCee too ['',]

ha3. niCee shOt! it took mi a wjiLe tO gEt the angle right=) ha3. i'm a pOtential phOtogRapher after all ['',]

mi anD mYee three pathetiC sTrands oF long hair =P

us anD our common tanktop. kinda cool huR.

4 in the mOrn!

2005-09-22T04:15:00.000+08:00

fer the nth time. i fell asleep in fRont oF the com. leavin all mYee convErsations on.. ha3. wOke up onli tO find all mYee frens tOkin tO themselves. hur hur. they muX be thinking : thx hur. i felt sO clever. lol. sOrri peeps! fOrgive mi kie kie['',]

anD i haf tO cOmpliment them.. theY juX knew mi sOoOo well.. all oF them knew wuD eXactly happened tO mi! kie. 3/4 oF them i mean. ha3. sO touChed tO haf suCh a gReat bunCh oF fRens. wuD mOrre could one ask fer rite?

ha3. cOpied anD paste frOm some oF the conversations. this is wuD i meant.

9/22/2005
1:16:31 AM
tataatalalaalala.
--YinGz-- angels aint perfecT['',] +winkX
slping
9/22/2005
1:16:36 AM
tataatalalaalala.
--YinGz-- angels aint perfecT['',] +winkX
tsktsk

9/22/2005
1:08:12 AM
*ChOo* looking for the exit sign.
--YinGz-- angels aint perfecT['',] +winkX
i think god has made u sleep again..
9/22/2005
1:08:15 AM
*ChOo* looking for the exit sign.
--YinGz-- angels aint perfecT['',] +winkX
wahaha

oOooOoh mY.. lOok @ the time nOw. i bEta gEt baCk to mYee zZz. bEfore mummi wakes up anD knOck mi ouT tO make suRe i gO tO bEd. haha.. niTes ppl. oR shld i sae mOrning ppl? lol.

anw. hEre's smthg i disCovered @ sek's blOg. was laughin damn haRd. gOnna shOw tErenCe tmr. he's gOnna luRf it sOooO muCh. aftEr seeing all the vidEos anD stuff.. hE thinks we aRe realli MAD. as in 04s1a/2. lol.

http://media.putfile.com/bangla47

five's outing

2005-09-21T22:26:00.000+08:00

juX seen the latEst class vidEo. it's damn cOol =) *thumBs up i juX luRf 04s1a/2 tO bits! ha3. lifE woulD bE sOoOooo dead w/o them.. spEaking oF tt.. thE guyS wEre carrying thEir latErns tO tOwn tOdae.. suppOsedly tO uphOld the nanyang tRadition [pRetty lame huR] sO there theY gO.. happily walking wiF latErns on thEir hand.. using their penCil as the makeshift stiCk fer their latErns. lol.
okie. anw, hEre gOes mYee ~~gOod yet nOt-too-gOod~~ rOller-cOaster riDe dae..
wOke up @ nEar siX this mOrning. nEarly jumpEd ouT oF mYee bed when mummY was waking mi up. kie. lOokin on the bRight siDe oF life.. this aint realli THAT bad. it juX meant i haf tO take a muCh longEr route to sChool anD entEr bY the front gate. saw adeline on the bus. ha3. sO was kinDa cOol. cRapping all the way tO schOol. ha3. enTer the school anD i knEw smthg was wRong.. sEriously wRong.. saw like this gRoup oF biO sTudents running fRantically aRd the sChool. oh my! it was onli then tt i remebEred it was WEDNESDAY! wondering wud's sO magical bt wed? college rule apply.. ie. wEarin ouR school tie. hai. obviously i haf tOtally fOrgotten bt tt [w/o rubby's reminder ]. anD thOse w/o tiEs cant enterrrrr! sO da la~ jOined the big gRoup in loOkin fer a tie.. saviour oF the dae: miss poh. managed tO gEt us a couple oF tiEs. raCed all the way tO the hall. eugh. everithing's nOt in place. mark gOh gOt mi [anD this other guy:/] tO put on ouR tie anD stuff bEfore entering. sO was like tRying tO gEt mYee tie dOne. then mYee badge chOse tO fell off mYee collar. grrrr... anD some dumb ass [that guy] juX buRst out laughing. thanks alot! i haf neva felt sO smart bEfore. i swear i wld give him a hard stare iF i can remb his lOok. anD attemptin tO walk fast tO mYee seat on the hall gRound wiF mYee twO-size bigger shOes... that was even smarter :/
eugh. still gOt caught fer mYee ~~untuCked~~ dRawstring [pseudo tucked-in] blouse. eugh. sO all the way ouT oF the hall.. tO get it tuCked in. eugh. neva felt sO retarded in mYee entiRe life bEfOre. tO save the tRouble oF gOin all the way to the back of the hall anD tuCkin in agn.. i realli tuCked it in this time round. nOt juX 1/4 tuCked in anD tRying tO get away wiF it like i did during biO leCtures. was kinda relieved she didnt cOnfiscate mYee sTring. yeps. the one tt mummi sewed fer mi frm the snipped-off remains oF mYee sChool skiRt. iF she did, i swear i will sTrangle hEr in mYee dReams. eugh. attending bio lessons anD sittin fer biO papers is suCh a hassle =( was trying sO damn haRd tO hidE mYee dyed haiR fRom chOon thRoughout the papEr [sinCe i was running late anD dint haf time tO hide it in the mOrning].. *sigh. still enDed up hafing tO see hEr bt it. omg. sO there gOes. shE asked fer a reason anD i deCided nOt tokin was the best way out. buT nah! it wasnt! when she asked fer a reason, she was realli lookin fer one.. [tsk. i should haf expeCted hEr tO bE different frOm other tutOrs.] anw, sO vain was it. out oF the mani reasons she suggested, i picked this. hOw dumb. i cant pOssibly tell hEr "cus i feel like it". i haf enuff cOmmon sense tO realise tt it eQuates tO the entiRe sChool [oR pErhaps the whOle wOrld] knowing bt it. anD hEr yelling expErienCe is the last in the list i ever want to haf a taste oF.
i realli dun, anD i guEss i neva will, understand the mindset oF sChools. dOes dyed hair equate tO a rebellious student tO them? dOes nOt hafin ouR hair dyed means we will sCores As in ouR subjEcts? iF tt's the casE, i am willing tO haf mYee hair nOt dYed. but apparently tt wasnt the case! sO ouT oF qn tO gEt mi tO dYe it baCk. blaCk anD shOrt hair [like that oF mYee length] is juX nOt smthg i wld gO fer. enD oF sTory.
wenT darz's plaCe after tt. ha3. was fun anD all.. shOpping in supermkts [i juX luRf tt! ]. the ONLI bad thing: it was NTUC tt we patronised. eugh. all the auntiEs. hahas! we met this pRetty cool lady thOugh =)) makin pizzas cOcktail.. playin bRidge anD jigsaw [fer whang anD chOo].. danCin tO the sOngs.. cuming ouR wiF the five's veri own dance move.. jie's 1970s danCehafing ouR "mtv".. chatting.. ha3. i'm ald cOntented wiF all thEse=) OooO.. anD was still feelin kinda bad. nat helpin five wif the gRocery. but haha! i did offer stuffing sOme stuff into mYee bag=P NTUC carriers.. lol.
anw.. i went ahead wiF the shOuld. anD gOt jia tO do it wiF mi. hEr FS wasnt wOrkin tho =(

oh ya! before the start of bio paper, hEard tt vannIe gOt dengue. five's thinkin of paying hEr a visit. hOpe tt everything will be okie.
If it's over, let it go

Come tomorrow it will seem so yesterday

*siCk

2005-09-21T19:12:00.000+08:00

eugh. mYee head's spinning. hur hur. whinEs~~ i HATE headaChes. i cant mOve muCh cus wiF every mOve cums the pain. hur~ wOnder iF ouR bRain shRinks when we suffer from headachEs. sinCe it feels sO hOllow.. oR rather empty nOw. there seems tO be a lot oF free spaCe fer the bRain [oR issit smthg else in da bRain?] tO move aRd in mYee head cavity. anD panadOl aint a way out either. sinCe i haf sTop takin it a zillion yEars agO.. aftEr knOwing tt it takes 500 yEars tO diGest one tablet oF tt. sO nono..

felt it cuming @ darz's place. wuD a right time hur. spOiler =( blehX. depRivin mi oF da fun i could pOssibly haf. life aint fair! it's pOst pRelims and i shld bE hafin fun!! alrights. enuff oF mYee complaints.i juX haf tO bEar wiF the pain i guEss.kinda sad huR.

gOnna zZz nOw anD i hOpe i wun bE tOo ill tO meet up w/ wei wei tmr. thO feeling a little feverish nOw. *shRiek. hOw niCee hur. imagine feelin siCk whiLe shOpping. arghhhh.

anD i'm sTill caught in the should anD should-not situation. darz juX reminded mi i'm left wiF a couple oF hOurs. alrites. haf madec up mYee mind anD let gOd dEcides it all. iF i wake up ltr in the nite anD it's still bEfOre twelve.. i will dO it ['',] nOw off tO bed. bYee ppl.

pRelims aRe over!

2005-09-21T13:04:00.000+08:00

pRelim 2005

~~30 aug _ general paper p1 anD 2~~

~~12 sept _ biOlogy p2~~

~~12sept _ maths p1~~

~~13sept _ chemistry p3~~

~~14 sept _maths p2~~

~~16sept _ chemistry p1 anD 2~~

~~20sept _ biology p3~~

~~21 sept _ biology p1~~

wiF that i hEreby annOunCe that PRELIMS ARE OVER!! deppiE depp!e yeppie~ ha3. yayEs! time tO party ['',]

ha3. right nOw @ darz's plaCe. shall blog bt mYee gOod yEt nOt so gOod dae.. [okie.. exCiting it shall be.. ] when i'm hOme.. bYee ppl. off i gO. miss mi nOt=P i dun wanna gEt flu. lol. kieX. i'm insane.

OoOOOoooOOo

2005-09-20T22:26:00.000+08:00

this thing bt neva sae neva... kinDa tRue. darz's rite.. it's a cuRse =(

but i tink it's mOrre fer r/s..

as in never sae I WILL NEVER get mYself a bla bla bla boyfriend.. yeps.

sO I WILL get mYself a bf whO smokes.. ha3.

anw.. xixxi thinks i'm a weiRdo... hur hur..

—-o°cHarlOttE-o° says:
funny ger!
—-o°cHarlOttE-o° says:
funny lar
—-o°cHarlOttE-o° says:
funny
—-o°cHarlOttE-o° says:
weirdo!

she's the nth person saying this.. eugh.. i'm nat kie. it's juX tt mYee views tends tO deviate a little fRom the nOrmal tRends alrights.. it's juX this set oF lOgiCs i haf lah.. ha3.

anw.. was tuning into jamie yeO ytd [ oR was it carrie chong? cant remb. i tink i niD mOre iRon ferr memOry retention. lol.] she was tOkin bt this sexist thing in some country.. think it's US oR smthg. anw. yeps. they aRe calling ladies fingers peOple fingErs nOw.. anD smthg else tO smthg else [shall fill this up when i recall=p] ha3. tOt that was kinda redundant thOugh.

anw. saw this advErtisement like ytd.. was sO amazeD bY it. a slimming ad. u tinking oF? nah~ it's a weight gaining centre advertising. yes. may i repeat.. a WEIGHT-GAINING centrE!! oh mYee. while i'm sO despErately tRying tO shed off eXtra pOunds hEre.. ppl ouT thEre aRE tRying tO puT on weights!! hello? omg. thEse ppl aRe gettin on mYee nErve.. anD fReak.. this inCludEs youu =P

ha3. anw. hEre's aRe sOme weight-gaining tips [i'm damn pRo @ this kie]

was telling jie tt 1 whOle mooncake is eQuivalent tO 3 bOwls oF riCeeeeee!!! sO.. sTart munChing on ya mooncakes nOw! ha3. pReferably in @ midnight. anD so happie munching =P an alt will bE to mOve in wiF mi ferr a wk. yeps. aCt 5 daes would suffiCe. ha3. anD guEss wuD? jiE was like saying she ald fin. 5 whole mooncakes all by hErself! omg. FIVE BIG MOONCAKES. iF i were to consume tt... i will gRow way bEyong recognition. tt's ferr sure =/ sO nono. nO morre mooncakes oR wuDsover junks fer mi..

anw.. xx anD vanniE dint cum for papEr tOdae.. yeps. hOpe they aRe recOvering well =)

anD xixxi. u juX gave mi a shock. ha3. had a gReat time guEssing tho. sO it was jErk. ha3. [liddat can? dint make it too obv lah.. well i hOpe so!]

OoOOoOoo.. it's 1204hrs nOw. eugh. sO it's all should against one should-not [tt's mi]. nopie no no. i figuRed i shldnt. it's time tO sTop all mYee nOnsense...

...

2005-09-20T15:50:00.000+08:00

pRelim 2005
~~30 aug _ general paper p1 anD 2~~
~~12 sept _ biOlogy p2~~
~~12sept _ maths p1~~
~~13sept _ chemistry p3~~
~~14 sept _maths p2~~
~~16sept _ chemistry p1 anD 2~~
~~20sept _ biology p3~~
21 sept _ biology p1
depp!e deppiE yEppiE~~ 1 morrrre dae! anD i'm aCting as thOugh it's e enD oF pRelims=P ha3. was in faCt in mYee hOlidaY mOod long agO.. like last wk? aftEr chem paper. ha3. dun lOok @ mi w/ thOse " you aRe mad" eXpRession kie. juX cheCked wiF darz anD i confirmed tt i'm nOrmal. ah-ha. she's feeling the same! ha3. guEss we arE both equally mad=P
ha3. juX baCk fRom gYm-ming wiF darz. almOst went cRazi while walkin tO interchange juX nOw. oF all things, shE chOse tO reminD mi oF mYee jOke when we saw a dRumstiCk anD a sCattered paCket oF riCe in da middle oF nOwhere. yeps. the jOke i tOt oF on ouR wayy tO j8 last fRi.. i still think it's damn faRni.. sEriously. tt conseQuenCes- oF- running-after-a- bus jOke.. [the five will nOe =) ha3] anw. baCk tO the sTory. i tink i niD to leave mOoncakEs alOne sEriously. theY aRe making mi fat. eeewwwiiieee. yeps. fat.anD as thOugh this wasnt bad enuff... sOme weiRd fReak haf tO reminD oF this awwwwful faCt. oF all things. blehX. that 41-kg..tsk tsk. *shake hEad.

sO hOw was mYee biOdivErsity option papEr todae? ha3. guEss i juX luRf the biO depaRtmenT sO muCh.. like THIS muCh... flipped tO the last page. lOcOmotion wasnt thEre. sO da la~ thEre gOes mYee essays.. 20 maRks gOne. flippEd thRough the othEr pagEs. it wasnt thEre either. ha3. hEart sank.. it was the onli thing i bOthered tO memorise anD it didnt appEar at all. sO da la~ gOod luCk to miii.. was crapping all da way thRu".. wRote dOwn everithing i could recall fRom the mEre- reading-thRoughs tt i haf dOne ytD. anD spared 1/4 oF mYee time replenishing mYee energy.. oh my.. muX i sae.. bio papErs aRe suRe gOod sleeping pills. the papEr's sO damn dRaggy. Yes. anD tt's why i tOok a tour aRd the dReamland ['',]

sO damn cool. haD all mYee pOst-pRelims aCtivitiEs all planned out ald. tmR's wiF the five. sTill haf yEt tO deCide whether tO continue wiF the oRiginal plan oF a cliQue outing oR tO jOin ~~the class~~ o4s1a/2 i mean fer kbOx. ha3. anD whee~~ finalli mEeting up wiF wei wei after a zillion yEars [kie. this is kinda exaggErating... pseudo pOst-exam euphOria iF u cld remb..] we havent meet up sinCe the june hOl anD i'm missing her sO muCh! ha3. biCkering wiF hEr anD stuff... i juX luRf that =) anD weiQi [ha3. had suCh a gReat time w/ hEr online tt dae. she's sO cuTe as evEr] xixxi anD RUBBY! ha3. plus YT cliQue outing nxt mOn. cool ['',] i cant wait fer pRelims to enD!! ha3. in less than 20 hRs. it will bE ovErr!!
anw. darz anD i were like on ouR way hOme. thEre's this pOor lady. tink she didnt had enuff cOins oR smthg. she came over anD gOt mOney fRom us. i realli feel fer hEr. she was pRacticalli limping. she lOoks sad anD lonely tO mi anw. i tOt oF gRanny. was gRanny mOre fOrtunate than hEr oR otherwise? gRanny dOesnt haf a gOod health but she has the company oF hEr sons daughters son-in-laws daugter-in-laws gRandchildRen gReat- grandchildrEn... this lady's lonely buT hEr health is in a bEta cOndition than gRanny. hmm.. i haf nO answer ferr tt as well. the Qn juX pOpped up in mYee mind when i saw tt old lady.

juX realised earliEr on tt it's 21 sept tmR.. shld i oR shld i nOt. darz saes it's a shld. i tink it's a shld-nOt.

pErservere.. you will finD it all the efforts wOrthwhile when you lOok baCk @ ya wOrk ['',]

wOohOo~

2005-09-20T14:07:00.000+08:00

hur hur~ xixxi wenT offline bEfOre i could cliCk on hEr!!
bOohOo. wanted sO muCh tO catCh up wif u.. hOw cld u..xixxi.. *shake hEad.
ha3. kie. i'm cRanky. ~~pOst-exam~~ pseudo pOst-exam happinEss. lol. tt muX bE it =)) it's making miiii feeling sO damn highhhhh!

dumb

2005-09-18T18:35:00.000+08:00

was online w/ desmond. anD he was like tellin mi this..
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i was like 0mg. then wuD's the whOle pOint oF blOckin sOmeone rite. anD fOr heaven sake, i blOcked a damn hell lOt oF ppl lah. omg. this is sO dumb. bla bla bla bla aRe all gOnna find ouT tt i blOcked them. eugh. da whOle thing's dumb=(

jiangnan

2005-09-18T15:15:00.000+08:00

omg. i'm sO in love wiF wayne lin jun jie's jiang nan. omg. it's sOoooo niCee. sTill remb hOw haRd meryl [MEIXI!!!] was tRying mi tO convinCe mi tt it's a niCee song. anD i insisted tt it's awwwful even bEfore listening tO it. lol.

he's a real talent! kiex. i'm kinda slOw tO realise this nOw. i used tO be quiTe against him.. ha3. sO muCh sO that i onli came tO realise hOw niCee jiangnan was nOw. anD nOw i nOe why he like it sOoOo muCh. =)

alrights. baCk to biOdiversity!! depp!e depp!e yeppie~

miD- autumm piX ['',]

2005-09-18T02:52:00.000+08:00

ha3.. da zO- caRds tt sweetiE rubbY gOt fer mi anD xixxi. sO damn sweeet oF hEr ['',]

swensen's iCe cReam mOoncake. tt's the b!rthdae cake" we gOt fOr kelz! kinda cuTe huR ['',]

swensen's mOoncake lOoks bEta on its own. w/O e biRthdae bOi. lol. dun you agRee?

it usEd to be dark.. w/ onli one light on. cus rubbY onli paiD fOr half hEr eleCtriC bill. shE fOrgot bt the oTher half :p

nOw we haF all the lights on! cus i paid the other half oF the eleCtriC bill. ha3 ['',]

the gErs's wOrld. i simply adOre this!! deppiE
depp!e yeppie~

leavin" the poor guY tO take piX on his own... in hiS isolatEd world. we fOrgOt all abt him=P hahaX.

imagine the carbon diOxide carbon mOnOxide etC level tOnight. ha3.

sO she was the one i'm tOking abouT...

anD i juX luRf this. cus sOmeone lOoks ugly! ha3. sweetiEs! quiCk! put these on ouR fRiendster anD blOgs kie kie. lol.

anD da la~ we finally haD ouR gRoup piX ['',]

*bEsties fOr life ['',]
whee~ anD we aRe wearin da same cOlor
combi! kinda cOol=)

ha3. tt's jOanne wiF mi!! anD look! jOanne's weaRing a GREEN top=) niCee.
depp!e deppie yeppiE~

lEt mi tRy ya mEmOry.. tt's xixxi anD ??? lol.

anD da last piX oF the dae.. bEfOre i'm off tO bed.. *yawn.

deppie depp!e yepppie~ am so happy tOnite ['',] everithing's simple anD niCee. sweet~ alrights. i shall start mugging tmR=) pRomise.

kelz biRthdae cum mid autumm

2005-09-17T23:39:00.000+08:00

ha3, wOke up @ 2 pluS in da aFternOon todae. ha3. yeps. it was suCh a lonnnnnng niCee zZz. yeps. paCked mYeee stuff.. whee~~ sO muCh niCer nOw... look @ this! ~~pOst-war room~~ depp!e deppie yeppie~ pRouD oF mYself. i bEt mummy luRfs mi nOw. ha3.

lol. i'm a bad gEr. ms choon's juX so gOnna luRf mi. i dint touCh mYee option @ all. wenT online all da way till like 1830hRs.. then da la~ went tO celebRate miD autumm festival wiF mYee sweeties! ha3. anD as eXpeCted. was late agn. sO dint jOin them fOr dinnEr. [w/ is kinda phew. u wld nOe y iF u nOe wuD they had fOr dinnEr. smthg tt i wld pRobably nOt touCh in mYee entiRe life agn.]

anw, we bOught kelz this moOncake fRom swensens fOr hiS b!rthdae!! ha3. kinda cool rith. mOoncake fOr biRthdae. then wenT rubby's pLace. fOr a mini celebRation. ha3. xixxi rubby anD jOanne ended up waTching some auntie drama sEriEs oF theiRs. omg. can anibOdi tell mi whiCh paRt oF tt wuD ji [the male lead i mean.. cant remb hiss name in the shOw] is niCee? haha. xixxi anD rubby's gOnna sTrangle mi.

omg. u wldnt bElieve hOw zilian guys aRe these daes. juX lOok @ kelz.a tYpiCal eXample. omg. he toOk like THIS lot of piCtuRes oF himself. half oF the piX in jOanne's cam aRe his!! tsk tsk. hiss cOndition's even worse than mine lah. ha3.

anw, went tO the usual paRk that we gO every yEar. ha3. niCee niCee ['',] lOvin" it~ ha3. was tRying sO haRd tO take piX wiF ouR sparklers. then oh mY! there's this ~~little~~ gEr playing catching. omg. cant believe she juX ran past liddat whiLe we werre takin piX. hellO? did she nat haf ani common sense oR smthg. eugh. [kie. this is kinda mean]. anD da la~ thEre gOes ouR piX. ha3. wanTeD tO take mOre piX buT jOanne's cam batt was flat. *ahem. nEedless tO sae.. we all knew whOse fault it is =P blehX.

was reading joanne's blOg anD sweetiE, i tink it's pOssible. it juX takEs a little effOrt oF eaCh anD everione oF us tO make it happen =) yeps. i juX luRf it this way. amidst oF everyone's busy schedule, we fOrk out time anD meet up ['',] let's kip it gOin!

oh yep! this thing bt friendster. sEriously, i tink it's nOt alright fOr a guY tO like look fOr a giRlfriend on fRiendster lah. it made nO sense @ all! like sending a gEr msg tO ask iF they can be fRens anD stuff. omg. tt's sO damn fuCkin lame. shallow peeps. wuD's thEir pRoblem? it kinda pissed mi off, sEriously. puRleese. fOr heaven sake. dun ever make uRself reek oF despEration alrights. tt's the wOrse thing tt can ever happen. iF u wanna lOok fOr a gErfriend oR smthg, hEad dOwn sOme pRoper agenCiEs oR juX gEt ya mummY tO arrange a matCh-making session fOr you. fRiendster's nOt the pLa ce fOr youuuuuuuu. oR pErhaps u can tRy the maid agenCiEs. cus u aRe pRobably nOt good-lookin enuff oR smthg that u niD tO resOrt to getting a gErfren through fRiendster.. buT bEfOre hEading dOwn tO one, be reminded that even @ e maid agenCy, thEre's a high pOssiblity oF you being rejeCted cus u simply stink... oF despEration. like eugh eeewwwieeeee. anD so i shall bE kind enuff tO suggest that u dRop the whOle idea oF lOokin fOr a gErfriend. cus there's pRobably smthg wRong wiF ya pErsonality.dO youRself a favOur.

wORse off fOr thOse wif dubiOus b/g. tRying tO bluff ya way thRu". like this: oOoO.. i'm sO anD sO fRom HCJC anD NJC. dumb ass. u might as well sae this. "OoOOo aCtualli u nOe wuD? i'm sO anD sO fRom HCJC, NJC, RJC, ACJC... basicalli all the tOp 5 jCs in spore. fuCk. allOw mi tO teach u. this is smthg that exist in this wOrld sadly anD it's wuD i called LIES. damn it. wuD's the wOrld cumin tO? i hOpe ppl like this gEt tOyed wiF thEir feelings. sErve them right fOr being sO damn despo. ha3. *evil chuCkle gErs aRe juX nat an item tO possess fOr the sake oF hafin one lah. fuCk.

alrigth. enuff oF the ONE thing tt pissed mi off anD spoils mYee dae. gOnna hiT mYee pillow soon. ha3. buT bEfOrre that, i shall bE niCee anD wish KELVIN TAN aka self pRoclaimed weilian *happY 18th b!rthdae.. lol. this is juX tO add on tO ya pEthetiC record oF 15 biRthdae wishEs okie. tO make it 18. sO tt paikia will *ahem ahem sOmeone. ha3. oh yep! rubby's sOooo damn sweet. she gOt mi zO- pOstcaRds. ha3. thX loads, sweetiEs! luRf ya~

deppie deppie yeppie~ TRA-LALA~~ [whang.. saw this? ha3]

mYee dae gOes...

2005-09-17T01:55:00.000+08:00

alrights [eugh. i still cant get this wOrd rite w/t a min oR so]. am nOw in a mOre deCent mooD tO blog bt mYee dae.
hmm.. let mi see.. okie! shall blog bt the happy sTuff f!rst. went mini shOpping wiF mummY earliEr on. ha3. anD she's kinda faRni lah. want mi tO tRavel all da way tO nOvena tO buY mooncake wiF hEr. i was like "hello? aRe u sCared oF bEing rObbed oF the mooncakEs that u needed mi tO esCort oR smthg?" anD i didnt nOe nOvena sQuare was the onli plaCe that sells mooncake. ha3! then i figuRed it muX bE mYee pRecious opinion that she needed. make pRetty muCh sense riTe. ha3. kie..shall spaRe u ppl w/ mYee nOnsense.
anw, was kinDa rewarding tO aCc muimmY gO shOpping lah. cus cus cus.... guEss wuD?? i saw this damn niCee bRown tOp fRom Esprit!! hahaX.. tt's like the fiRst niCee thing that happened to mi for the dae. whee~~ depp!e deppie yeppie~

it was loVe @ fiRst sight!! ha3. shall gEt it on mYee shOpping spRee aFter pRelims. aFter all it's in a mattEr oF daes. ha3. nOw tO tink oF it. kinda fast. like bEfOre i knew it, it's all over!!

ha3. shOpping's gEtting mi sO exCited anD stuff. was supp. tO buY mooncake w/ mummY. buT dint jOin hEr fOr tt. ha3. juX couldnt resist. @ the sight oF so niCee shOps.lol. mummY came tO jOin mi instEad!! ha3. kinda cool. we enDed up buYing mooncake elsewherre. oh yeps! i saw mYee puRple heels @ the C&K outlet there! sTill deCiding iF i shld gEt it nOw. anw.. xixxxi! i dint see the heels that we saw da last time. u nOe tt damn classy one.. lol. i tink we bEta tRain ouRselves tO wear thOse veri high ones.. bEfore C&K's sTock's gOne! ha3. oh god. i'm juX sO in luRf wiF thEir shOes. pRetty pRetty pRetty ['',] depp!e deppie yeppie!

oh! anD i saw TANG POH LOONG for the nth time oF the wk. ha3. kip running intO him these daes. neva knew we live sO near eaCh othEr until like a few daEs agO. he was sO suRpRisEd tO nOe tt i live juX a road anD a couple oF blocks away fRom him. ha3. nOt bad. found out onli like 10mths aFter i movEd hEre. kinda "FAST" hur. then he was like askin mi bt pRelims anD stuff. oh mY. sO niCee hur. i haf aLwiX gOt him tO remind mi bt pRelims.. As anD stuff..eeewwwwiiiieee. he's aiwix askin mi bt them!! eugh. spaRe mi wiF it. dun even remind mi. ha3.

went j8 w/ darz chOo anD WHANG [tra-lala] tO gEt chOo's clOthEs fOr hEr cousin's wedding this cumin" sun. jeff sek anD dan was thEre tOo. ha3. was suppOsed tO haf lunCh anD caTch movie tgt. buT the poooooor guYs enDed up waitin fOr hours. ha3. gErs' wOrld! shopping shOpping anD mOrrrre shOpping! anD so we dint catch anithing in the enD =P oOps!

alrights. gOnna clear up mYee pOst-war lookin rOom. yeps. anD gather nOtes fOr biO option. oh gOd. t's suCh a THICK stack can? haha. nOw cum to think oF it. we've haD sO mani tests fOrr biO optiOn anD this is da fiRst time i ever tOt oF tOuching it. lol. mYee nOtes's pRetty new still. ha3. gOnna mug this time rOund. reeeeeaaaaal haRd!! read this off somewhere some time agO.. when one looks baCk aFter wOrkin fOrr it, one will find everithing worth it ['',] yeps. this shall kip mi gOing fOr the last 2 papErs!

lookk.. haf gOt this off darz's blOg.

okay i'm just gonna shove everything to the back of my mind for now. ccy i still think you're so wrong! its not its not its not! ohwell i told you so.. *SIGHHHHHHHHHH. anw you dont dingalingalingaling too much lah its not good for health. eat more tomatoes. (: take care for now~ carrot <3

she still wldnt believe mi!! bOohOo~

anw. was feeling kinda sad fOr ppl aRd mi. jie ting chOo bla bla bla. ppl whO haF to gO thRu" muCh mOre in life than mi. sweetiEs! hang in dere kie kie. nOe things haf been haRd on u ppl.. but sTay sTrong ['',] juX wanna let u ppl nOe that i'm aLwiX aRd!! [*ahem. esp jiE, make suRe u see this arh. cannOt sad animOrre le kie. a fRowning faCe's sooooOOo awwwful. oh yep. anD to darz tOo! u bEta sTop hai-ing soon!!!]

right nOw. the onli twO songs tt aRe pLaying on mYee realplayEr's hilary duff's sO ytD anD the moffatts's i missss you like cRazi. for some rEasons, juX didnt feel like listening to othEr songs. anD darz!! i still cant remb wuD's tt song! ha3. think i need mOre milO [w/O milk.. lol] sinCe iRon helps in memOry retention.

anw.. tOdae's chem was like raCing thRough. wOohOo~ gReat. somehOw luRf tt kinda feeling [i'm nOt a fReak] @ least it's beta than some draggy long papEr tt makes mi fall azZz.. juX hOping tt i wldnt make ani caReless mistake. thO chanCes oF it aRe pRetty high. ha3.

kie kie. gOnna gEt mYself ready fOr a loooonnnng niCeee zZz. havent had a decent one sinCe god nOes when. depRived! ha3. anD i cant believe i'm celebRating some cheena festival tmr. the mid autumm festival!! but dun realli mind. mind. it's gOnna bE fun anD craze! sinCe all mYee sweeties aRe gOnna bE there! depp!e deppie yeppiE~

awful

2005-09-16T20:30:00.000+08:00

it's sO damn awfully awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwful can? gOt kinDa emOtional earliEr on. cant believe i nearly cRiEd in fRont oF mummY. was THAT near tO deleting that msg. yEs. THAT close. buT i dismiss da thought.

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darz: we will gEt thRu" this. hmm.. shall sTop hai-ing bEfOre we aged anD gEt eeewwie ugly skin. misssssss you [plus dingalingalinggg] !! sO hOw's da suRpRise?

i misssssss you like cRazi

2005-09-16T19:58:00.000+08:00

MOFFATTS _ Miss You Like Crazy

I used to call you my girl

I used to call you my friend

I used to call you the love

The love that I never had

When I think of you

I don't know what to do

When will I see you again

[Chorus:]

I miss you like crazy

Even More than words can say

I miss you like crazy

Every minute of every day

Girl I'm so down when your love's not around

I miss you, miss you, miss you

I miss you like crazy

You are all that I want

You are all that I need

Can't you see how I feel

Can't you see that my pain's so real

When I think of you

I don't know what to do

When will I see you again

[Chorus]

*smilE

2005-09-16T15:41:00.000+08:00

iF onli life was THIS simple anD happy =)

prelims 05

2005-09-16T15:21:00.000+08:00

pRelim 2005

~~30 aug _ general paper p1 anD 2~~

~~12 sept _ biOlogy p2~~

~~12sept _ maths p1~~

~~13sept _ chemistry p3~~

~~14 sept _maths p2~~

~~16sept _ chemistry p1 anD 2~~

20sept _ biology p3

21 sept _ biology p1

eugh. wuDever.

2005-09-16T14:24:00.000+08:00

oh well. thEre gOes again. anOther failed attempt tO behave nOrmally in frt oF him. cant believe hOw sCrewed up i was when i saw him. like EARLY IN DA MORNING? BEFORE chem paper. like oF all time kinda thing. juX that this time round he was ~~nearer~~ muCh nearer.theRe gOes mYee heart. thumping like it's gOnna jump ouT anitime. omg. i tink my adRenaline lvl shoot all da way up tO *wheRever it is. anD as tho it's gOnna tuRn into ~~hEart attaCk~~ mYocardiaC infarCtion [i should bE using pRopEr tErms iF i am hOping tO even pass biO]
darz tOok hEr fiRst step finalli. anD i tOt it was a pretty niCee start. @ least like way bEta than mi.
omg. i dun even nOe why he matters so much to mi. like THIS muCh? i mean. he's juX a mere cRush lah. omg. hOw bad can this get? i was so damn desperate to get outta there tt i ran to darz the moment i saw her. like my saviour of the dae. so duRing the 5-min bReak, it was even niCer. darz anD i weRe like caught right in da middle. anD we haf tO wait fOr the coast to clear befOre we can gO into the examination hall. dingalingalinggwas like on the RHS anD taladaladalada was on the LHS. anD where were we? right in the middle. thanks hur.
sometimes i juX feel so damn childish immatured shallow. ppl oF mYee age aRe wOrrying bt stuFf gOing on btw thEir parents anD stuff. mi? over a cRush. omg. i feel so dumd. right nOw. i was like standing there. anD there he gOes.. " ytd, bla bla bla called mi at twelve anD bla bla bla stayed over @ bla bla bla's place. anD mYee pOint is. i aCtualli found mYself listening! omg. eavesdrop to be exaCt.
eugh. *haTe to admit. buT i'm sEriously nat alright.. i hOpe i gEt chilleD mYself tO death in mYee room. iF onli 18 degRee celsius was enuff. fuCk.
alrights. jiE's calling mi ltr. she's feeling tRoubled. but i can be almost suRe it's gOnna bE smthg matuRed.

bored

2005-09-15T17:56:00.000+08:00

ha3. i tOt this was pRetty faRni. lol. kieX. it's dumb aCtualli.
bOttomline: i'm bOred!!!!!!!!

*pErfeCt dae

2005-09-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

iF onli i had a perfect dae..

___________________________________________________________

hoku_Perfect Day

Sun's up

A little after twelve

Make breakfast for myself

Leave the work for someone else

People say

They say that it's just a phase

They tell me to act my age,

Well I am

On this perfect day,

Nothing's standing in my way

On this perfect day,

When nothing can go wrong

It's the perfect day,

Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

I could stay, forever as I am

On this perfect day

Sun's down

A little after ten

I pick up all my friends

In my Mercedes-Benz

Wake up

Don't tell me it's just a dream

'Cause when I've had enough

You'll hear me say,

Now don't you try to rain on my

Perfect day,

Nothing's standing in my way

On this perfect day,

Nothing can go wrong

It's the perfect day,

Tomorrow's gonna come too soon

I could stay, forever as I am

On this perfect day

La la la

La la la,

Oh, oh

I'm in the race

But I've already won

(La la la)

And getting there can

Be half the fun

(La la la)

So don't stop me

Till I'm good and done,

Don't you try to rain on my

Perfect day

It's the perfect day

Nothing's gonna bring me down

I could stay, forever as I am

On this perfect day

Nothing's standing in my way,

On this perfect day,

Nothing can go wrong

I'm in the race

But I've already won

And getting there can

Be half the fun,

So don't stop me

Till I'm good and done,

Don't you try to rain on my

Perfect, day

On this perfect day

bad bad bad~ hur hur

2005-09-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

tsk tsk. haD a real bad dae. hur hur. all along i tOt i could depenD on papEr II. but see wuD happen? well.. guEss one can neva bE suRe in life. oh mY. wud's happening? da mOre smthg matters to mi.. the further it juX seems to gEt away fRom mi. oh well, guEss life's neva fair? anD it wun bE.

anD sEriously. i tink mOst bus dRivers haf gOt GL pErsonality. sO muCh so fOr pRoviding gooD seRviCe anD serving us wiF pRide hur. BULLSHIT! crap lah~

oh mY.. am gEttin mOre vulgar these daes. i juX sweared in fRont oF mummY [nat to hEr tho] . anD thO she didnt mention anithing, she staRed @ mi wiF thOse BIG eYes anD gave mi this hOrrendous shockin look. ha3. think i beta stop dOin tt in fRont oF hEr. else she's gOnna sTrangle mi, i can fOresee that. i shall dO it mentally. lol.

coldplay_fix you

2005-09-14T12:43:00.000+08:00

coldplay_ Fix You

When you try your best, but you don't succeed

When you get what you want, but not what you need

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone, but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below

When you too in love to let it go

If you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down your face

And I...

Tears stream down on your face

I promise you I will learn from the mistakes

Tears stream down your face

And I...

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face,

When you lose something you can't replace,

Tears stream down your face,

And I

Tears stream down your face

I promise you I will learn from my mistakes

Tears stream down your face

And I

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

*sigh

2005-09-14T12:37:00.000+08:00

pRelim 2005
~~30 aug _ general paper p1 anD 2~~
~~12 sept _ biOlogy p2~~
~~12sept _ maths p1~~
~~13sept _ chemistry p3~~
~~14 sept _maths p2~~
16sept _ chemistry p1 anD 2
20sept _ biology p3
21 sept _ biology p1

2005-09-13T13:31:00.000+08:00

pRelim 2005
~~30 aug _ general paper p1 anD 2~~
~~12 sept _ biOlogy p2~~
~~12sept _ maths p1~~
~~13sept _ chemistry p3~~
14 sept _maths p2

16sept _ chemistry p1 anD 2
20sept _ biology p3
21 sept _ biology p1

soon.. it will be this -- > ~~pRelims 05~~

eugh

2005-09-13T12:55:00.000+08:00

smthg's wrong. da whOle world's feeling sad. eugh. i hate this. knOwing that ppl ard you aRe nOt alright. this feelin juX suX, alrights.

omg.

2005-09-13T04:39:00.000+08:00

oh my. gOodness gRacious mi. look at da time nOw. anD i cant pOssibly go to bed nOw!! i will mOst likely end up overzZzping anD stuff. had this sudden urge to mug reeeal haRd fOr chem ytd. eugh. anD nOw i feel like a walking zOmbie. sErious laCk in oxygen in mYee bRain right nOw. kinda pOintless rite. gReat. shall see hOw i suRvive thRu the paper ltr. i could hardly survive thru ytd's maths paper. sO i conclude there's nOthing so special bt tOdae tt a miRacle shld happen oR smthg. there's nO way i can dO the paper ltr w/o fallin asleep lah. thX hur.

juX da ger

2005-09-12T20:33:00.000+08:00

CLICK FIVE _Just The Girl
She's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
She pushed me in the pool
At our last school reunion
She laughs at my dreams
But I dream about her laughter
Strange as it seems
She's the one I'm after

[Chorus:]
Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

She can't keep a secret
For more than an hour
She runs on 100 proof attitude power
And the more she ignores me
The more I adore her
What can I do?
I'd do anything for her

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

The way she sees it's me
On her caller ID
She won't pick up the phone
She'd rather be alone
But I can't give up just yet
Cause every word she's ever said
Is still ringin' in my head
Still ringin' in my headS

he's cold and she's cruel
But she knows what she's doin'
Knows just what to say
So my whole day is ruined

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
Oh, I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

I'm lookin' forI'm lookin' for
I'm lookin' for
Just the girl I'm lookin' for

deppie deppie

2005-09-12T19:01:00.000+08:00

if you aRe wonderin" wuD's getting mi so high anD excited; kiping mi gOing all this while.. this is.

pRelim 2005

~~30 aug _ general paper p1 anD 2~~

~~12 sept _ biOlogy p2~~

~~12sept _ maths p1~~

13sept _ chemistry p3

14 sept _maths p2

16sept _ chemistry p1 anD 2

20sept _ biology p3

21 sept _ biology p1

depp!e deppie yeppie~ anOther twO papers cRossed out. this's juX getting mi sO exCited anD all. ha3. thO it spells tRouble fOr ppl aRd mi when i gEt THIS high. haha. think tt's reflective oF mYee hOrOscope lah. yeps. as stella sis was telling us that dae. aQuarius ppl haf veri weird personality. ha3.

alrights.in case you aRe wondering hOw's mYee paper tOdae anD stuff.. shall blog a little abt it. biO was ATROCIOUS. wud's the fuCkin use oF mugging sO damn hard.. memOrising da neva ending list oF pRocesses, tErms anD stuff when u dun even haf time to attempt the qns? oh mY. nOw to think baCk. i'm pRetty ~~silly~~ dumb tO start wiF essays. i goT so carried away wiF it that i'm left wiF like 30 minutes to finish up 6 qns oF structured. omg. thX hur. i feel so dumb nOw.

oh well.. like wuD i alwix said. this's juX a pRelim. so this aint gOnna get mi dOwn oR pRevent mi fRom mugginh even haRder da nXt time round. i should bE glad that this is nat A's. ha3. shall tReat this as a lesson learnt. it pRobably reflect on da faCt that i dunnO mYee facts that well yet. that i take suCh a long time to finish up the essays. anD clearly there's smthg wRong w/ mYee time management. but then agn.. i tink 2hrs's juX nat enuff. it's way too demanding lo. they set the paper expecting us to think anD nat give some cRappy ans rite? sO far.. i onli knew oF one person - shunyi who finished it lah. omg. this juX suX lah.

maths. hmm.. i should sae it went pRetty well anD stuff? [bY this.. i dun mean i can pass. i was happi enuff nat to leave it mOre than 50% blank like i did fOr mids] considerin the faCt that all that i did was last min wOrk fOr it? i hardly touch it lah. was mugging hard fOr bio all this while. eugh. injustice. oh. anD at was like walkin ard wiF that dumb arrogant smug look lah. esp when he sees ppl getting stuCk at the damn fReakin hard qns he set. oh mY. he's juX so damn pRoud of da faCt that he set a tough paper [or rather.. half oF it] that even the maths trC. gOt triCked made mistakes when they attempt it. he even called ting anD cheryl BEFORE the paper.. telling them they arent gonna make it. anD fOr thOse who are wondering.. cheryl anD ting aRe one oF the few top students in our class. kinda cRap rite. i mean. wud's his pRoblem lah? omg. anD he stopped ny anD asked mi iF the paper was easy anD stuff. eugh.

ha3. pRelims aRe not even near the end yet anD i'm already thinkin bt gRaduation.. after A's ... pRom... shOpping.. tanning anD stuff ald. i juX cant wait!! deppie depp!e yepppie.

anD i simply love darz's wig!! haha. speaking oF that. i think we bOth haf a loooong post nat yet completed. lol.

oh! did i mention? i saw him todae!! ha3. while walkin hOme. anD that make mYee nat-that-bad dae instantaneously good! kelz's one luCky soul i muX sae. i mean. same examination venue. wuD can be better than tht rite? ha3. hmm.. i figured i might run into him tmr. ha3. time to do smthg bt mYee FOUR ~~big~~ GIGANTIC pimples. ha3. foundation wld do the tRick i suppOse.

hmm.. it suddenly occur to mi ytd tt we aRe left wiF nOt muCh time. it's fOr real this time. 48 daes. A's is in a matter oF a month after ouR pRelim!! kinda fReakin mi out. tt's like damn short lah. ha3. so i might jolly well mug damn bloody hard fOr it [like wud ms choon alwix said]. anD after that i can haf a long niCee guilt-free holidae. i dun wanna leave regrets in mYee life. they're juX way too awwwwfully awful. anD nO way am i gOnna see disappointed faces on daddy mummy gRanny etc. yeps. anD i dun tink i wanna see that kinda "oh my.. wuD haf u been doing all this while? u are e worst student we ever accepted." kinda faCe on cheena ho since i haf pRomised her i am gOnna wOrk haRd fOr wuD i want in life. aCt, nOw to think oF it, she's pRetty niCee anD all lah. perhaps it's juX the way she manage the sChool that nids impRovement.

oh yes!! anD five's planning an outin aft. pRelims ald. ha3.cool rite. darz anD mi wanted tanning. but strong objection from the three. eugh. so nopie no no tannig. this is bad. ha3.

okie okie. baCk to mugging bEfore it gets too late. bYee ppl. mug haRd! *hugX

oh wudever.

2005-09-11T20:16:00.000+08:00

omg. i'm sO damn fugging tiRed. as in mentally. eugh. fuCk. wuD a mentally weak person i m. ought to be ashamed. *hate it.

alrights. last resort. i shall zZz w/ mYee nOtes oR smthg tOnite. kie. tis sounds dumb. but i was juX pRaying fOr a miRAcle to happen. a miRacle that all da bio stuff will diffuse into mYee bRain.. pRobably bY the nXt mOrning.

alrights. i shall sTop here. i figured i aint tokin anY sense. juX needed a bReak from all da mugging.

anw, jOgging is a suRe gOod way to de-stress ['',] hmm.. nOw i'm pRaying fOr the adrenaline oR some hOrmones to be transpOrted up to mYee bRain.. so that i can be alert anD think beta.. despite the minimal knowledge i haf. okie. i think i should really end this pOst wiF this BIG fullstop .

gRanny~~ depp!e depp!e yeppie~

2005-09-10T23:25:00.000+08:00

whee~ juX baCk fRom visiting gRAnny. kinda miss hEr. sO went tO visit hEr in da aftErnoon. [kie.. i nOe i shld bE mugging anD all. buT there's juX mOre to life than juX mEre mugging.. alrights. anD some things aRe juX mOre impt than mugging.] eaCh time i visit gRanny.. it's wiF a fear oF that being the last time i ever see hEr.. anD i admit i fear oF losing hEr.. she nearly did nOt make it thRough tOo many a times tO eradicate this fear in mi.

anw.. was kinda glad gRanny's in better shape. she can FINALLY consume some liquidfied stuff after feeding on glucose solution fOr suCh a long freakin period. anD she can tok!! deppie depp!e yeppie.. thOugh she's nOt realli tokin any sense.. as in she cant recognise us animore. she no longer nOes who aRe we tO hEr.. well.. @ least she can respond anD speak to us nOw ['',] it juX feels goOd to be able to getbresponse from hEr.. to be able to feed hEr... to be able to sTroke her sparse hair [sinCe hEr onli five senses that's wOrking well is the sense oF touch ].. tO be able to massage hEr leg fOr her. oh mY.. hEr whOle body's damn stiff. well.. kinda expected la.. sinCe she has been lying on hOspital bed fOr months.

oh! anD goodness gracious mi. i am like an exact replicate oF tt pinky AA gEr nOw [iF u haf any idea whO i am referin tO.. u will understand whY i was almOst in tears]. eugh. hOw niCee hur. RETRIBUTION. anD thOse whO nOes mi well shld noe hOw muCh mYee hair meant to mi. oh my. hOw am i gonna gO to sCh tmR.. ppl, be kind tmr alrights. dun even remind mi that i cut mY hair oR the fact tt i look like hEr nOw.. puRleese.

well.. to look @ things on da bRighter siDe.. @ least i haf figuRed ouT hOw to make it when i gO to school tmr so tt it's nat THAT awwwwfully awful.. [well.. i took near to an hr fOr this].. @ least the length will be juX niCee fOr pRom. i'm gOnna do wuDever it takes to make it gRow @ a ultra fast rate. yep. that shall bE it. oh wuDever.. am gonna mug nOw. pRotein synthesis.. ~~DNA~~ [NO SHORT FORMS! five marks deduCted. lol. tt's hOw we can get -ve marks fOr biO essays] deoxyribonucleic aCid synthesis... CHOON~~ lol. i juX luRf hEr to bits!!

bYee ppl. niTes anD [sweetie dReams, darz. ha3]

tralala~~ [figured out wuD this meant? wahaha] deppie depp!e yeppie~

2005-09-09T00:28:00.000+08:00

deppie depp!e yeppie~ xixxi's @ mYee plaCe now.. ha3.. supp. tO be mugging.. buT look @ us nOw.. ha3.. sTill stuCk in frt of da com.. gossiping anD pRying intO ppl's life.ha3. oh my.. anD look @ da gEr anD hEr heavy eyelid. lol. looks like someone's falling asleep ~~soon~~ real soon..
ha3. kiping us company.. we haf Shan Wee~~ deppie deppie yeppie! his vOice's simply so.. omg.. ha3 lovin" him!
anD some other soul's supp. to join us lah. ps agn.blehX.
rubbY: if u are readin this.. nOtti gEr!! rather stay @ home anD watch some dummy shOw than cum acc ya sweeties. hrmph! ha3
goodness gracious mi.. beta go back to mYee mugging nOw. sEriously.. there's THIS lot tO be done. eugh. suffoCated.

fuCk

2005-09-08T17:54:00.000+08:00

oh my, i'm fReaking ouT!!! eugh. last min wOrk juX suX. cant get anithing into mYee head. goodness gRacious mi. choon's gonna cum after mi w/ a chopper. @t's mOst pRob gonna laugh his head off. nOt forgettin his sacarsm. mOst pRob i wun be spared oF it. anD mark goh's "see mi!"

oh god. someone save mi! eugh. gonna ask xixxi fOr a muggin session ltr. am outta here. bYee ppl.

fears u call it?

2005-09-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

it began to dawn on mi that there's a possible link btw fears anD mYee mentality. so was it a fear oF being hurt that i dun commit oR was it juX mi? agn, da issue oF mOral that mwachz was tokin bt cums to myee mind.

alrights.. [ still haf prob spelling this word. i jux cant get it right for da first time. eugh. kinda sux right? ] so prelims are in a matter of DAES . why am i even on this? i guess i shldnt think too muCh oR read too muCh into issuEs like this. it's beta to let nature take it's course. and maybe in a matter of years. i will see a change in mentality in mi when i meet mYee mr future-to-be husband. ha3. deppie deppie yeppie. this shall be it! so no point ponderin over it now ['',] it's all future. mugging mugging mugging HARD! ms choon ms choon ms choon~~ oh god. she shall kip mi gOing. ha3.

________________________________________________________________

anw. AUNTIE kelz.. i aint tt gossip kie. i nOe wud's implications anD stuff. and i am nOt a stalker!! ha3.

da la~~

2005-09-06T14:12:00.000+08:00

ha3.. am lovin" this song mOre each dae. obsessed wiF it ['',]
whee~~ gonna mug wiF darz in an hrs" time. anD we aRe gonna be the cows fOr da nite [lol.. darz wld nOe wuD this means] deppie deppie yeppie~
bYee ppl. *mug haRd anD tRip. As is on their way['',]
ha3. tra lala~

Gwen Stefani _ cool

2005-09-06T14:00:00.000+08:00

Cool _ Gwen Stefani

It's hard to remember how it felt before

Now I found the love of my life...

Passes things get more comfortable

Everything is going right

And after all the obstacles

It's good to see you now with someone else

And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends

After all that we've been through

I know we're cool

We used to think it was impossible

Now you call me by my new last name

Memories seem like so long ago

Time always kills the pain

Remember Harbor Boulevard

The dreaming days where the mess was made

Look how all the kids have grown

We have changed but we're still the same

After all that we've been through

I know we're cool

And I'll be happy for you

If you can be happy for me

Circles and triangles, and now we're hangin' out with your new girlfriend

So far from where we've been

I know we're cool

2005-09-05T23:00:00.000+08:00

ha3. gym's good. but the session enD wiF a shOck frm da weighin machine. nopie. act. it was expected.. 1.5 kg more. [and tt i shall approximate it to 2] omg. i gained like 2kg lah. over da shOrt holidae.. oR rather the supposed-to-be study bReak. oh my, wuD haf i done? nOw i'm like miles away from mYee ideal weight oF 48kg.. hOw can i shed off the extra FATS now? gOd nOes.
nO one can save mi now. eugh.
went tO tt auntie S&S supermkt.. trying to look fOr some healthy food. xixxi was like saying oats are good. so went to get them tho i think they're pretty gross. eewks. it's so damn awwwwful. eugh. feel like pukin" after hafin a bOwl. the smell of condensed milk. omg. beyond description. i juX hate it. fuck. swear i wil neva touch tt can of condensed milk agn. wanted to like survive on mere oats diet for like this entire wk @ least. in desperation to shed off thOse extra pounds.. but hafing seCond thoughts nOw. oats are so plain w/o milk.. yet milk makes mi gO eewk.. omg. dilemma. hate this.

secrets

2005-09-05T18:02:00.000+08:00

ha3. i am discovering mOre anD mOre seCrets each dae. deppie deppie yeppie~ life's getting interseting. i wonder hOw mani secrets aRe there out in da 'market' fOr mi to discover. ha3. infinty! that's it. so i will be kept occupied for the rest of myee life discovering secrets. ha3.
ahem.. xixxxi and i did smthg horrible [oR rather immoral] todae. we aRe bad gErs.. but isnt curiOsity part oF human natuRe? ha3. anD i conclude we shld be spared. lol.

...

2005-09-04T22:13:00.000+08:00

anw.. juX saw mich's friendster account.. was kinda suRprised to see guan tat anD hEr piX. as in it didnt occur to mi tt they aRe still tgt. anD i cant believe i haf forgotten their story [in case u are wondering.. terence told mi bt it] oR even fOrgotten the eXistenCe oF guan tat.. ha3.. i wondered how tt happen.. as in how cld one like fOrgot tt she aCtualli knew someone..
tt sets mi thinking.. given the poor memory of mine...
whO haf i forgotten over these years.. anD whO i will forget a few years dwn the road?

the world

2005-09-04T21:25:00.000+08:00

i'm ultra amazed how tErenCe's learning his chinese. he's pRactically lyke tRanslating the chinEse meaning into english himself. ha3.. he was askin mi some chi wOrd he didnt know.. hmm.. cant realli remb wuD tt wOrd is.. but anw, i was in a good mood. so deCided to be kind anD cheCk up the meaning fOr him. [oh my, this is da first time i am touching a chi. diCt ever sinCe gOd nOes when..] i found da wOrd anD was asking him to jOt dOwn da meaning. anD he refused. it kinda puzzled mi initially. figured he was lazy. so agn.. i was kind enuff to offer to help him cOpi dwn the meaning da diCt. gave. buT nOpie. guess wuD tErence did? well.. u pRobably wld neva haf guess it. he asked mi to read out the meaning given in da diCt anD he figured out da eng version himself. anD da la~ he got his meaning in eng. then his nOtes caught mYee attention. oh my. he got all da meaning translated into eng himself lah. kinda crap rith.

was asking him to juX get a chi handbook [as in chi yu shou che.. u nOe da one we used to buRy our head in baCk in sec sch?] then he was like saying his trC told them nOt to get it. as in there's nO nid to get it. goodness gracious mi. i realli havent got a single idea hOw one can learn chi anD pass the paper w/o tt handbook. i can still remb relying so heavily on it fOr the eng meaning cus i cn neva understand the chi meaning pRovided. it alwix confusse mi w/ even mOre "chim" wOrds w/t the meaning itself. kinda defeats the purpose rith. anw, tErence was like telling mi the syllabus has changed. anD the " fill in the blank" section we used to haf has been eliminated from the syllabus. if onli i'm born two years ltr..

then i was like asking why on earth wld he nid to learn the meanings then. he was telling it was fOr the "zhao ju" seCtion.. where u construct sentences with the words given. i was like telling him how we used to memOrise it str frm the handbook lah. anD he gave mi this " aRe u insane?" look. he was laughing his head off la. anD saying, "are u telling mi tt u are gonna memorise all 500o examples if they haf got 5000 words in the syllabus? nO wonder the govt was like saying students these daes lack cReativity." thx hur. tokin bt being innovative. wonder wuD has it gotta do wiF constructing oF sentence though. blehX. u telling mi u used ya cReative juice to cum up wiF sentences? tt's nat the whole point lah. moe wanted to test us in our understanding of the words lo.. not how innovative we are.. well.. neither are they testing how well ouR memory are, i guess. ha3. i am juX amazed by the whole chinese thing.. inc hOw muCh da syllabus has changed.

lol. haD a gReat time mugging wiF tErence tOdae. he's damn farni lah. he wldnt stop laughing @ mi. when i tRied to show him tt i'm aCtualli multilingual. told him i knew a word in tamil.. anD tt's yuan de bu nen na.. he was laughing so haRd.. he was like saying " u try telling tt to some indians on the street. they gonna give you a good thrashing. tt's not even a tamil word." alrights. so i dun noe a single word in tamil. so was trying out malay. ha3.. figured tt i knew 5 malay words. ha3. kie. tt's kinda pathetic.

was using the com earlier on anD terence was besides mi. so i decided to be niCee anD shared wif tErenCe some of mYee memOries oF mYee jC life. was shOwing him the dOings oF s1a/2 guys. he was so surprised when he found out wuD the guys in myee class enjoy dOing. hahaX... oOps!

anw.. was tokin to kelz [yep, da self-pRoclaimed weilian] earlier on. ha3. i'm amazed bY wuD he shOwed mi. ha3. anD kelz.. i am still hafing a gReat time exploring "bhb".. intEresting. smthg to kip mi occupied fOr the next few daes.. other than mugging. anD pai kia's juX so damn cuuuuuuute, alrights. ha3.

i am juX so amazed bY this world we are living in.. deppie deppie yeppie~ am lovin" it more ['',]

the paradOx oF our age

2005-09-04T00:52:00.000+08:00

this's interesting. ha3.

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The Paradox of Our Age(Norris Peters)
We have taller buildings, but shorter tempers;
wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints;
we spend more, but have less;
we buy more, but enjoy it less.
We have bigger houses and smaller families;
more convenience, but less time;
we have more degrees, but less sense;
more knowledge, but less judgment;
more experts, but more problems;
more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much,
smoke too much,
spend too recklessly,
laugh too little,
drive too fast,
get too angry too quickly,
stay up too late,
get up too tired,
read too seldom,

watch TV too much,
and pray too seldom.
We have multiplied our possessions, but reducedour values.
We talk to much, love too seldom and lie too often.
We've learned how to make a living, but not a life;
We've added years to life, not life to years.
We've been all the way to the moon and back,
but have trouble crossing the street to meet thenew neighbor.

We've conquered outer space, but not inner space;
We've done larger things, but not better things;
We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul;
We've split the atom, but not our prejudice;
We write more, but learn less;
We plan more, but accomplish less.

We've learned to rush, but not to wait;
We have higher incomes, but lower morals;
We have more food, but less appeasement;
We build more computers to hold more information,
to produce more copies than ever, but have less communication;
We've become long on quantity, but short on quality.

These are the times of fast food and slow digestion;
tall men, and short character;
steep profits, and shallow relationships.
These are the times of world peace, but domestic warfare;
more leisure and less fun;
more kinds of food, but less nutrition.
These are days of two incomes, but more divorce;
of fancier houses, but broken homes.

These are days of quick trips,
disposable diapers,
throwaway morality,
one-night stands,overweight bodies,
and pills that do everything from cheer,
to quiet, to kill.

It is a time when there is much in the show window and nothing in the stockroom

2005-09-02T22:07:00.000+08:00

whee~ was walkin past Terra. anD deppie deppie yeppie. i saw mYee cuTe waiter agn!! ha3. he's dRop dead gOrgeous. anD i hereby announCe.. he's mYee new eye-candy!! hahaX. tra-lala~ [ha3. dun give mi tt shoCkin look if u guys nOe wuD this means. oOps!]

deppie deppie yeppie.. i am feelin sO damn happy=P

jia: iF u aRe reading this. yep. u missed him agn!! anD yes. i dint get his nO. from him oR take piX wiF him alrights. ha3. things aRe niCee anD all in this sTate ['',] anD tt maDe mYee dae. *cheeriOs

ha3. mYee gOd. i sounded so *wuDever ytd. ha3. pms i suppOse. anw. whO bOthers bt ytd. dun even remind mi bt it alrights. ha3. nO mOrre pain in mYee gum. am baCk to mYee chatty moDe. ha3! anw.. was tuning in to perfect 10 juX nOw. carrie chong was like saying.. life's too shOrt to be unhappy about. i tot it made pRetty muCh sense, dun u agRee? ha3. time flies. it realli dOes. we aRe into sept ald. anD bEfore we even realise it, i swear it wld be 24nov. yeppie!

ppl.. hang in there kie kie. anD ouR tRip. As is on its way ['',]

deppie deppie yeppie.

anD yes. did i mention? darz's juX ultra super sweet ['',] luRf hEr to bits.. she's one oF the best thing one can ever haf. ha3. *hugX

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oh ya! was mummy's b!rthdae ytd. wishing hEr happy biRthdae anD gOod health hEre.. may all hEr wishes anD dreams cum tRue. wishing tt she wld stay young anD nOt gRow into auntie so soon. oOps! ha3. anw. haD cake fRom angie the chOice .. omg. i wonder hOw muCh calories was tt. 5/6 oF the cake was cReam lah. oh mYee goddie goddie. anD i still cant believe i ate all oF it! yes. wonder wuD came over mi. i finished mYee pieCe oF cake. inc. the cReam. fuCk. mYee figure is so damn fuCkin hOrrendous tt i dun even haf the courage to lok @ it these daes. simply hate the sight oF it. uRgent need to like "patRonise" the gym. shall ask xixi ltr. was supp. to visit YT tOdae. but didnt in e end sinCe most oF them cldnt make it. still feelin kinda sad. miss everithing back in YT.

damn it

2005-09-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

omg.. iF onli anione cld tell mi wuD on earth's wRong wiF mYee com. eugh. feelin highly irritated todae. a bomb awaiting to be eXploded anitime. ppl, dun gEt aniwhere mi. dun step on my tOe. juX leave mi alone.
fuCk fuCk fuCk fuCk.. oh wuDever. am getting outta hEre. dun feel like dOing anithing. dun even feel lyke tokin. the pain in mYee gum is killing mi. omg. life suX. eugh.

2005-08-30T23:34:00.000+08:00

ha3. looks silly.

ha3. wudever

2005-08-30T22:58:00.000+08:00

ha3..a seCret to share.. i aCt haf a twin! anD yeps. tt's nOne other than mYee twin sister. lol. kie. tt's sounDs so *wuDever. mummy juX shOwed mi this cReation oF hers. i buRst out laughing.. she tOld mi she's putting this into the new photo album she's gonna get mi. omg. she seems to haf all the time in the wOrld. yeps. this is wuD mYee mummi luRfs dOing fOr hEr children. her way oF showering us wiF love perhaps. ha3. oh, btw.. terenCe do haf one too.
guess wuD? aCtualli i tink it wld be niCee to haf a twin. ha3. somehow. then agn.. tt will haf it's implications as well.

2005-08-30T19:40:00.000+08:00

in case u ppl aRe wOnderin.. yeps. i haf gOt this whOle new obsession fOr curl permed hair. yeppie yeppie yeppie~ i wanna kip mYee hair long so tt i can haf tt fOr pRom- well.. i HOPE. though it seems kinda impOssible. @ the rate mYee hair's gRowing. *pRaying haRd fOr miRacle.
anw. did smthg hOrrible. went shopp!ng tOdae aFter gp pRelim. ha3. BUT yes like wud i alwix said..there's alwix a BUT .. before u pOint ya fingers @ mi.. hear mi out. i went wiF mummy! ha3. yeps. niCee niCee. bought hEr this damn classy puRse fOr hEr b'dae. ha3. yeppie~ feelin gReat.
went tO visit gRanny after tt. she toked to mi! ha3. yeps. she's tokin! her condition is slightly beta. though she's still leavin us in a matter oF months..
ha3. anw.. tt pRecious moment jay imitation guy... he was damn farni anD kinda silly tOdae. he came wiF a bandage on his head. makin mi wOnder wuD he did over the wkend. anD i figuRed it was soccer. then halfway thRough the paper, when i took a seCond look @ him, he was without e bandage! anD guess wuD? he bandaged his head cus he had this hairstyle wiF star shape. mYee language isnt exactly sTrong. kinda hard to describe in detail.. dO spot him aRd the sCh anD haf a good look iF u wan. i tot tt kinda look dumb though. anw. had a good laugh. oOps! tt's mean oF mi.

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ha3.. lookin @ this neva fails to cheer mi up somehOw. it juX means tt we aRe a step clOser tO the finishing line. hOpe i will be able tO finish the raCe wiF glory though. ha3. so tt i wun be letting mYself dOwn. oR gRanny. oR daddy. oR mummy. oR even YTSS. ha3.

pRelim 2005
~~30 aug _ general paper~~ ~~p1 anD 2~~
12 sept _ biOlogy p2
12sept _ maths p1
13sept _ chemistry p3
14 sept _maths p2
16sept _ chemistry p2 anD 1
20sept _ biology p3
21 sept _ biology p1
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tO mYee rubby!
if u R readin this.. i dun care. i am dRagging you along on fri! u R nOt mugging! lala~ ha3.

2005-08-30T19:36:00.000+08:00

anD nOt fOrgetting mYee dear kelly.. ppl, voTe fOr heR kie kie.. she juX haf gOtta win!! *gambate

2005-08-30T19:32:00.001+08:00

niCee niCee

2005-08-30T19:32:00.000+08:00

sin huey~ mYee new idol ['',] juX luRf her hairstyle~

2005-08-30T19:31:00.000+08:00

yeppie yeppie yeppie~

2005-08-30T19:30:00.000+08:00

niCee desCribes it all !

2005-08-30T19:29:00.001+08:00

['',]

2005-08-30T19:29:00.000+08:00

sin huey haf it too!

2005-08-30T19:28:00.001+08:00

i'm lovin" it ['',]

2005-08-30T19:28:00.000+08:00

cool ['',]

2005-08-30T19:27:00.000+08:00

2005-08-30T19:26:00.000+08:00

look @ tt wavy haiR oF hers agn.. omg.. juX plain niCee.. alrights..

2005-08-30T19:25:00.000+08:00

jessica alba!! whee~

2005-08-30T19:24:00.000+08:00

lovely ['',]

2005-08-30T19:21:00.001+08:00

tt's wuD i haf been dYing tO haf~~

2005-08-30T19:21:00.000+08:00

omg.. look @ tt pRetty pRetty haiRstyle oF hErs...

2005-08-28T23:56:00.000+08:00

alrights.. i haf this tO remind mYself nOt to gO shOpping.. eugh. awfully awful.

2005-08-27T01:00:00.000+08:00

alrights... am makin it clear here.. i HATE yes.. let mi repeat mYself.. i HATE LOATHE oR wuDever.. the feeling oF being made used of .anD ppl, tho mYee level oF intelligenCe aint veRi high..neither am i left wiF lotsa common sense. as pRoven in mYee reCent stat test, i CAN tell.. when ppl aRe dOing tt tO mi, alrights. i am still left wiF tt teeny weeny bits oF intelligenCe. *pissed. dun ask mi why.
anw. i juX pRoven mYee pOint again. i haD pRoblems spelling the wOrd "alright". yeps. maDe a mess in xixi's tagbOard few daes agO. haD to make sO mani cOrrections bEfore i get it right. omg! this is juX sO damn irritating.

2005-08-27T00:33:00.000+08:00

i thought baCk oF wuD friendster saiD bt mi some time baCk.. anD it maDe pRetty muCh sense to mi.. [kie kie.. this is kinda slow]

Mulling things over might just hold you back -- every 'what if?' you come up with could just spark a hundred more questions. So stop chasing your tail -- it just wastes time and leaves you feeling dizzy. Get comfortable, get calm and listen to what your heart is telling you in this matter. Follow your instincts and make a choice. You can't go wrong if you really pay attention to what your subtler senses are telling you.

ha3... ethiCal issues.. it's still gOing on in mYee head.

anD yes.. tOdae's officially the last dae oFsCh.. anD tt impliEs something. dun even remind mi oF tt.

niCee

2005-08-26T00:29:00.000+08:00

At The Beginning _ Richard Marx & Donna Lewis

We were strangers, starting out on a journey
Never dreaming, what we'd have to go through
Now here we are, I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me, I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the start

And life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep flowin'
Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers, on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand, unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

And life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep flowin'
Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you
Knew there was somebody somewhere
I need love in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing is going to tear us apart

And life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep flowin'
Life is a road now and forever wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you

Life is a road and I wanna keep goin'
Love is a river I wanna keep goin' on
Starting out on a journey

Life is a road and I want to keep goin
Love is a river I want to keep flowin
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginningWith you

theinnocEntdeviL

moved

promises

mug!

*sob

mug mug mug

weirdo

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oh my.

heex~

fate?

life.

*hugX

whee~

freak

YTSS ['',]

bad flu. eugh

...

promise.

hahaa! WUDEVER.

because of you.

perfect!

graduation

33 morre daes!

*sigh

ha3.

wei anD mi =)

4 in the mOrn!

five's outing

*siCk

pRelims aRe over!

OoOOOoooOOo

...

wOohOo~

dumb

jiangnan

miD- autumm piX ['',]

kelz biRthdae cum mid autumm

mYee dae gOes...

awful

i misssssss you like cRazi

*smilE

prelims 05

eugh. wuDever.

bored

*pErfeCt dae

bad bad bad~ hur hur

coldplay_fix you

*sigh

eugh

omg.

juX da ger

deppie deppie

oh wudever.

gRanny~~ depp!e depp!e yeppie~

fuCk

fears u call it?

da la~~

Gwen Stefani _ cool

secrets

...

the world

the paradOx oF our age

damn it

ha3. wudever

niCee